How do i start this??? ermm after couple days of my devastated life... i spent most of the time with myself... get some grips... lean back.. and stand still on the ground! dun wanna fly too high this time.. coz it hurt so much went i fall back... nevertheless u ready for that... ceh, cakap mcm bagus jer... well its not my situation... im juz being backstab by sumone.. ouchh.. its hurt so gud.. from ur back through ur spine and end up to ur heart... how does it feel?? ummph.. wanna try??
forget bout that... im totally fine. much better... never been better.. but i feel so empty... how do i describe this.. really dunno... urgh.. why im keep dragging into this situation... dun really want to think about it... it will get harder and harder..
i really dun get it.. whats wrong? whats the prob?? i used to be careful.. but this time, i loose it.. and i never saw it comin.. its like the flash of light, yup the strike of lightning.. zuppp.. its happen juz like that... and one man down.. probably it was me. haha~~
trust.. dunno either i can give it to anyone or not. may be not anymore... im not afraid if these thing happen again and again.. if i lose thats and thats, but what i care the most is... this feeling get hurt..
owww shit... how do i ended up wrote sumthin like this... sorry, i lost my mind... its my head fault... like being unconscious for awhile, but im not gonna erase this.. actually i wanna wrote sumthin else.. sumthin interesting though.. not this creepy writing.. huhu~~
see u in the next one.. not rite now.. but sometimes later when im wanna do so.. huhu~~
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