Messy & Sassy Day of The Year

Hola... i'm back for more... bukan untuk melepaskan perasaan cuma sekadar berceloteh di siang hari, sementara kerajinan memuncak nie kan.. hehe.. pasni confirm malas balik tuk sebulan dua... seriously, susah giler nk maintain blog nie kan.. and respect giler la sesapa yg tahan berbloging selama bertahun2... salute u all beb!

ermm dalam kerajinan berblog nie sebenarnyer im still the lazy one, last month i said im off to maintenance my cyber, but until now its still not done yet! fufufu~~~ i told to my customer, starting school holiday they all can enjoy a new game and so on.. but sadly i cant make it.. sampai skrg aku masih dok mengetest game and pilih game mana yg seswai... game yg berat2 kena buang like GTA IV, wheelman and a few games yg budak tak main.. budak2 ni main asyik tersangkut jer... ye la mana tak nyer, bukak program penuh taskbar.. memang semput la computer tu...hangin gak aku.. ops.. hehe..kalu di ikutkan, aku mmg nk taruk je semua game tu.. tapi hard disk plak ciput, 160GB jer.. adey... bajet tahun depan nk upgrade hard disk 500GB or 320Gb.. tapi.. its all money matters...

yg budak2 ni satu hal, install memcm dlm pc tu.. dh kejung pc aku dibuatnyer... virus tu x yah ckp ler... ntah apa diorang buat aku pun x tau... yg lagi hangin, budak2 donlot pakai bitcomet, ares, bearshare and ntah apa2 lagi share daa... speed dh ler 1Mbps jer.. mmg layan tenet pon sangkut2 ler.. ermm tgk la, kalu ada rezeki, tahun depan aku pi upgrade la sampai 4Mbps.. hehe.. cukup ke duit nie? nk byr bulan2 yg ni RM148 pon dh berkira2...

ntah la...

When i think back, i was made a wrong decision not long time ago... and now i must bear all the weight, tonne of loads. if before, i can save a few bucks, now its never enough. if before, i can spend money all the way i want.. but now i need to calculate each penny i spend.. duh~~ yup, this is so wrong. absolutely wrong! sorry to say my bro in law, it was so wrong to let u stay in here. i dont wanna be mean but i meant it! i know i will regret later on for what i've said, but thats my very true feeling rite now. daa.. i cant continue this anymore.. this is soo personal. ekeke... well.. sekadar catatan tuk hari tua... anyways, sorry again and again my bro in law coz i hurt you in this way... i just cant say it direct onto ur face. may be its much better this way... am i rite?

well, i just need to be strong for years to come... be strong, be patient and have a little faith...aja aja fighting!

in case my bro or my lil sis read this, please keep it for yourself.. ish budak nie.. aku lepuk kan! hehe...

.. regrets already.. ekeke.. i got a 'soft' heart.

@ The End...

Laaa... dh penghujung taun rupenyer... hehe.. buat2 tak perasan plak. ermm agak lama la blog ni x berupdate... hajat mmg nk update, pastu tertangguh, jap lagi la.. kejap punyer la kejap.. langsung tak terbuat... thats my worst habit. kekadang tetiba je xdak idea, cerita x seswai la, pastu tak lulus nk publish la.. ekeke...

well, one day left before we celebrate new year... mcm le aku celeb pon... its not happening in here.. just me and my biz... keep slow and steady.. adeyy.. bila nk berkembang nie... actually many bad thing things happen in this very December..dan semuanyer menjadikan aku seorang yg agak mental.. haha...

semalam baru je lepas perasaan kt dua daun pintu, ntah apa rasuk aku.. tetiba bergaduh ngan pintu.. tak pasal2 tanganku bengkak dan berdarah... its bad. ni pon lebam2 lagi.. xleh nk genggam pon.. actually it all about the money... yeah.. money can make me goes insane..huhu~~ dasat ooo kuasa duit... mana aku tak marah.. abg ipar aku ni mmg saje cari pasal.. dh tau duit tak xde.. yg pi kasi pinjam ngan kawan yg kenal sehari dua tu apsal.. masalahnyer bile xde duit, pandai plak mintak.. adeiii~~~~ mental aku dibuatnyer...

last week, i lost my connection for whole weeks, sengal gak tm nie... aku report tenet slow, ntah apa dia reset kt sana... last2 langsung takde connection.. hangin gak aku.. x pasal2 my biz close for the whole weeks.. ckp leh settle dlm 2 hari.. pastu memandai2 taruk due date hari jumaat, aku suruh la settle kan gak.. yg korang bodoh sgt tu apsal.. pastu suka hati mak bapak dia postpone due date lagi 2 hari... kepala hangguk tol diorang nie... sempat gak la aku maki2 kt service center tu.. yg tak bleh blah diorang hang up on me.. cinabeng tol! aku repot kan x pasal2 dia ni kena buang keje...
x pasal2 poket ku kering.. ye la.. duit masuk hari2.. pakai pon hari2... bila seminggu biz x jalan.. agak terasa la... saket2..

ermm.. buat sakit hati je aku nulis blog nie... stop la dulu... hangin lagi nie... kan x pasal2 ngan blog ni aku bergaduh.. ekeke...

itulah sedikit kisah penghujung tahun yg mental... huhu~~~

I'm Gone For Awhile...

I think its a time for me to do some maintenance for my cyber... many pc have problem with viruses and trojans and so many problems. and it was so bad. so i'm gone again. obviously bz with my pc.. i need to do it quickly coz school holiday comin so soon~~ hehe.. so dont try to disturb me...

oh btw, my photostat machine just arrived yesterday.. so glad. now i got an extra services.. yay~~ more services, more money. haha~~

faxes, scanner comin soon... i think im out of hand by now... dowh~~~ anyone volunteer? hehe...

Selamat Menunaikan Haji

Selamat menunaikan ibadah haji kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat but specially to my bro and my sister in law. both off them just take off this morning to KLIA and tonite they off to Mekah. semoga kedua2nya mendapat haji yg mabrur. amin. but sadly, x sempat plak jupe diorang kt airport pagi tadi... so i juz rang him later on. huhu~~ pepun doakan kedua nyer selamat pergi dan balik.

daa... itu aje.

I Got Notice!

duh~~ im shaken! dab dub dub in my stomach... non stop for the rest of the day thinking of the letter i receive this morning. its a warning for me and threatening to my biz..oh my gosh! what shud i do? im in dilemma. dunno what to do and dunno what to think.. i have no idea.. no answer too. means, i need to close my biz for a moment. i dont want to but i have to.

its a letter from KPDNKK. its scaring me. the ops begin 16 Nov and im already in shocking and terrified condition. ahhh... somebody help me... im bloody dying in dreadful situation.

chop-chop! im gonna hide. dont ever find me for a moment. ha-ha!

Producer of the Year!!!

It was a nightmare. the worst ever. and i'm still feeling like a giant microwaved full of sh*t! and im the giant producer. yucks! seriously, im feeling so bad.. and today, is the 3rd day. still non stop produce that sh*t. ha-ha.. talking like shit is easy but produce it non stop feels like hell... all ur energy was dead and gone. wasted. actually i got food poisoning, and it was the 1st time in my life as i concerned. and how in the 1st place i get it? i really dont get it... coz i ate the same thing as my bro in law did... and he feeling good all day long. its not fair. why me alone. why not both of us or only him. huhu~~

i went to clinic, and told the symptoms like headache, nausea, diarrhea, vomit and unstable body temperature... and nothing to surprise coz i already know i got food poisoning without telling the doc or see him. so i dont need the doc actually. i can handle myself. hehe. but surprisingly, the doc gave me 2 choices, either i want to be injected or just the pills. obviously i choose the pills. hell no i want to be injected. its not like he want to seduced me (ngeh3x) but i hate the needle when it stick to my body. and shockingly, the doc teased me, if my condition still the same, he need to inject me without contradiction. woo so scary. but smilingly, he doesnt know, there is no 2nd time. ha-ha!

guuurrrrgleeegggg...... sorry guys, its my time to shit out! my stomach still hate me and a making a threatening revenge against me. ahaks!

Comin Soon at Your Garage

just a bunch of pics. dun bother to elaborate it.. see it ur self. got prob, ask me.. hehe..

My Last Visit to Keropok Factory

ni proses sian ikang oleh pekerja wanita shj.

stok ikang yg telah dibekukan/diaiskan/disejukkan...pepe jela.. xmo kasi ikang busuk/buruk.

ikang yg telah disukat/ditimbang.

sebelum dikisar. ni mesin pengisar.

selepas isi ikang dikisar bersama2 dgn tepung sagu, kanji dan garam.

proses menguli/menggetel. ni la rupa kopok ghete yg belum direbus...

tadaa.. sudah masak pon. ni la keropok rebus... sudah boleh dimkn nie...

proses penyejatan dan dibiarkan sejuk utk dipotong/dihiris keesokan harinya.

keropok yg baru dikeluarkan dari peti sejuk beku... dh boleh potong daa...

ni gambo pemotong dan mesin pemotong. haha.. keropok lekor sedang dipotong...

proses pengeringan... pastu jadi la keropok kering/keping...

keropok yg sudah kering dan siap sedia utk dibungkus.

gambo kilang keropok

Its So Gloomy in Here...

haha.. i became passive and more intractable to update my blog.. not lazy lol. nahh may be its work... plus i'm busy with grocery lately. hehe... just in front of my cyber. it still messy and disarray. need more time to tidy up and arrange of everything.. yeah.. alot of work to do...
ahhh im became tired after a few second write my blog... aduss... haha.. really i am. ermm no story la plak...

oh btw, about the estima... yay! we win the bid, but sadly not satisfy enuff... no sunroof, and it wasnt pearl white, its silver... quite sad.. yet im happy, and my bro also bought a new car.. honda city... wohoo~~ after a few years thinking... hahaha...

this is our estima... hehe.

I'm Back to Work

Yay! I'm back to work. actually i'm back last tuesday but due to stupid and slow internet connection, im just put this thing aside. i dont wanna waste my time and my effort on something clearly unsettled. im not too stupid to do that, and not clever enough to think something else. huhu~~

its unbelievable coz i'm off longer than i plan. more than 1 week lol..
and hey im still in raya mood. hehe..

and sadly, im not in the mood to write any longer+ busy with customers. and just to tell you guys... i'm back!

20 09 2009

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir & Batin

especially for those who waste their time to read my blog...

iChoose Estima

yatta! (xtau nk ckp apa daa... ni saje je just iklan sebab maleh nk nulih.. huhu~~)





but i think this one is much better. hope we win this one in the bidding process.

I Miss a Lot...

Huhu~~ first of all, sowwie to all my kipas susah mati... no update for couple weeks. im totally buzy but obviously more to lazy, moody and hazy. lacking of discipline eh? a lot of things happen but i care-less to share.. may be later lor. but for now, lets us enjoy the last week of fasting. wuwu~~ kinda sad... coz fasting month like a festival month to me.. huahuahua~~~ im gain more weight than lose it. duh~~ and my ramadhan resolutions seems unachievable... most of it. hikhik..so i will postpone it to next year lah.

ermm my preparation for raya... not much i can say.. but i order a few cookies from one of my customer, like tat nanas, sarang semut, samprit and..... thats it. well thats only for me. haha.. xkuasa la nk bawak balik umah2 nie...

my baju raya? ermm i asked my friend, si yoe to buy it for me since he already knew my taste, and hope he alert about my new size too... haha... baju melayu? xkisah sgt kalu xde pon, coz i dont like to wear it... its hot and itchy. arghh... rimas nyer. and guess what? i order a new perfume too... huhu~~~
hope he can make it before raya... please, please, please......

how about my cyber? so i decided. 1 weeks off. hooray~~~
already in raya mood lor... haha... and dont even try to spoil it!

Fight Oh!

Finally... my feet back on earth. but still i hate pak aji bakhil. im happy yet hot! my bro in law came here for sahur. i was waiting for him till i fall asleep. damn! why he cant just told me he went to fishing and he arrived at 4 oclock later. hangin la apa lagi. nak je aku ketuk2 kepala dia. i dont like waiting for no reason. eeeee tensen nyer.... majuk gak la kejap.. haha. but then i know its just wasting my time. bukan dia nk layan aku pun. i woke up and a with a little bit surly i asked him going out for sahur. huhu~~ we had a few menus, daging masak merah, paprik, sup ekor and telur dadar. enuff la tu kan...

and then we talked about business. we back on track. im glad. but we out of time. no time to setup properly. duh~~ i dunno what can i do to help out. i was hopeless. arghh bingung nyer....

and for the first time i ate nasi with lauk tumis pedas and ayam goreng for berbuka. its so yummy. yeah, i know my appetite completely recover. huhu~~

thats it. save the rest for later.

Happy Birthday Mom!

Its my mom birthday today. duh! nearly forgot. quickly i phoned my dad, but i got bump by my dad, ayah nk solat asar lah... hahaha... adeh malu sekejap. after awhile i call my sis phone and my mum busy with cooking in the kitchen. i dont care and i told her to pass the phone to mum and impatiently i said, "Selamat hari Lahir Mak!". huhu~~

and then i talk and talk.. try to convince her and so on... try to win her heart and so on... the detail.. let it be secret between us.. huhu~~ love you mum.. you are my everything.. you are the one and only..

u know what, after that.. im felt so blessing, calm and no more pounding in my head. how can i explain.... i dunno...

Ramadhan's Resolutions

I wish there is a rain tonight, but it wasnt. only a cloudy cloud accumulated and swift away and a small thunder i heard. its a fake sign. sigh. ermm nothin much to say so i decide making some ramadhan's resolutions.

Ramadhan's Resolutions made so far:

1. Fasting without ponteng2.. haha. of coz le kan.

2. Solat sunat terawih for the whole month. taun lepas dh byk tertinggal. duh~~

3. Dont wanna miss sahur even for a glass of water. and an apple too. huhu~~

4. Solat tahajud before or after sahur.

5. Solat Subuh at surau. its a hard one. ha-ha. ye la kan, sudah kenyang2, lentok la plak.

6. Khatam al-quran at least once. so 1 juz per day. 1 Quran, 1 Ramadhan.

7. Hafaz surah al mulk and waqiah.

8. ermm wanna eat buffet at least once at berbuka puasa.. hurmmm...

9. Wanna lose my weight as much as i can. got an extra weight for 40kg by now. perghh... im gonna be the biggest loser.. hahaha.

so, thats it for now...

Estima 5D

Haha.. this is advertising for toyata estima. its cheaper than u imagine, come and grab it! pilih2, murah bang....

anyways... my sis want this specs on behave my dad.

Pearl White Color
With Cream seat color
Sunroof
Back Navi TV [if can in front too]
Television
2400cc
AT Engine Transmission

so for now, only 3 available... but more coming soon.

2004 31000 TV PEARL Condition 4

2003 71000 TV SUNROOF PEARL Condition 4

2004 63000 TV TV PEARL SUNROOF Condition 3.5

its all look the same.. the differ only in condition and some other specs. no need for me to elaborate.

Added today [25 August 2009]

this is the best condition for now, but sadly its gray... i dunno if my sis like it or not..

2004 SUNROOF CREAM SEAT 23000KM TV NAVI Condition 4.5

well i like to share some facts here and dont talk to anyone eh.. promise me tau.

The auction site is done nation wide all over japan.Basiclly the auction site will input 2 pictures in the web site to avoild too much data overload.


Anyway when your sister choose a car, i will try to ask my friend weather he can go and take picture inside the car.

Normally the auction will specify the condition of the inside car where:
A is the best condition
B is normal
C is fair

condition of overall car body:
5 is Excellent
4.5 is very good
4 is normal
3.5 is fair
R is Repaired

the ranking is very accurate because this is a very trusted auction site.last time i bought my estima it was 4.5 A but the condition is like new.

of course 5 A is the best but the price will go much higher than expected.

most of the car importer will buy RC or 3.5C.THis is because minor scrachtes or dented which can easily be repaired in malaysia for cheaper cost than in japan.

ermm leh jadi agen estima nie... huhu~~

Good and Gone...

Just done my terawih for 3rd day and its rainy. alhamdulillah. but still nothing change. im still the same as yesterday. my sahur and berbuka just exactly the same as what i had yesterday. so damn lazy to cook. plus i got nothin in my freezer except a basket of an apple and 3 bottles of 100plus. bazaar ramadhan is quite far away from here. so i never think of it as a choice for me and moreover H1N1 is everywhere. i know my stomach was so empty by now. but my stubborn stomach just cant accept any foods. and my mouth dont feel like to. i tried to eat something, but suddenly its just came out back in instant. its not vomit but i cant swallow the food. what exactly happen to me? im not being me. im totally wicked out.

im still waiting for the miracle.. and by that time i know im the happiest person alive.... is there a hope for me? i hope so.

Its Not Right & Its Not Ok!

I'm depressed. Frustrated. Disappointed. and lonely too. mixes those feeling and im totally damages. not a chance i'll be healing soon. no time i'll be ok. oh god, i just need somebody rite now to talk to. hope my bro in law come here sooner. so that i can talk and talk nonsense with him. at least im not all alone and lonely. but i know we both still depressed. i cant help it. its burdened me all night and day long. what am i gonna do? thought my family give me a call and have some sweet talk after hearing those news. but everyone became passive. seems doesnt care or dont really bother. and thats hurting me a little. well what can i say, thats my matter. but still i hope for the miracle happen... ooo its crap!

ermmm my fasting... just fine even though im not happy. last nite i just had an apple for sahur and a glass of water. im completely lost my appetite. its odd. and for berbuka i had a set of sandwich and keropok lekor that i bought yesterday with my bro in law at mengabang lekar. ermm nothing much to tell. too much thinking. well surely i wrote again tomorrow. daa... its terawih time.

Salam Ramadhan

Salam all... and Salam marhaban ya Ramadhan.

so happy fasting to you guys... dont try to ponteng2.
ermm... dh nk start pose lah, tak leh tulis panjang2.