I Love Hate || I Hate Love

Sumthin weird happen to me lately... haha~~ its totally wacky.. may be im wacko or its juz a silly billy of me... im still sane and know exactly who i am... the thing is, it always hit my head... keep pushin me into this matter...

i can stop thinking about her... o-o, am i in love or sumthin? well who knows?? ceh blah la.. i know it wasnt love at all.. but her smile... like a poison... make me goes insane instantly.. haha~~ what kind of statement is tat? how ridiculous?? or may be im accidentally in love for a moment... hikhik.. as im going deeper into my dreamin...

well.. for sure.. its not a love.. but kinda like tat girl... like the way she is... and wat she is as my both sepet eyes see her... but selebey nyer.. i really have no idea... so may be its better to leave it.. sometimes its better to left it undiscovered... coz the truth always savage, stingy... and unbelievable + unthinkable! ooo whaf if she oready have sum1 much better than me. how bout she hate some one who gemuk like me? what about if its true... so, juz let it be.. im not in love pon.. but kind of sad if she hate me... no lah, she always smile at me... i know tat.. hehe.. knock knock knock.. wake up my dear...

so... im not discussed this much further coz... i cant merely explain what is this all about.. and the dreamin still goes on and on...

2.20 a.m. aka Current

Current Mood = Sleepy enuff
Current Feel = I feel gud!
Current Status = Unbook
Current Situations = Totally unstable/serabai+xmandi sbb xder air...
Current Think = What im gonna do...
Current Dream = Ngidam nk makan western foods.. ari2, masakan makcik indon.
Curretn Idea = No idea at all...
Current Song = Love Hurt/Nazareth
Current Band = Coldplay (ntah iye idak..)
Current Singer = Josh Groban
Current Movie = My Best Friend.. i lovin it!
Current TV Show = Big Love Season 2
Current Computer= AMD X2... jeles giler tgk phenom...
Current Desktop = Windows XP Default/Blue (giler bosan...)
Current Game = Monopoly Spongebob Squarepants Edition (gian siot...)
Current Phone = Nokia 6600 (pinjam adik nyer.. pastu dh jadi reta sendri.. huhu)
Current Watch = Bonia (besday present 2 taun lepas)
Current Deodorant = Nivea Fresh beli kt Mydin Kajang
Current Perfume = Dunhill Pursuit beli kat Sogo
Current Hair dressing = nope... x leh pakai.. rambut dh gugur.. dh botak pon kt depan!
Current Foods = Munchy's Sugar Biscuit, rasa cam mkn kfc jer... cam tu ek???
Curretn Drinks = 100 plus + Air watercooler+Chlorine
Current Place = Alone.. In My Room.. illegally
Current Dresses = Undress.. ahaks.. i like it!
Current Date = Tengah usha mak yah kat sebelah... sewel!
Current Job = DVD Pirate dealer... masyuk gak... muahaha~~

Josh Groban - February Song

Well... it seems to me nothing to share or to talk... may be with this one song... is enuff to tell my story... furthermore.. i dun like talk too much.. i believe, too much talk, too much dangerous.. for my own sake, better be silent..



Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes
Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find the ground
Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes