Hola... i'm back for more... bukan untuk melepaskan perasaan cuma sekadar berceloteh di siang hari, sementara kerajinan memuncak nie kan.. hehe.. pasni confirm malas balik tuk sebulan dua... seriously, susah giler nk maintain blog nie kan.. and respect giler la sesapa yg tahan berbloging selama bertahun2... salute u all beb!
ermm dalam kerajinan berblog nie sebenarnyer im still the lazy one, last month i said im off to maintenance my cyber, but until now its still not done yet! fufufu~~~ i told to my customer, starting school holiday they all can enjoy a new game and so on.. but sadly i cant make it.. sampai skrg aku masih dok mengetest game and pilih game mana yg seswai... game yg berat2 kena buang like GTA IV, wheelman and a few games yg budak tak main.. budak2 ni main asyik tersangkut jer... ye la mana tak nyer, bukak program penuh taskbar.. memang semput la computer tu...hangin gak aku.. ops.. hehe..kalu di ikutkan, aku mmg nk taruk je semua game tu.. tapi hard disk plak ciput, 160GB jer.. adey... bajet tahun depan nk upgrade hard disk 500GB or 320Gb.. tapi.. its all money matters...
yg budak2 ni satu hal, install memcm dlm pc tu.. dh kejung pc aku dibuatnyer... virus tu x yah ckp ler... ntah apa diorang buat aku pun x tau... yg lagi hangin, budak2 donlot pakai bitcomet, ares, bearshare and ntah apa2 lagi share daa... speed dh ler 1Mbps jer.. mmg layan tenet pon sangkut2 ler.. ermm tgk la, kalu ada rezeki, tahun depan aku pi upgrade la sampai 4Mbps.. hehe.. cukup ke duit nie? nk byr bulan2 yg ni RM148 pon dh berkira2...
ntah la...
When i think back, i was made a wrong decision not long time ago... and now i must bear all the weight, tonne of loads. if before, i can save a few bucks, now its never enough. if before, i can spend money all the way i want.. but now i need to calculate each penny i spend.. duh~~ yup, this is so wrong. absolutely wrong! sorry to say my bro in law, it was so wrong to let u stay in here. i dont wanna be mean but i meant it! i know i will regret later on for what i've said, but thats my very true feeling rite now. daa.. i cant continue this anymore.. this is soo personal. ekeke... well.. sekadar catatan tuk hari tua... anyways, sorry again and again my bro in law coz i hurt you in this way... i just cant say it direct onto ur face. may be its much better this way... am i rite?
well, i just need to be strong for years to come... be strong, be patient and have a little faith...aja aja fighting!
in case my bro or my lil sis read this, please keep it for yourself.. ish budak nie.. aku lepuk kan! hehe...
.. regrets already.. ekeke.. i got a 'soft' heart.
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