Hujung Bulan Bagaikan Hujung Nyawa

Fuh.. hujung bulan lagi... bila sampai ujung bulan je aku pening kapla, dah la sakit kepala satu hal... mcm2 nk kena setle.. mcm byk je bende kena buat, padahal nk setle hutang je... setle hutang  tertunggak utk bulan ni.. mula2 nk byr sewa kedai, pastu kena tgk bil2 elektrik, telefon, streamyx and air.. kasi jelas semua. sewa+bil2 ni dh kena standby RM2300 tiap2 bulan. pastu kena check plak bil2 barang belian.. kalu satu dua xpe la.. bil air minuman je dh 3 bil.. bil barang2 lain.. hurmm.. tgk sales bulan ni cam sakit je. sakit macam tuan dia.. hehe.. dh la dlm minggu ni aje 2,3 kali cuti.. badan masih x cergas nie.  sales lagi la menurun.. tgk peti simpanan tinggal duit seringgit je yg ada.. adess.. parah2...

Haih kalu tiap2 bulan cam ni, tenat aku dibuatnyer... hurmm tu lah, selalu je rasa x cukup, sumting wrong nie.. org kata kalu rezeki byk, tp slalu je rasa x cukup.. x berkat, biar sedikit, tapi terasa nikmatnya, itu lebih baik. tapi kes aku, dpt sket, mmg rasa xcukup.. hehehe.. apa kes la aku nie...

aduh semakin berdenyut2 plak kepala aku, akak sebelah pn selalu tegur, apsal adik slalu sakit kepala, byk sgt pikir nyer kot.. hurmm betul la tu kot.. pikir nk kawin, pikir nk byr hutang, pikir mana nk cari extra money.. pikir nk beli itu ini.. bisnes nyer jugak x difikir kan.. nampak gaya nyer, in the next 2,3 years aku kena balik duduk kt kg gak.. but why not now??? ntah, aku pon x pasti...

adeh deh deh.. stop dulu la.. kapla semakin berdenyut2 plak..

Kopi O + Biskut Jagung

Lengangnyer kedai arini, cyber pon kosong, mana ntah pi makhluk2 nie, dh lupus agaknyer... hari pon mendung jer, kan ada yg tutup kedai masuk titon kan.. mengantuk bangak nie... hehe.. dugaan sungguh. sebelum aku kemalasan, baik aku update blog aku, bolehlah memerah otak pikir apa yg hendak ditulis, at least ilang la bosan dan rasa mengantuk nie..

dulu, kalu ari jumaat dan sabtu, mesti ada budak2 dok memekik kt luar, x sabar2 suruh bukak cyber... sekarang lebih rilek, xde dh pekik terlolong sana sini.. aku pon xnaik rimas. kekadang tu geram gak, x kira aku ni sakit ke demam ker..  dok buang hajat ke.. asal mai je, dok kecoh2 kt luar, "bang cepat ah bang", "bang bukak x cyber ari ni?", "bang ooo bang", itu lah ayat femes dulu2.. slagi aku diam lg tu la diorang dok pekik2 kt luar.. skali aku jerkah diam kejap.. bukannyer reti nk dok diam2, apa xtgk ke, pintu pagar berkunci, kira kedai tutup la tu... siap boleh plak ditanya nya, kedai tutup ke bang? hoih mangkuk, ko buta ke... skrg agaknye dh boleh pikir la kot.. dh besar pjg semua.. baguih2.

le ning ari jumaat petang, cam malas je aku nk bukak kedai, kunun2 nk spend masa tuk rehat.. kalu dulu pg jumaat aku main badminton, ptg sambung plak g gym, nk berpeluh katakan.. pastu adik aku start praktikal so semua aktiviti aku hold dulu, xde teman n xde driver. skrg ni, tiap ptg jumaat aku terperap kt bilik, hah apa lagi main ps3 la.. kekeke.. mlm baru aku bukak kedai... kira ok la tu kan??? seminggu sekali je pun aku leh main lama2.. game pun dh byk, semuanyer xabis main lagi..

p/s: eh mana kopi o aku ni.. x siap lg ker.. hehehe... biskut jagung byk dlm kedai, pilih jer, cap ping pong, cap tiger cap hup seng.. hujan2 ni best..

Lesen oh Lesen

Eh x jadi balik plak... ekekeke.. sedey pon x, hepy pon x. biasa2 je. bukan aku xnak balik, tp xde driver yg mai amik aku kt kedai.. huhu.. xkan la aku nk kayuh basikal kan.. takut2 xdan sampai sekerat jalan aku dh pengsan.. hurmm aku ni bukan pe, moto pon xder.. kete tu lagi la.. bukan setakat tu jer, lesen moto pn tarak.. kwang3x... kantoii..ni dh masuk big 3-0, haih... sadis tol. patut la xde gadis nk kt aku, lesen moto/kete ni cam dh jd satu kewajipan plak rasanyer kalu nk masuk meminang.. base on my experience laa.. nak tackle anak gadis kena ada kete.. xkan la aku nk tunjuk beskal mountain bike aku kan.. berkenan ke si dia?? tepuk dahi tanya sendiri la kan..

sebut bab lesen ni kan.. ntah la.. walaupun dh tahu itu cam dh jadi keperluan, tp keinginan aku tuk berlesen cam xde jer.. cam xbernafsu gitu. lantak la org nk kata apa pun. aku lgsg x heran. aku nk pegang stereng kete pon malas.. apa ntah lagi nk bawak kete.. dulu my sis siap mau sponsor kete kalu aku pi amik lesen, aku buat derk jer, sampai adik aku pon jeles. ye lah mana tak nyer, dia yg dok sibuk mintak moto dan kete, tp x pernah plak dilayan. (dlm x layan pon, 2, 3 bijik moto dh dibelinya..).. pening gak aku..

pernah tu my bro ajak pusing2 bandar and then ntah apa yg rasuk dia tetiba bawak aku masuk kt bitara, pusat memaandu kt bandar.. aku pon mcm wat the hell! dia seakan memaksa, aku pon cam terpaksa.. daftar la apa yg patut and rekemen la cikgu yg dia kenal and whatsoever.. aku ikut je la xmo memberontak xmo cari pasal.. pastu masuk kelas, dengo cikgu ngajor.. boring. pastu amik test. lulus L.. pastu senyap cam tu je.. kekeke.. aku masuk uni pastu jarang2 balik umah, mmg xde masa la nk gi blaja apa semua... dia marah2 kat aku, abis duit dia byr itu ini, aku peduli apa.

even by now, ada je yg berbunyi, aku ni menyusahkan la itu la ini la.. aku diam je la.. so dh terasa salahnye.. aku pon x byk sgt la nk mintak tlg abg aku itu ini, lg pn diorang dh berfamili, arap adik n my sis yg tu je la.. my sis aku yg sorang tu lg hampeh, amik lesen skali terus lulus.. tp sampai skrg kete pn x pernah bawak,, lesen tiap2 tahun dok byr.. kira sama je la ngan aku. baik aku sket la kot, lesen xyah byr :))

my dad once said "mung ni takot mati dok?", aku sengih...ayah aku ni tau2 je..xmo la aku mati eksiden.. aku dh lah lemah semangat.. tgk org eksiden pon dh ngeri.. dasat. ayah aku ni bukan pe, dia risau, aku ni "langkah pendek" katanya, mulanya aku ingatkan sebab kaki aku pendek dia kata begitu.. lama2 baru aku sedar, sebab aku xberlesen, aku xleh nk gi jauh2.. xde kenaikan nk gi memana, so langkah pendek la. dan dia gak pesan kat aku, nanti kena cari isteri yg ada lesen dan leh bwk kenderaan, awww.. malu lah aku. ermm dh la bab lesen nie, naik nyampah aku..

Semalam aku ada tipon mak, tya kabar, bunyi agak ceria skit, alhamdulillah, dah ok la dr aritu. dia tya aku nk balik ke tak, pastu dia yg jawab balik raya cina nantilah.. eh, biar betul mak aku nie. biasa dia yg dia beriya2 suruh aku balik kekadang tu siap perli lagi.. hurmm heran heran... pepun jan doakan mak cepat sembuh dan sihat walafiat.

I'm Coming Home

Its been 15mins i left this screen blank without a word... suddenly my idea was gone.. missing in the air, totally pop out and splash from my brain. duh! dont remember what shud and i wanna write just now.. i try harder and harder to remember it, but it seem out of reach. out of sight. the more i try, the far it goes.. did this ever happen to u guys?? it always happen to me.. and i hate it. i should jot it down somewhere... so that easy for me to recall.. but because of sikap takpelah, biarlah, nantilah... gini lah jadi nya. so let it be for the moment.. biar aje jejari ku yg berbicara..

its thursday today, and its been like a month or so aku x balik umah... terdetik dihati rasa cam nk balik umah je walaupun buat seketika. last week my sis sms me told my mom not so well, so i grabbed phone and called her.. dengo suara dia merintih kerna sakit buat hati ku sayu, ingatkan nk balik terus, tp xjadi.. so today i decide to go home to see my parent, the love of my life.. tapi aku lemah, bila balik rumah jer, abg and akak dok mintak and ask me to stay at home. pindah je balik kt umah, bukak cyber or whatever kt kg.. yg parah lagi mak pon cakap mende yg sama.. "jan, baliklah umah, jual kepok je, jaga account kepok dan boleh tgk2 kan mak, kau nk bukak cyber, bukak je sini." haih~~ aku lemas dan lemah dengan permintaan mak aku, bukan aku xnk balik, aku cuma selesa dok jauh dari abg2 ku kt kg tu.. tp aku hanya mampu berkata "nanti2 lah dulu", aku tahu jawapan ku x dpt nk puaskan hati sesiapa pn malahan my mum. my bro siap nk bagi 2 bijik kedai kt aku, satu tuk cyber and one more for kedai. stil aku xnak. keras kepala sgt kah aku??? bukan apa aku tahu sgt kepala hangin abg2 ku.. mula2 elok lagi.. lama2 kan berangin la, ada dok mengata itu ini, ada je yg x puas hati.. mcm2 lah, boleh jadi gaduh sama adik beradik, aku xnk. sekali dh kena cukup la.. xmo lah berulang lagi...

dah la, aku xleh nk menulis lagi.. asyik dok pikir nk balik umah jer... till then.

Mak, Saya Mau Kawin!

Perghhh.. asyik nk berceloteh je 2,3 hari ni, mentang2 laa idea dtg mencurah2... sampai brg dm kedai xtersusun lg.. semak mata memandang, dh sorang dua dok tegur, "barang baru sampai bang?" aku senyum jer sambil mengiakannya.. padahal dh 2 hari terbiar mcm tu.. bukan malas, tp sibuk dok layan blog  nie.. pantas jer jemari dok memetik keyboard... agaknyer saja nk melepas geram dan gian.. kalu kat facebook tu, xde lh nk update status sgt, rasa mcm x brape best.. facebook tu pn aku buat main game, sbb tu lh most of them  not my real friends, just my virtual friends to help me leveled up the game.. sekrg pon dh lama stop main game fb, rasa malas sejak dok main game tipon nie.. dasat tol penangan android game nie, bahya, memang ketagih.. sib baik aku xde credit card.. kalu ada mmg abis ler.. shoping satu hal, game lagi.. kekadang tu try gak paypal, sib baik xleh, hehe. google wallet pon need credit card.. kalu leh pakai molpoints kan best.. stil mengharap tu. semua tu hanyalah keinginan dan kehendak semata2, selalu je rasa x cukup dengan yg ada, lepas beli itu, mau ini.. lagi mau itu dan ini. kalu aku beterusan cam ni, habis lah aku..cam no nk kawin, duit simpanan abis cam tu jer.. xkawin la aku jwbnyer..

sebut bab kawin nie... kalu balik umah je, mesti ada yg tanya, even kat kedai pn org tnya, g mkn kt kedai mkn pn org bertanya... "bila mau kawin?" jawab aku " tgh mencari la nie",  itu aje. aku dh biasa dengan soklan cam nie.. malas nk dilayan lebih2..

lg best bila gi shoping or jalan2 ngan my sis, selalu je org salah anggap aku dengan wife, and i just go with the flow...act like one hehe.. kunun2 xnk la kasi diorang rasa bersalah kan? kinda funny though. aku pun heran, am i look like married person?? hurmm, may be la kot, dgn perut yg agak boroi, kepala dh kelihatan botak dihdpn...  what else.. please do judge me. hehe. with me looking like this + poor finance.. is there any gal out there wanna marry me?? when pigs fly la kot.. even my mom said, "hurmm.. sapa lah yg nk kt adik." i just smile and i know she said the truth. no one looking at me rite now and then.. and my mom x confiden nk kawin kan aku..aku pn lagi la x konfiden..

but i remembered once my dad told me, kalu kawin nanti xyah la buat besar2, mkn kecil2 je, no need pelamin.. no need what adat2 melayu say need, well aku pn setuju ngan my dad. my view has changed since then, dulu masa kecik2 berangan nk buat kt hotel la or kt dewan, mkn besar2.. well kids fantasy..tapi ada ke ponpuan di luar sana nk mcm nie.. jawabnyer pelamin anganmu musnahlah... hehehe...  mesti diorang nk glamor.. ye lah nk jd raja sehari katakan. hari bersejerah lah, saat2 terindah lah.. aku pon xterbayang, sanggup ke aku duduk di pelamin sambil mata2 dok menatap, mulut2 lain dok bergosip.. ish x sanggup den.so, im totally agreed with my dad. bajet pon save, :))

orang kata, kalu mimpi kena kejar dek ular.. ada org nk masuk minang. may be hint la kot. tp aku dh byk kali mimpi cam ni.. hikhik.. ada org nk masuk minang aku kah??? well, ada la jugak, ari tu ada bapak budak nk kasik anak dara dia, aku ingat abg aku main2, last2 mak aku ckp betul lah.. abg aku dh ok, mak aku dh kasi green light.. my dad xkata apa, x paksa.. kira kalu aku setuju dia pn setuju lah.. aku usha fb budak nie, kehkehkeh...ayah dia baik ngan family aku, dia pon baik ngan aku, bekas driver aku masa praktikal dulu.. anak dia boleh thn orgnyer, kerja pn lagi ok dr aku, terlalu bagus utk aku.. so dengan rendah diri aku ckp la kt mak aku, aku suruh tolak dgn baik.. dia lebih berhak tuk dpt yg baik drp aku.. mak aku ckp pn cam tu.. haih.. terlepas lagi.. bukan senang nk dpt peluang cam ni kan... nasib badan..

pernah tu aku bermimpi, cam kelakar pn ada, aku ske sgt kt gal nie, sampai masuk minang but she denied me.. siap dia kutuk2 lagi, kata itu dan ini.. sampai aku nangis teresak2.. aku terkejut tido and pipi ku basah.. kehkehkeh.. ada tu aku mimpi dikejar ular, aku terjerit2 la panggil ayah, dengan pantas my dad kill that snake. sambil marah2 kt aku, ular pn takut ke! aku pn tekejut.. berpeluh2. tersengih sorang2. mimpi cam ni pn dikira ke??

hurmm... ni mcm nk bukak pekung didada la kot... please bear with me sis if u read la... dulu pernah la sis datang rumah, the first gal kot, xpernah plak aku bawak kawan ponpuan dtg rumah. aku pn dh xbrape selesa  when she said she wanna come to my house, bukan x ske tp x pasti, sib baik my little sis ada.. aku suruh la dia layan seadanya. aku pn xtau nk buat apa.. my behavior time tu mcm haram la.. aku menyesal sgt, im really sorry for that. ntah la, dh brape tahun but still i cant forget that. how i broke her when she care for me. im totally a jerk la time tu.. i dunno what reason to tell her and i dont have any.. im sorry and she forgave, but inside i dunno.. the pain is too deep la.. how shud i explain eh.. hurmm that evening my dad said to me, mum pon ada..kalu nk buat calon dh boleh la tu, pelan2 je dia seakan berbisik kt aku.. mcm2 la dia puji itu ini, mak aku ske jer... aku tergamam... diam membisu.. xtercapai dek akal ku kesitu plak org tua aku nie pikir.. aku pon mulalah terperap kt bilik. dh gelabah. i dunno what to do next until she left in the next morning, alone..ya Allah apa aku dh buat. bukan pa time tu mmg la aku xready, keje pn xde lagi, pikir nk enjoy je, marry life lagilah..lgsg xterlintas.. takut2 my dad buat gila meroyan pi anto rombongan.. kalu terima xpe la jugak, kalu kena reject.. kwang2... aiseh..... mcm2 la pikiran ku melayang... baru lh menyesal.. itu dan ini.. thats the story la. since then aku menjauh, dh segan dgn apa yg aku dh buat.. she deserved better. i mean layanan when she at my home...  i shud treat her better.. but my mind dh pikir bukan2.. apa punyer jantan la aku nie..

p/s; mood meroyan... jangan dilayan!

In the 2nd Half of Life

Alhamdulillah, syukur ku panjatkan kepada Ilahi di atas nikmat usia dan tubuh badan yang sihat, Sudah genap 30 tahun aku hidup di atas muka bumi ni.. dan masuk sudah separuh masa kedua perjalanan aku di dunia ini. sepertimana peringatan yg telah diberikan kepada kita, purata usia umat nabi Muhammad sekitar 60 tahun. dan aku baru shj melewati separuh masa pertama. tp bagaimana pula dengan amal ku? kebajikan ku? bekalan ku?? cukup ke.. renung2kanlah... just peringatan buat diri sendiri dan juga teman2 di luar sana..

xde apa yg nk di celebrate kan apabila kita selangkah menuju kematian,, no need to party and no need to enjoy.. bukan kah lebih baik kita solat sunat dan menadah tangan tanda syukur kita kepadaNya.. and for me, as  appreciation to myself cukup lh beli hadiah se dua buat diri sendiri kasi happy sket...maklum la masih single lagi kan.. jom solat sunat dulu.. :))

and i gotta go, badminton after that,,,

Game On!

Fuh... tired! im tired! so exhausting... but dang feel so refreshing.. started to play badminton again after long pause.. due to no challenger. its been 4 nights.. and all my joint felt so numb. harap2 dapat maintain la... takut2 ni hangat2 tahik ayam jer.. bukan apa, nak kasi berpeluh sket.. asyik dok ngadap pc jer, puas main facebook, main game tipon plak.. dan skrg nie, tmbah lagi satu, main ps3 plak.. hurmm... memang semakin membesar la...

mula2 dok sembang2 ngan budak2 kedai makan+taukey dia skali la... ntah camno ntah tetiba je kuar pasal sukan and then badminton. the next day dengan semangat nyer aku terus pi beli 4 btg raket skali ngan net. kehkehkeh... tp malang, rancang punyer rancang, esok mlm nyer hujan.. siap berangin plak tu.. bajet nk main depan kedai jer.. so terpaksa la tangguh.. 2 3 mlm gak la.. tetiba terlintas plak idea nk main je dlm kedai kosong sebelah nie, so aku terus phone la taukey kedai mintak izin. alhamdulillah, on je. taukey kedai memang sporting abis.. dan itu lah alkisahnya...

main pon dalam kol 1.30 pg..tunggu budak2 ni abis kerja masak2.. abis main dlm kol 3.30 pg... rasa2 korang lah, pukul brapa laa aku start bisnes aku.. haih...

Today is Saturday!

Guess what?? i juz completely 'alive' again from those misery 'pain-in-the-ass' last few days, but still got the flu. well at least im better. so im back on track, my business is going on like usual day. and need an extra money to pay the bills and the rent. so need to work hard after a few days closed. its twelfth in february and still not pay the rent yet, huhu. the bills will keep comin on in the middle of the month. duh! thinking of this things make me headache.

so nothing interesting happen. not much. ermm did i told u that i bought a new aquarium for my baby kelisa. its 4 feet long and 2 feet width. cost me 300bucks though! its a gift for myself on my birthday. now many baby kelisa can move around freely as she bigger by now... i still didnt gave her a name, and i just call her baby kelisa coz i like it that way.

and did i said about the snake in my grocery! becoz of that i cant sleep for a couple nites. make me feel creepy and uncomfortable like sumthing slimy and sliperry all over my body. urgh! it still give me goosebumps juz to think of it. and becoz of that my mum send the xterminators and free housekeeping for me. hehe. my brother with her wife come down ASAP to throw all the trash away and my shop was in good condition for a couple days. now it back to the old one. a mass of mess.

thats it for today. i'll be back again.

a little twisty witchy wishes...

Ayoyo.. no azam list for this new year la. aiseh, lupa daa. ermm actually, yg tahun lepas pon belum tercapai. so kiv la dulu. haha. but i think i got my wishes list for my besday. harap2 ada la yg sudi membacanyer.. hohoho~~~

this is what comes in my mind for this moment...

1. i want PS3 with 40 inch lcd tv.
haha.. bolehkah? sudah lama mengidam nk sentuh ps3 nie.. tp belum kesampaian. how sad. ermm think of ps3 make me remember of my ps2. how she doing over there at damansara. hope she doing fine. hope she not lonely without me. can i get it back? but how?

2. i want a lappy..
bukak cyber, tp laptop sebijik pon xde. komang tol. erm at least kena la ada sebijik kan. hehe. kalu x acer, hp ker.. sony viao pon jadilah.

3. i want a watch..
kalu leh tag hueur mmg cun. tak pon yg limited edition tu..apa ntah namanyer. my last watch i gave it to my dad, dh dia berkenan. kasi je la.. itu pon hadiah from my sis.

4. i want blackberry or iphone4
bukan nk pakai sgt pon.. nk tgk je pebenda yg best sgt ngan tipon nie... cam satio hari tu la.. bila dh dpt, xde la best sgt. biasa je pon. nothing interesting beside 12 mega pixel camera. ceh!

5. i want a gold arowana..
haha.. dh mengarut nie... my whity silver arowana was well grown up. dh besar panjang pon. so nk la kena ada teman kan... xde la lonely sgt..

6. i want a girlfriend
ahaks! mabuk kepayan dah nie... not normal gf. but the special one. incik santa tlg anto satu yer... asap.

ermm ini aje wish list tuk kali nie.. harap2 ada yg mendengarnyer...

LOL.. Forget lah plak!!!

Haha.. rasanyer aku dh lupa yg aku ni ada blog dan perlu diupdate... aku masih sayang blog aku. sayang sangat2. maafkan abg ye yang.. ekeke.. itulah sandiwara aku di suatu petang ditemani gerimis.. ohh, i love it.. the rainy day. so what i've been up to latety? actually juz doin my daily life, the routine. its kinda keep me bz and bz. and make me forget this maya world for awhile. its good thing though. xde la aku buang masa ngadap pc 24/7 je kan.. tp kalu xde pc.. kinda boring la plak. entah lah. we need each other gitu. ni pun sebab x bukak kedai, stomachache punye pasal.. ada la skit masa to spent it on my blog to write sumthin get off my chest. tgk member nyer blog.. semuanyer berupdate.. baguih. jeles pon ada.

ermm ermm ermm sebenarnyer dh lupa apa yg nk ditulis.. byk sgt, so dunno where shud i start... haha.. rasanyer biarlah ia berlalu saja... no need to story. and at least im update my blog. hikhik!

Refreshing... Start a New One

Its been 2 months i was handle these business alone... cyber and grocery. think my last wish come true. either one of us must get out for one of us to survive. hoho. and its the reason why i dont have so much time to update my blog or chatting or hanging around.. so sorry guys. and hope its not too late to wish u guys SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. and pray for my luck and success in this kind of world. and thats it for now.. im need some rest. ermm dunno when will i have time again to update this blog... hope u guy stay tune by the time i come back. huhu..

A New Challenge: Nikon D5000

Awesome! i got a second surprise for ya... for the first time in my life, i touch and feel this kind of camera... i dunno what u guys called it, but for me it just a camera. its nikon D5000 as the pic above. ermm still not use to it, and obviously its take alot of time to use it like an amateur and take alot of skill and experience to be a pro.. ekeke. but just let me use it my way. everything is just try and error. ermm since no one in my family dunno how to use it, automatically it will be mine. haha.. its okay i think coz my sis already have a canon s90 and HF21. so its not a big deal. thats it la kot. gonna explore my new camera. say cheese! snap-snap!

Currently On Heavy Duty...

hehe.. no story to tell.. just wanna update my blog after leaving her for such a long time. ermmm... im glad to write and give u an update about my new cyber, still under construction and renovation... but i can wait no more. the color changed to orange, no more purple and green.. dowh~~ the area is not much different... but may be more comfortable. no more thickheaded owner, thats the most important thing. thought i can get more spaces than the old one..but its not. the renovation will last until May, meaning i need to pay an extra rent. huhu~~ erm what else?

oh btw, last friday i just have a small arguing with my bro about the new shop.. i told him, its better if only him and his grocery to move out.. so he can get the whole spaces.. and i get more spaces too (even its shabby old shack). plus, i do not need to close my cyber. so does him. feel so sad to close my business even for awhile. on the contrary, he did not agree with me... dunno what his reason... in my head, its only that he can pay the rent by himself. thee thee~~

and for the time being, im the only one in charge for cyber and the grocery and the between.. obviously its tiring.. run in and outside. think im gonna lose my weight.. fufufu~~ while my bro relaxing doing the renovation with his friends... ceh~~ im a bit of jealous in here.. and i just keep pushing him to do it faster... make it finish and done by this april.. hahaha.. even though i know its impossible with his slowy motion and relaxing style of work...arghh i hate it! he's havin a laugh and gud time with renovation while im in tension with the bunch of crappy customer. mana tak nyer... baru je nk duduk ngadap pc, "bang rokok sebatang", "Bang Nok Beli", "bang nok tambah", "bang restart pc".. and so on. arghh.. hangin tol...

i'll pop out again to brag on of course. ja na~~~

Currently Muzzy Busy

Holla... i'm back for awhile and be gone for the rest of the month, may be. im quite bz dealing with the new owner and gladly i will move out from this old shabby shack somewhere, some times in april... so i will not online for the time being. fufufu~~

ermm thats it. need to go and i will come back later.. promise.

Here I am... Missing U

Salam all, sorry for letting u down. i've been around somewhere else... blogging and doing my thing. hehe. actually im out of hand in here... so many things to do.. yet i got a little time... ahh~~ alasan je tu. huahuahua~~ memang la kena bagi alasan, takkan la nk bagi penampar plak. i've been sick lately, not lethal but common la... as far as i remember, since my birthday lagi... sakit datang x putus... (cam my customer jerk.. haha), mula2 sakit pinggang for a week, and then i got flu+headache.. next my leg.. and until now, my leg still in bad condition. still feel the pain. ermm mungkin byk dosa... its the first thing came up in my mind. haa.. morning sick pon ada.. not that kind of morning sick.. my morning sick is i cant wake up in the morning.. haha..

oh btw, my kelisa was grown up so fast.. now she around 6 inches long.. fuh~ cant believe it u know.. i think, next month i need to change the aquarium to 4 feet long or bigger... she seems not freely moving around in that small tank. kesian plak. i need to save around RM600++ la jugak.. adey~~~ and last 2 weeks, she jump out from the aquarium and drop onto floor, 1.7m height! she's got some scratch on her back... risau aku dibuatnyer.. my bro punye pasal la nie.. ada plak lupa tutup cover...
picture xde lagik.. susah tol nk snap.. she non staop moving u know...

apa lagi nk cerita ek.. tadi byk.. skrg dh lupa+malas daa... haha.. ni pun penyakit jugak nie...

oh ye, nk buat iklan la sket.. alang dh terlanjur kan... i need assistant for my blog's cyber, the requirement is simple.. mesti la rajin berblog.. hehe.. for posting artikel, lawak, video and so on la.. nk kasi meriah sket... so that i can spend my time on my third blog.. business's blog. huhu~~ xde la acah2 jer.. (but ada la dlm my plan list). so sesapa berminat sila melaporkan diri anda kepada saya. xde had umur, x kira jantina and its your own free will, x de paksaan.

check it out! CYBER QUEST BLOG , still nothing, baru nk naik... so kerjasama drp pihak anda amatlah dihargai.

be right back... feel free to feel boring... haha..

p/s: kekadang tu jeles plak tgk org rajin dan malas update blog... yg rajin tu, cam no la dia leh keep up, aku yg keje ngadap pc 24 jam ni pon x terlayan. yang malas tu plak, entah la.. lebey kurang idup segan, mampus xmo. haha~~~

New Year... New Hope...

Ni haaa~~ nk update la ni nana oit... update pon ko baca ker.. ekeke... pepun, Happy New Year 2010 to all my blog readers.. haha... ramai ker pembaca blog ku yang xpernah kontroversi nie.. xpe, syok sendiri pon jadi la.. xdela nk frust menonggeng ke apa ke nanti kan.. realize or not, it has been ten days.. but nothing to wonder, mmg masa semakin cepat berlalu kan..yang heran nyer, aku semakin malas nk update blog nie.. haha..

entry ni pon xtau nk tulis apa...

kalu nk ckp pasal new year resolution... hehe.. yg taun lepas pon x tercapai... ckp nk lost weigt.. aku gain weight ada la. pastu nk bukak branch.. tp, bukak kedai runcit abg aku plak. nk kembangkan my biz, ok la kot yg nie... skrg dh ada fotostat, scanning, laminating, binding and color printing.. ok la tu kan.. and then target sales rm100k, but only 70% je achieved. pastu apa ntah lagi.. nanti check la balik... huhu~~ so i think.. i just renew the last year nyer resolution till it fully achieved la kot!

oh ye... aritu ada order pakej lengkap kincin, ingatkan nk buat side income... tapi tu la.. bila ntah nyer nk belajar.. last2 i asked my lil' sis.. bagi copy cd kt dia... boleh la dia buat keje2 ringan cam ni sebelum due date 1st baby dia.. eh tak saba plak nk dapat anak buah2an nie... huhu~~

pastu ingat nk jadi ahli noni bsy black hair magic.. tp tup2.. they just ignore me.. bukan per, nk pakai menda alah tu.. kasi lebat balik rambutku yg gugur nie..
aritu dh beli, tapi mak oii.. mahal nk mampus kalu harga bukan ahli nie.. rm15 satu paket, satu kotak rm300 lebey.. aritu dh try beli, tp kasi kt my bro test dulu, sebab dia ada masalah uban.. tp pepun kena hold dulu... money xde la plak..

btw, semlm baru je dpt laptop yg fikereay post kan.. and its not mine... my sis asked me to buy it for her headmaster. and you know, im doing some biz here, hehe.. i just mark up the price up to RM300++.. and its all gone, i bought pendrives and some accessories for my cyber.. but i didnt tell to my sis yet. i think im gonna keep it silent about it.. yeah.. its my biz lol.. so anyone wanna order some more laptop from me?

ermm... (baper byk ermm daaa) actually, my cyber still under going maintenance... half done. and seems my customers like the new games.. but i detected some uninvited software installation already.. cinabeng tol mangkuk hayung ni kan... aku penat2 setting leklok, dia memandai je instal bukan2... dh la.. tensen tol aku ngan bebudak ni...

dah la.. nk pi mandi plak.. adey.. air plak tak dak ari nie.. hahaha.. tadi pon mandi 3 gayung air jer... hahaha....

Messy & Sassy Day of The Year

Hola... i'm back for more... bukan untuk melepaskan perasaan cuma sekadar berceloteh di siang hari, sementara kerajinan memuncak nie kan.. hehe.. pasni confirm malas balik tuk sebulan dua... seriously, susah giler nk maintain blog nie kan.. and respect giler la sesapa yg tahan berbloging selama bertahun2... salute u all beb!

ermm dalam kerajinan berblog nie sebenarnyer im still the lazy one, last month i said im off to maintenance my cyber, but until now its still not done yet! fufufu~~~ i told to my customer, starting school holiday they all can enjoy a new game and so on.. but sadly i cant make it.. sampai skrg aku masih dok mengetest game and pilih game mana yg seswai... game yg berat2 kena buang like GTA IV, wheelman and a few games yg budak tak main.. budak2 ni main asyik tersangkut jer... ye la mana tak nyer, bukak program penuh taskbar.. memang semput la computer tu...hangin gak aku.. ops.. hehe..kalu di ikutkan, aku mmg nk taruk je semua game tu.. tapi hard disk plak ciput, 160GB jer.. adey... bajet tahun depan nk upgrade hard disk 500GB or 320Gb.. tapi.. its all money matters...

yg budak2 ni satu hal, install memcm dlm pc tu.. dh kejung pc aku dibuatnyer... virus tu x yah ckp ler... ntah apa diorang buat aku pun x tau... yg lagi hangin, budak2 donlot pakai bitcomet, ares, bearshare and ntah apa2 lagi share daa... speed dh ler 1Mbps jer.. mmg layan tenet pon sangkut2 ler.. ermm tgk la, kalu ada rezeki, tahun depan aku pi upgrade la sampai 4Mbps.. hehe.. cukup ke duit nie? nk byr bulan2 yg ni RM148 pon dh berkira2...

ntah la...

When i think back, i was made a wrong decision not long time ago... and now i must bear all the weight, tonne of loads. if before, i can save a few bucks, now its never enough. if before, i can spend money all the way i want.. but now i need to calculate each penny i spend.. duh~~ yup, this is so wrong. absolutely wrong! sorry to say my bro in law, it was so wrong to let u stay in here. i dont wanna be mean but i meant it! i know i will regret later on for what i've said, but thats my very true feeling rite now. daa.. i cant continue this anymore.. this is soo personal. ekeke... well.. sekadar catatan tuk hari tua... anyways, sorry again and again my bro in law coz i hurt you in this way... i just cant say it direct onto ur face. may be its much better this way... am i rite?

well, i just need to be strong for years to come... be strong, be patient and have a little faith...aja aja fighting!

in case my bro or my lil sis read this, please keep it for yourself.. ish budak nie.. aku lepuk kan! hehe...

.. regrets already.. ekeke.. i got a 'soft' heart.

I'm Gone For Awhile...

I think its a time for me to do some maintenance for my cyber... many pc have problem with viruses and trojans and so many problems. and it was so bad. so i'm gone again. obviously bz with my pc.. i need to do it quickly coz school holiday comin so soon~~ hehe.. so dont try to disturb me...

oh btw, my photostat machine just arrived yesterday.. so glad. now i got an extra services.. yay~~ more services, more money. haha~~

faxes, scanner comin soon... i think im out of hand by now... dowh~~~ anyone volunteer? hehe...

Selamat Menunaikan Haji

Selamat menunaikan ibadah haji kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat but specially to my bro and my sister in law. both off them just take off this morning to KLIA and tonite they off to Mekah. semoga kedua2nya mendapat haji yg mabrur. amin. but sadly, x sempat plak jupe diorang kt airport pagi tadi... so i juz rang him later on. huhu~~ pepun doakan kedua nyer selamat pergi dan balik.

daa... itu aje.

I'm Back to Work

Yay! I'm back to work. actually i'm back last tuesday but due to stupid and slow internet connection, im just put this thing aside. i dont wanna waste my time and my effort on something clearly unsettled. im not too stupid to do that, and not clever enough to think something else. huhu~~

its unbelievable coz i'm off longer than i plan. more than 1 week lol..
and hey im still in raya mood. hehe..

and sadly, im not in the mood to write any longer+ busy with customers. and just to tell you guys... i'm back!