Happy Mothers Day

The Day The Man Stood Still...

Its my birthday today. and i 28 by now. AM I? a big question mark there. ha-ha. it suppose like WOW or OH YEAH or sumthin hip hip hooray but for me its kinda unbelievable and unimaginable. still dun believe that i was 28 by now. and sadly its truth; fact and concrete. no more objection. neways, nothin special and nothin interesting and i just having a usual and normal day. what a boring birthday. its ok i guess coz i have no special one to celebrate with. being alone on my birthday is the saddest day. yeah im the sad man, poor me. on 2nd guess its not ok at all. i wish im with her by now but its too late. but hey, i still got my frenz. again, AM I? i'm okay with a few frenz coz im not that friendly. let it be a distance and a big gap. i kinda like that way. to conclude, nothing special on my bday and its not like i hope something miracle or magical happen. nonsense.

so as i in the late 20s, i juz hope that i will find my gal soon, my special one. the one who accept me as i am. the one who understand me the way i am. and always by my side in whatever situation it is. the one who give me strength whenever i was weak. the one who can take care of me. the one who love me and love me whoever i am. woohoo.

Kelisa... oh Kelisa!

Yay! at last, i bought kelisa... hehe. not the car lor.. but the fish. white pearl kelisa. approx 4 inch long and 1 inch width. so happy.. its actually for my birthday present. i bought it specially for me. cost me RM150... the cheapest one though. thought im gonna buy the gold one, but frankly speaking, i cant afford it, it will cost me RM 1800. woohoo~~ anyway, im happy with this one... im gonna see 'her' grow up. nah.. i dont know either male or female. may be shemale... akakaka.. and i didnt give her a name yet! erm nothing gud come up in my mind... i will snap a pic later and give you all see my lovely kelisa.

Wack-ness-day The 13th

Kinda felt to write an entry today... its my birthday today. and nothing interesting though. i'm all alone at my cyber, and i'm not that sad.. may be i'm too much familiar with this kind situation... huhu~~ and i just waiting for the customers, and my bro went back home early this morning (and probably arrive late at night.. as usual) and obviously he doesnt care about my birthday. i knew it pretty well. he not that kind of person, and sadly, he's not talking to me since yesterday. urgh! i dont know... his bad mood got him lately, at least once a week. he sooo childish than me. and a litle bit happy when checking my phone and got some wishes from a few person i know may be close... abg cik and his lovely wife, kak zue... thanks to you both. and thanks for everything... i shud be more thankful to have u both as my bro and sis. also from my bro, my sis and my lil sis. ermm thats it. the five messages that light up my day... five is many, rite?

so, what im gonna do. ermm nothing much than my usual day, waiting, sitting and eating! hehe..

oh yesterday, its not a miracle, just accidentally... i wanna cross the road, and some stranger pass me by and make a u-turn not far from me... and i just ignore it and went to karaoke opposite my cyber, not to sing lol.. but to setting the computer as his boss aka my customer asking me to check the probs. and bla bla bla.... the non familiar stranger come to me and asked my name and so on... and i just kinda felt a little bit freaky.. but shockingly, he was my friends from school.. huhu~~ it has been almost 13 years since 1998 i didnt see him... yeah anything can happen.

ermm thats it... may be i will continue later on... i need to stop now.. to take care of my cyber and not my-grocery... hehe..

so, wish myself a happy birthday, enjoy the day, enjoy the work, enjoy the life... (mcm le aku ni kaki enjoy.. haha).

20 09 2009

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir & Batin

especially for those who waste their time to read my blog...

Happy Birthday Mom!

Its my mom birthday today. duh! nearly forgot. quickly i phoned my dad, but i got bump by my dad, ayah nk solat asar lah... hahaha... adeh malu sekejap. after awhile i call my sis phone and my mum busy with cooking in the kitchen. i dont care and i told her to pass the phone to mum and impatiently i said, "Selamat hari Lahir Mak!". huhu~~

and then i talk and talk.. try to convince her and so on... try to win her heart and so on... the detail.. let it be secret between us.. huhu~~ love you mum.. you are my everything.. you are the one and only..

u know what, after that.. im felt so blessing, calm and no more pounding in my head. how can i explain.... i dunno...

Ogawa SmartAire For My Mum...

Ogawa SmartAire

Huhuhu~~ i'm totally out of my mind. believe it or not, i just called ogawa center and suddenly order it without knowing the exact price of this chair and the method to pay it... hahaha~~ i dont really know what was really got into me? but one thing for sure... nothing compare to my parents... i'm glad i did. and this is the first present from me for both of them since i started my biz. but the prob is its impossible for me to pay it by myself. there is only one option for me which is i need to pay it by cash. monthly pay only for credit card user... huhu~~ but luckily i got my sis to help me. i asked her to pay half of the price and im gonna pay her back later monthly. alhamdulillah, she agreed to that. huhu~~ thanks sis.

and this is for me... hehe~~

Ogawa X-Chair

oh btw.. Happy Mothers Day to my lovely mum.. thanks for everything.. love you mum and i always gonna be ur baby..

Nokia 5130

Yay! i just ordered it with lix yesterday.. with budget around rm500. this is what i can get for my sis, just a small present from me for her upcoming birthday.. huhu~~ hope she like it.. actually, i dun really know how to choose the best for her. i just randomly chose what suit for her...



i asked lix to post it next monday... so for now, just wait and see.. nothing much for me to say.

Just Wedding Pictures...

This is the pics of my bro's wedding day... back in early 2008 i guess.. nahh i dun remember.. coz even i wasnt there at that time... akakaka~~~ guess my existence really not that worthy. what a sad bloke am i. im just some joe with nothing special. ops.. back to the picture.. this pictures, a bunch of it, i just sneak it from the oldies lappy... hahaha~~ also got some videos (im not gonna up it). hehe.. so enjoy the pics..

actually, this is my 9th bro.. mean ranking number 9 in my siblings genealogy.. i got 4 bros, but all of them was helpless to me.. akakaka.. kidding.. but sometimes its true. all of them married. and next its gonna be my turn.. eh wait. i dun think so, may be i will pass to my youngest brother first or my widower sister.. akakaka~~ ish enuff with the crappy things.. huhu~~

















well guess you guys have fun.. and dreaming about your wedding, i bet you are.. hahaha~~~ it just the matter of the time. be patient...

ermm.. so thats it, its nothing though.. i just wanna bring back the memories which is i wasnt there... hehe~~

Wish Me Happy Birthday

Perjalanan Ini... by GuydaCosta

It's my birthday today and i don't feel anything change. what i know, inside me will stay young and beauty. ekekeke~~ may be outside me the only one who changed, and i dare to say its the only achievement i had for the last year which is i gained more weight.. haha! what a sad bloke am i? ermm.. nothing special though and i juz had a usual day today.. nothing to celebrate, coz im not happy when i turn to twenty f*cking six years old person and still have nothin in my live to proud of. fuh! what a shitty life was that.. dowh~~ i wasted and busted with my own life...

This is what happened today... just make it short and straight to the point.. coz i dunna want to show how sad am i on my own birthday.. ermm really?

12 a.m. sumthing - i got my 1st sms from abg cik. thanks abg cik. well, i cant go to klang rite know.. [[r u sure u still stay in klang after you moved into the new house?]] i dunno, and i dun have any gud reason for that... juz let me take the blame though. [[and dun forget my wish to kak zue]].

..till 2 a.m. - still watching the entourage... more episode to go then i need to wait until new season will come out..

..its 4 a.m. - cant sleep... and just lay down to sleep...

..its quarter past 7 a.m... got sms from my 8th sis.. im totally unconscious and deep into fantasy.. hehe.. thanks sis...

..at 8 a.m. sumthin - my youngest sis sent me sms.. and i barely can open my eyes to read it... and thanks sis..

..around 12 p.m. - got sms from my 5th sister in law, which is woke me up from my sleeping beauty.. haha!

12.30 p.m. - opened my cyber [its school season, so i care less.. coz there is no one in the morning, it juz waste my time and i rather went to sleep + save the cost for electrical.. haha!]

ermm coz there is nothin to do, so i decided to fasting today as celebrating my birthday.. ekekeke. plus, the forum where i used to spend still down.. and i'm so misery because of that...

urgh.. im dying hungry and exhausted... and im suffered too from my reckless customers.. they really gave the hard day to survive... i just wanna punch them one by one onto the faces and smack them.. crush them... curse them! arghhh~~

7 p.m. sumthing - im closed the cyber, went to kitchen to prepare sumthin to eat, just fried french fries, hot n spicy chicken and breaded squid ring.. im stuff~~ full even i cant finish all of it..

after solat maghrib, recited yaa sin, and pray sumthin gud for the year to come...

8 p.m. and im just lay down.. barely stand coz my stomach too full.. waiting for isyak...

around 8.30 p.m. - reopened my cyber... just few customers tonite...

around 9.30 p.m. - surprisingly, i got called from UK, really excited to hear from both of you.. kak zeah and arni.. its really surprised me and im speechless.. oohh i hate it [[don't get me wrong, i didnt hate you called]], hate it coz i got nothin to say... i kind of got cold feet when sumone called me.. hahaha~~ thanks anyways coz remember my birthday, and i wonder where did you get it?




around 10.50 p.m. - closed my cyber and went out somewhere to celebrate [kunun-kunun nyer la], but i got nowhere to go... so i decided to go to Mama Chops Papa Grill restaurant, 50m away from my cyber... haha! im totally nuts, coz with my stomach full i went inside to restaurant and order sumthin like i didnt eat for 3 days.. akakaka~~ i really dunno wat to do.. so im just eat and eat... it cost me 20 bucks ++.. dowh~~ but still i can finish it.. coz i dun want it goes waste like my life did.. hehe..



around 11.45 p.m. - went back to my cyber and write this thing... hehe...

so thats it.

and sorry guys. i cant reply your sms due to my phone prob ... really2 sorry. and really appreciate it.

and to jaar, thanks coz early wish or i really dunno, either you forget my birthday or how thoughtful u r.. hahaha.. nvm, i dun really care.. neways thanks mate.

Goodbye 2008 and Welcome to 2009

Where and how do i start? ermmm... i found it so hard for me to start and to finish the story.. and thats my undeniable problem. well for sure there is nothing interesting happen lately in my life... just usual day full with 'malarkey' thing! urgh, guess im still in fed up mood after what happen last night... its really gave me headache and thrill to my bloody meaty body... believe it or not, im thrown out a bunch of my crap customers! cause their misbehave and bring more damages to my cyber.. i said sumthin like this, "f*ck off! get lost and never come back again. i dun wanna see your face in my cyber anymore". thats what i believe and said last night.. and kind of make me really happy though after one another chance i gave it to them. and they never try to learn. they became worse and bad as bad-as*-h*le from the first time they came over here.

Hope that was the first and the last thing i've ever done that coz im feel bad too to lose my customer but they leave me with no choice and i have to. so enough said coz i dun wanna brag about his anymore... fullstop.

btw, thanks to my frenz ja'ar... wish me happy new year. fyi, i cant reply ur sms coz my handphone so f*cking trouble rite now, i dunno what problem it is, think im gonna get a new one... i have one in my mind though, blackberry... but i dunno what was that actually... akakaka~~~ neways, u called me rite.. huhu~~~

and thanks to kak zeah... wish me happy new year and wish u happy new year too... dun let your feeling down okay... everything gonna be alrite. huhu~~~ and spent the rest of your days overthere with joy and alot of fun... go and play with the snow... hahaha~~~ oo i wish i was there...

and to bancik, i got ur email last couple days.. thanks for let me know. but im kinda lazy to reply or i dunno wat to say... huhu~~ and btw, juz thrown out my things away like i thrown out my customers, both cloths and books.. i believe i cant wear that cloth anymore and the books too... my tv, take it for granted... my new year present for u and ur family... i really dun wanna it... and thanks for keeping it. and btw, send my early wishes for kak zue, happy coming up birthday and be the best mom and wife. i wish for her happiness and have a wonderful life.

ermm and for my friends out there, i wish you a happy new year and salam maal hijrah....

Pengorbanan di Pagi Aidul Adha

The scene and the rain...

First of all.. sorry for late post. and its not becoz my fault.. its totally tmnut fault.. i lost the connection out of the blue... what the heck? well.. actually im not gonna write about this... but im really distracted by that problem which is interrupted my business flow. so instead of 2 days holiday.. now i need 3 days. and im at lost. so whos gonna pay for that! fooking bastard!

So forget about that.. huhu~~ here it come a blissful story in the bless of the eid adha morning... it was raining that morning and it so calm... i like the scene.. made me so cold inside and outside. and jump to another scene, impatiently im waiting for the cow... huhu~~ it was big and meaty... its my bro's cow and ready to be sacrifice. but im not take part this year.. ermm may be next year there will be my part. hope so. so enuff the story.. lets have fun with some pictures.. huhu~~

AidilFitri Edition

Di kesempatan ini guy mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR zahir tak terucap & BATIN tak terkata... huhu~~ semoga semua berbahgia bersama orang2 yang tersayang tak kira walau dimana korang berada... buat pembaca blog, sampaikan salam guy, ASSALAMUALAIKUM buat family tercinta..
ikhlas dari guy,
jauh di mata, jauh di sudut hati...

Happy Best-Day Mummy

25th August 2008...

On this Special Day,
I just wanna give all my love to you
You're the only and the best I ever had.
I wanna hug you, I wanna kiss you,
and I wanna love you more and more...
Happy Birthday Mom...

your truly son...

The translation (roughly):
I Will Come Back oh Mother
And Kiss Your Scented Head
I Will Be Express All My Eagerness
And test The Scent Of Your Blessings - Of Your Right Hand
I Will Put My Cheek On The Dust Of Your feet When I Meet You
The Soil Will Irrigated By My Tears Of Happiness When Seeing You

Oh, How Many Night You Stayed Awake
To Let Me Sleep Deeply
And Oh, How Long You Stayed Thirsty
So You Could Quench My Thirst - By Your Kindness
And One Day I was Ill, I Do Not Forget
The Tears From you That Were Like The Rain
And You Couldn't Close Your Eyes To Sleep
Fearing A Danger Might Happen To Me

And Our farewell Day At Dawn
And Oh What A Hardest Dawn That Was
I Can't Describe What
You Have Faced Because Of My Migration
And you Told Me Things Which I Still
Remember Throughout My Life that
It Is Impossible To Find A heart - Kinder Than Yours

I Am Going To return Oh Mother
And Kiss Your Scented Head
And test The Scent Of Your Blessings - Of Your Right Hand
I Will Put My Cheek On The Dust Of Your feet When I Meet You
The Soil Will Irrigated By My Tears Of Happiness When Seeing You

Obedient To You, Oh Want Of My Life
(Is What) The God of Existence Has Instructed Me To Do
Your Content Is The Secret Of My Success
And your Love Is Glimpse Of My Faith

And Your Honest Blessings
Has Relieved My Hardship And Sorrows
No Human Being Shares - your Love With Me
You Are Pulse Of My Heart
And you Are Lights Of My Sight
And you Are The Melody On My Lips
My Sorrows Clears Up - When Your Face Comes Up

I Am Returning To You oh Mother
To Have A Rest From My Travel
Then My Second Age Begins
And The Tree Branches Will Blossom With Flowers

I Am Going To return Oh Mother
And Kiss Your Scented Head
And test The Scent Of Your Blessings - Of Your Right Hand
I Will Put My Cheek On The Dust Of Your feet When I Meet You
The Soil Will Irrigated By My Tears Of Happiness When Seeing You

p/s: Heard this song always make me drop a tears inside and outside...

Cyber Quest: Solat Hajat & Jamuan

I'm just back from GB and decided to rest for full day today. yeeehaaa~~~ Yesterday (080808), juz after solat jumaat there's a small jamuan and solat hajat. around 50 persons. and thanks to supporters... my family lah. they gave their best and i believed them. nothin to say but the lunch was the best... here's the menu:

Nasi putih
Nasi Kunyit
Daging Goreng Pedas
Ayam Goreng
Gulai Ikan Tenggiri
Ikan Singgam
Ikan Panggang
Taugeh Goreng
Ulam pucuk paku, petai and etc.
Budu and sambal belacan

Buah rambutan
Beraneka kuih muih from batu 6 (very delicious)
Air Sirap

so here's some pics i snapped with my phone... enjoy the pics while i'm enjoy the meal... yummy..

Lauk pauk

Lauk pauk and that's mama (not my mum but she help me a lot)

Nasi Kunyit

Kuih muih and Air Sirap

Budu and Sambal belacan

it's makan time...

add up:
a few days after, i opened the cyber quest for trial... free to play, coz the internet still in progress... and just order the chairs (it'll take a weeks or more), coz its green. then i still need to work out on my counter table, the carpet and so on.. ohh shit, still many thing to settle before i can fully open for customers... i don no how long its gonna takes.. but it will be long... huhu~~~

It's 23rd May!

Besday Boy & His .... by Guyd@Costa

ERMMM...NOTHING MUCH FROM ME FOR PAST COUPLE DAYS... JUZ took a break from writing but no rest from blogging.. hehe~~ still got post and stuffs to paste it in here.. coz i am a full time blogger now... haha~~ well as the title... it's 23rd may today.. so what so special? ermm its YOE's besday... 24th one... rite? am i rite? huhu~~ its not my habit to count the age of birthday.. its make me look older and older.. ooo geezzz... i dont want that.. i juz want to look much more matured than my age! hehe~~

Actually i didnt plan anything for him.. haha~~ im not gud in this.. sowwy my fwenz.. we gud eh? of coz la kan... but i did treat him a ticket to cine last wednesday.. huhu~~ early celebration from me... we watched iron man together... and having a caramel pop corn as usual.. nothing spesel though, that is what we did every wednesday lately... huhu~~ and i love this movie... and i gonna download this.. hikhik... not now, may be later..

So today, at three sumthin we went to the mines... his girlfriend(s) invited him and me to celebrate... so i juz joined them.. of coz la i want... coz got free ticket to cine.. hehe~~ we watched the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian this time.. huhu~~ so after cine, around 6 o'clock, we headed to food court as besday boy wished to... ape la ko ni yoe.. masuk la pizza ke apa ker.. apa punyer taste la.. ermm well.. im juz followed then... and i did treat him... claypot chicken rice.. then having some pictures and bla bla and presents from his girlfriend(s)... we took off.. haha~~ just like that.. ingatkan diorang nk buat surprise apa2 ke.. hampeh tol... but im asked yoe for couple games of bowling or karaoke if he want to.. but he resisted, not feeling well.. so back to room la jawabnyer... and continue my reading...

Background Musics:
Flypside - Happy Birthday, Spun, Angel, Trumpets

Holiday at Redang Island

Oh.. my eyes so weary... my fingers so aching... thought i wanna to write sumthin in here, but my condition wasnt allowed me to do so... so i juz upload some photos which i snapped at redang island.. unedit and very original, raw and flaw pics... not so interesting as i dreamed of... may be the wrong place to stay.. neways, the snorkeling part was so great... well, for the very first time.. i can say so.. but my snorkel was kidnapped by someone and i lost it... damn bastard! ops.. forget it... eh, i went far enuff... huhu~~ so enjoy the view... zasss~~

On the way to Pulau Redang... Took a break at Dataran Syahbandar, Nearby Pasar Payang.

This is Moving House... Like caravan.. no, its not! its a bus.. Even me, myself terengganu people, 1st time i saw it!

Redang... here i come!! Taman Laut, Pulau Pinang.

Our camping zone.. not so nice isn't it??

Sunrise @ Redang...

A walk in the morning till the end of the gulf...

Makan time for breakfast... Nasi Goreng, Mee hun and sandwich! And the next day, we got only crackers for breakfast.. muahaha~~

Snorkeling time... the coral was so amazing.. the water so clear as a crytal... but the water so salty. yucks!! (sebab tak tau berenang... muahaha~~ x tau la brape liter tertelan air laut..)

Sun down at jetty...

daa~~ dh pulang... sireh pulang ke gagang.

So, after that, we headed to Pasar Payang for shopping.. but im not! then the journey continues... and i dropped at my house to continue my holiday... huhu~~~

HaPpY BiRthDaY tO HaPpY BrOtHeR

What the day is today? today is Thursday.... ekekeke~~ so what so special bout it? ermm..coz i went to times square and lowyat.. then my frenz sponsor me for lunch at hartz chicken buffet... ermm.. not bad jugak la... bedal x beringat punyer... and waste my money for a couple bucks... and got tired... and come back alive.. eh.. that not the story i want to write lor... hehehe.. juz swept away with my bad habit... sowwie..

well.. today is the same day like 26 years ago... someone was borned to this world and carry his parent dream to make his own world... and now the sleeping child child wake up and stand up to face the rough day... then he grown up to be a man.. a real man.. huhu~~ proudly i present to you this child name MOHD HAZIR HJ HARON.. and he is my brother.. miahaha~~

Happy Birthday My Brother...

This day is for you... so make it colourful and tasteful... dream it as you want to... and make ur grand wishes.. and i pray for it to come true.. Insya-Allah...

Wish u happy through this year, days and nites... have a great life... have a nice days... have a sweet dreams.. have a joyful moment... have a safe journey everywhere and anywhere u go...

and thanks for everythings... i really mean it!

urs truly and fakery brother,
JAN

HaPpY b!RtHdaY... MiFz@L...

What a big day is today? afterall, the time has come... i've been waiting for all this time just to wish u a HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my lovely... mu cutest... my smartest... little bro, MUHAMMAD MIFZAL AMYREEN... huhuhu~~ i miss him alots and alots... how he is doing right now? what he doing right now? did his daddys punished him for what he done? did his mummys scolded him now and than? huhu~~ what a pity Mijal... but, may be thats was the best thing to let u know... everyone love you... even not today, hope you will someday... i wish i was there by this time and i juz wanna spend this precious day to play with u... to be there with u.. if i could... well, i know my hope was too much and i know i cant even reach to that place... BUT.. i still have my last hope... in my dream!!! kui3...

btw... abg cik and kak zue... please give my kisses to mijal tau... kiss yg bertalu-talu pon tak pa... sampai lebam gitu.. wahahaha~~~ he's grown up now... today, he is 2 years old... i wish i can look at that innocent face at this moment... pampers him to sleep... be by his side on his besday.... sadly, i cant... not in a million years...

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sinar mata itu...
lirik senyumanmu...
pesona yg membelai...