Chris Young - The Man I Want to Be

God I'm down here on my knees
Cause it's the last place left to fall
Beggin' for another chance
If there's any chance at all
That you might still be listenin'
Lovin' and forgivin' guys like me

I've spent my whole life gettin' it all wrong
And I sure could use your help just from now on
I wanna be a good man
A do like I should man
I wanna be the kind of man the mirror likes to see
I wanna be a strong man
And admit that I was wrong man
God I'm askin’ you to come change me
Into the man I wanna be

If there's any way for her and me to make another start
Could you see what you could do
To put some love back in her heart
Cause it gonna to take a miracle
After all I've done to really make her see

That I wanna be a stay man
I wanna be a brave man
I wanna be the kind of man she sees in her dreams
God I wanna be your man
And I wanna be her man
God I only hope she still believes
In the man I wanna be

Well I know this late at night that talk is cheap
But Lord don't give up on me yeah

I wanna be a givin' man
I wanna really start livin' man
God I'm askin’ you to come change me
Into the man I wanna be

It's so Hard to Say Goodbye to Yesterday

It's so Hard to say Goodbye to Yesterday

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad

I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I don't know where this road is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take (take with me) with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take (take with me) with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

Goodbye 2008 and Welcome to 2009

Where and how do i start? ermmm... i found it so hard for me to start and to finish the story.. and thats my undeniable problem. well for sure there is nothing interesting happen lately in my life... just usual day full with 'malarkey' thing! urgh, guess im still in fed up mood after what happen last night... its really gave me headache and thrill to my bloody meaty body... believe it or not, im thrown out a bunch of my crap customers! cause their misbehave and bring more damages to my cyber.. i said sumthin like this, "f*ck off! get lost and never come back again. i dun wanna see your face in my cyber anymore". thats what i believe and said last night.. and kind of make me really happy though after one another chance i gave it to them. and they never try to learn. they became worse and bad as bad-as*-h*le from the first time they came over here.

Hope that was the first and the last thing i've ever done that coz im feel bad too to lose my customer but they leave me with no choice and i have to. so enough said coz i dun wanna brag about his anymore... fullstop.

btw, thanks to my frenz ja'ar... wish me happy new year. fyi, i cant reply ur sms coz my handphone so f*cking trouble rite now, i dunno what problem it is, think im gonna get a new one... i have one in my mind though, blackberry... but i dunno what was that actually... akakaka~~~ neways, u called me rite.. huhu~~~

and thanks to kak zeah... wish me happy new year and wish u happy new year too... dun let your feeling down okay... everything gonna be alrite. huhu~~~ and spent the rest of your days overthere with joy and alot of fun... go and play with the snow... hahaha~~~ oo i wish i was there...

and to bancik, i got ur email last couple days.. thanks for let me know. but im kinda lazy to reply or i dunno wat to say... huhu~~ and btw, juz thrown out my things away like i thrown out my customers, both cloths and books.. i believe i cant wear that cloth anymore and the books too... my tv, take it for granted... my new year present for u and ur family... i really dun wanna it... and thanks for keeping it. and btw, send my early wishes for kak zue, happy coming up birthday and be the best mom and wife. i wish for her happiness and have a wonderful life.

ermm and for my friends out there, i wish you a happy new year and salam maal hijrah....

Westlife - Home [2007]

Verse 1
Another summer day has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome, But I wanna go home
Maybe surrounded by a million people I
Still feel all alone, I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two, "'I'm fine baby how are you?"
Well, I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that
Another airplane, another sunny place I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home, I've got to go home

Chorus
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I gotta come home
Let me go home
I've had my run, baby I'm done
I wanna come home

Verse 2
And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream, but you always believed in me
Another winter day has come and gone away
In neither Paris nor Rome and I wanna go home
I miss you, you know

Chorus
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby I'm done
I wanna go home
Let me go home
It'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

A41 - Not Ready For Goodbye

I JUST FIGURED OUT ABOUT THIS SONG. Its so lovely but sad. Inanely, I've been listening to this song again and again... and the most played song in my mp3 player, on record shown.. its played almost 100 times.. woo~~ the first song in my winamp chart for now.. so, u better listen to this song. ekeke~~

You know what? this song make me recalled back to the time when i was with my ex... and I'm so touched with that sweet moment.. its like there is no end for both of us... but unfortunately, its end... ahaks.. kidding! dont think any of that... i just made up the story.. huhu~~ sorry.

Sittin' here starin' at the wall
Another lonely tear falls
I'm tryin' to write you this song
But I can hardly see the page at all

'Cause it's breaking my heart
When I look in your eyes
And I don't see me anymore
Oh, and you're all I'm living for

Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye (Oh...oh...oh...)

Baby, please pick up the phone
Tell me I'm crazy, I got it all wrong
I don't know what I'm gonna do
I don't know how to live without you

You are the first song
My heart ever heard
And baby, I-I believed every word
You are my heart, my soul, my world

Baby, tell me that you still believe(Still believe)
That you still love me (That you still love me, baby)
The way I love you (The way I love you)

If you take your love away from me (Away from me)
You know I would die (I would die)
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye (Goodbye)

Every breath that I take, every beat of my heart
You know it's all for you
I wanna hold you, I wanna love you
Forever and always

Baby, tell me that you still believe (Tell me)
That you still love me (That you still love me, baby)
The way I love you (The way I love you)
If you take your love away from me (Oh...oh...oh...)
You know I would die (Oh...)
'Cause I'm not ready for (Goodbye)

Baby, tell me that you still believe (Tell me)
That you still love me (That you still love me)
The way I love you (The way I love you)
If you take your love away from me
(If you take your love away)
I know I would die (I know I would die)
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye,
goodbye, goodbye,
goodbye

David Gray - This Years Love

This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
And I've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like you can't go on

Turning circles when time again
It cuts like a knife oh yeah
If you love me got to know for sure
Cos it takes something more this time
Than sweet sweet lies
Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
And when you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last
This years love had better last

So whose to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you know this life goes on
And won't you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last

Sad Lisa

She hangs her head and cries on my shirt.
She must be hurt very badly.
Tell me whats making you sadly?
Open your door, dont hide in the dark.
You're lost in the dark, you can trust me.
cause you know thats how it must be.

Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa.

Her eyes like windows, tricklin rain
Upon her pain getting deeper.
Though my love wants to relieve her.
She walks alone from wall to wall.
Lost in a hall, she cant hear me.
Though I know she likes to be near me.

Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa.

She sits in a corner by the door.
There must be more I can tell her.
If she really wants me to help her.
Ill do what I can to show her the way.
And maybe one day I will free her.
Though I know no one can see her.

Lisa lisa, sad lisa lisa.

Just Yesterday (Little Me)

Just yesterday
You were looking up to me
And, you would ask me
What I thought

But now
I'm sitting here
All alone with my tears
Lookin' at my life
That I've bought

Where did I go? (yeah)
My eyes, they will show

And little me
Please forgive me
I couldn't see
You hurting inside
Little me, Little me
No more into you
Little me oh no

Coldplay - Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
"Just what your worth"

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I...

Tears stream, down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

~~I Love this song sooo much~~

Josh Groban - February Song

Well... it seems to me nothing to share or to talk... may be with this one song... is enuff to tell my story... furthermore.. i dun like talk too much.. i believe, too much talk, too much dangerous.. for my own sake, better be silent..



Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes
Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find the ground
Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes

Christy Moore - January Man

Christy Moore - January Man
The January man he goes around in woolen coat and boots of leather
The February man still shakes the snow from of his clothes and blows his hands
The man of March he sees the Spring and wonders what the year will bring
and hopes for better weather.

Through April rain the man goes down to watch the birds come in to share the summer
The man of May stands very still to watch the children dance away the day
In June the man inside the man is young and wants to lend a hand
and smiles at each new comer.

In July the man in cotton short he sits and thinks and being idle
The August man in thousands take the road to find the sun and watch the sea
September man is standing near to saddle up another year
And Autumn is his bridle

The man of new October takes the rain and early frost is on his shoulder
The poor November man sees fire and mist and wind and rain and winter ere
December man looks through the snow to let eleven brothers know
They're all a little older

The January man he comes around again in coat and boots of leather
To take another turn and walk along the icy roads he knows so well
The January man is here the start of each and every year
Along the road forever ..............................

Megadeth - No More Mr. Nice Guy

I used to be such a sweet, sweet thing
'Til they got a hold of me
I opened doors for little old ladies
I helped the blind to see
I got no friends 'cause they read the papers
They can't be seen with me
And I'm gettin' shot down
And I'm feeling mean

No more Mister nice guy
No more Mister clean
No more Mister nice guy
They say he's sick, he's obscene

My dog bit me on the leg today
My cat clawed my eye
My mom's been thrown out of the society circle
My dad's had to hide
I went to **** incognito
And everybody rose, the reverend Smith
He recognized me
Punched me in the nose

No more Mister nice guy
No more Mister clean
No more Mister nice guy
They say he's sick, he's obscene

Hollies - He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother

The road is long
With many a winding turn
That leads us to who knows where
Who knows where
But I'm strong
Strong enough to carry him
He ain't heavy, he's my brother

So on we go

His welfare is of my concern
No burden is he to bear
We'll get there

For I know
He would not encumber me
He ain't heavy, he's my brother

If I'm laden at all
I'm laden with sadness
That everyone's heart
Isn't filled with the gladness
Of love for one another

It's a long, long road
From which there is no return
While we're on the way to there
Why not share

And the load
Doesn't weigh me down at all
He ain't heavy he's my brother

He's my brother
He ain't heavy, he's my brother

CoLdpLay - tHe HarDeSt PaRt

And the hardest part

Was letting go, not taking part
Was the hardest part

And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start

I could feel it go down
Bittersweet, I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining the cloud
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

And the hardest part
Was letting go, not taking part
You really broke my heart

And I tried to sing
But I couldn’t think of anything
And that was the hardest part

I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You're a silver lining the clouds
Oh and I
Oh and I
I wonder what it’s all about
I wonder what it’s all about

Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do, it's just comes undone
And everything is torn apart

Oh and it’s the hardest part
That’s the hardest part
Yeah that’s the hardest part
That’s the hardest part

LeaN oN mE

Sometimes in our lives, we all have pain, we all have sorrow.
But if we are wise, we know that there's always tomorrow.
Lean on me, when you're not strong and I'll be your friend.
I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna need somebody
to lean on.

Please swallow your pride, if have things you need to borrow.
For no one can fill those needs that you won't let show.

You just call on me brother when you need a hand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.

Lean on me when you're not strong, and I'll be your friend.
I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna' need
somebody to lean on.

You just call on me brother if you need a friend.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.

If there is a load you have to bear that you can't carry.
I'm right up the road, I'll share your load if you just call me.
Call me (if you need a friend)
Call me

p/s: my bro & my sis... i'm always here to share,to listen and to carry on...

Anyone of Us (Stupid Mistake)

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[Chorus]
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
'Cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[Chorus]

A stupid mistake
she means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
don't wanna lose you