You know what?? For past few days... i was being somebody else... somebody that i really dunno... he changed me.. absolutely for being bad person... argghh i really dont remember how was i looked at that time... it must be so cruel... ohh noo.. i really want forget this things... its crazy and sound so ridiculous.. but its so true.. and i really desperate.. really lost in this maze.. and how i am supposed to explain this? i really think i cant except if you was me at that time... oohh why the absurd keep comin..
But.. i was so happy though.. dunno where the strength came from... i got all the guts for the first time of my life to do the exact thing that i wanted to do... at the exact moment i wanted to do. and of course afterwards im felt so glad... kind of interesting thing..its no excuse for for what i've done.. but whos care? ohh its cruel and im not like that... i dont seem like the kind of person who do that.. it juz happen.. dowh~~ what am i talking about??
anyway.. i'll not let the past tortured myself for years to come... not any chance... goodbye yesterday...
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