1K For 2 Days!

Olala... it comes once in my lifetime i guess... its tooo little but too great... so, juz spend it! jom shopping time with me... nothing much actually, coz there so many thing in my head i wanna buy.. and luckily for me.. it sale everywhere rite now! yayyyy~~~

So.. i got 1K and so do Yoe... and i choose my fabret shopping mall to spend my money... jusco.. dunno why, may be sebab ada siti kot! what an absurd??? whatever.. so we went ahead to jusco equine park... the smallest shopping mall i ever know.. nk pi jusco cheras selatan... semalam baru je pi... nk pi the mines.. kelmarin baru pi.. alamanda not in the list.. nk pi mid valley or sogo... maleh nk menapak... huhu~~ so its decided!

The first thing in my head... i wanna buy something for my dad and mum... ermmm got it.. watch and handbag shud be fine.. my budget: rm400...

the second thing... the present.. but KIV first... huhu~~ just lookin around first.. lookin for sumthin spesel.. my budget:rm400

the last thing... my apparel.. jeans and shirt.. and my my budget:rm200..

tadaa... see.. thats it! my money is gone only for 3 things for 1k... its difficult for people like me to have a money that much.. it will go fast, if you're really not in the habit... still remember the time when my mum ask me when i used to be a kid... wheres your money gone? then i answer it spontaneously .. its gone.. why do i need to keep it... i will regret if i lost it. so no reason for me to keep it..how stupid of me.. and still i am... haha~~

well for yoe... he bought a handbag for his mom and his apparel... around rm300 and the rest, rm700 he plan to buy a camera... and he did.. im soo jealous.. i dun have a camera yet! and not enuff budget to buy anymore..

now.. i know. money can make people goes crazy especially me. $_$

Always Dark Before the Dawn...

The clock shown quarter past 5 in the morning... but my eyes still wide open... tried to sleep 2 hours ago... but it not easy for me to do so... for more than 2 hours, i just lay down like a dead body with my eyes staring at the pitch black ceiling... outside, i hear the chill wind blows peacefully nevertheless its warm here.. my head, never stop thinking... about the past the future and the present... anything and everything... sometimes i roll back to the past, tried to remember those days... and sometimes, i fast forward... imagine what will happen next.. and sometimes i stop... looking to these day that i regret the most... and sometimes i lost... dunno which way i should go, which path i should choose... and its really difficult.. and im confused... i cant make up my minds, it seems.. the life never been easy for me... everywhere and anywhere i go, its all the same...

Suddenly i realize... again, i was crying alone in the dark... i dont want to, but the tears keeping trickle down from my puckery eyes... then i just let it goes down... i tried not to hold anymore... tried to scream... but i lost my voice... even though, there is still no one to reach out.. lastly, my tears was drawn out.. no more tear to cry... but i feel much better... but still i feels like raindrops keep falling into my head.. its hard night for me... its so thick and deep... and so long... like i can across the seven seas in just one night.. how long is it???

...and i still waiting for the light as im writing this damn same thing.

its like a deja vu... i thought i ever wrote these thing again and again not long time ago.. what i wrote is soo much alike this.. and its never turn to be gud... or better.. am i rite?? as im asking to myself...

wow, i feel much better now... its help me a lot.. never know it can drain out so much burden from my head... may be i dont talk too much lately... and its really hard to see me smile... unless i force myself to do so.. no one to share... and i chose to be alone... may be its juz the way i am to be.. its my nature.

ops... got to go... subuh is comin... gosh.. forgot.. got a work to do this mornin... oh nooooooooo... im dead... or should i playing dead rite now??? hahaha~~~

smile.. and the world will smile back to you.. lastly, one more a very happy ending story from me....

muchos... adios... gracias... (what is it mean???)

I Love Hate || I Hate Love

Sumthin weird happen to me lately... haha~~ its totally wacky.. may be im wacko or its juz a silly billy of me... im still sane and know exactly who i am... the thing is, it always hit my head... keep pushin me into this matter...

i can stop thinking about her... o-o, am i in love or sumthin? well who knows?? ceh blah la.. i know it wasnt love at all.. but her smile... like a poison... make me goes insane instantly.. haha~~ what kind of statement is tat? how ridiculous?? or may be im accidentally in love for a moment... hikhik.. as im going deeper into my dreamin...

well.. for sure.. its not a love.. but kinda like tat girl... like the way she is... and wat she is as my both sepet eyes see her... but selebey nyer.. i really have no idea... so may be its better to leave it.. sometimes its better to left it undiscovered... coz the truth always savage, stingy... and unbelievable + unthinkable! ooo whaf if she oready have sum1 much better than me. how bout she hate some one who gemuk like me? what about if its true... so, juz let it be.. im not in love pon.. but kind of sad if she hate me... no lah, she always smile at me... i know tat.. hehe.. knock knock knock.. wake up my dear...

so... im not discussed this much further coz... i cant merely explain what is this all about.. and the dreamin still goes on and on...

2.20 a.m. aka Current

Current Mood = Sleepy enuff
Current Feel = I feel gud!
Current Status = Unbook
Current Situations = Totally unstable/serabai+xmandi sbb xder air...
Current Think = What im gonna do...
Current Dream = Ngidam nk makan western foods.. ari2, masakan makcik indon.
Curretn Idea = No idea at all...
Current Song = Love Hurt/Nazareth
Current Band = Coldplay (ntah iye idak..)
Current Singer = Josh Groban
Current Movie = My Best Friend.. i lovin it!
Current TV Show = Big Love Season 2
Current Computer= AMD X2... jeles giler tgk phenom...
Current Desktop = Windows XP Default/Blue (giler bosan...)
Current Game = Monopoly Spongebob Squarepants Edition (gian siot...)
Current Phone = Nokia 6600 (pinjam adik nyer.. pastu dh jadi reta sendri.. huhu)
Current Watch = Bonia (besday present 2 taun lepas)
Current Deodorant = Nivea Fresh beli kt Mydin Kajang
Current Perfume = Dunhill Pursuit beli kat Sogo
Current Hair dressing = nope... x leh pakai.. rambut dh gugur.. dh botak pon kt depan!
Current Foods = Munchy's Sugar Biscuit, rasa cam mkn kfc jer... cam tu ek???
Curretn Drinks = 100 plus + Air watercooler+Chlorine
Current Place = Alone.. In My Room.. illegally
Current Dresses = Undress.. ahaks.. i like it!
Current Date = Tengah usha mak yah kat sebelah... sewel!
Current Job = DVD Pirate dealer... masyuk gak... muahaha~~

Josh Groban - February Song

Well... it seems to me nothing to share or to talk... may be with this one song... is enuff to tell my story... furthermore.. i dun like talk too much.. i believe, too much talk, too much dangerous.. for my own sake, better be silent..



Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes
Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find the ground
Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes