Again and again... the same thing happened! and i juz dont realize... i feel so shame of myself... i'd broken someone heart into pieces.. frustrated... and its all bcoz of me! i make a silly mistake once again...never tot it happened in the nick of time... wrong time wrong place wrong situation..all the blame goes onto me... only me!
im totally lost... i lost to the situation that i'd been.. and never get thru of it... im stuck in there... tried to reach out.. tried to help myself... but i cant.. and then, i try to recall for someone and searching for help... but then, im drowning bcoz.. bla bla bla bla... kui3..
ntah apa la jan mengarut di pagi buta nie ye...huhu~~ juz forget it lah.. citer dh lapuk... bukan ada apapun... but juz for reminder buat jan...
in real life... real story.. real people... real world...thats so-called reality... when u hoping so much and you failed to reach for it... u'll feel so down at the end and the worst... ur alone, by urself to keep on livin... Alone in the dark! like the sun never shine for you... like the moon never bright for you... like the star never twink for you..like the day never appear for you... like no one gonna be by yourside til the end..juz alone!
u've grown by now! why dont u handle everything by urself! wake up my dear frenz...
forget me and forget everything... be the one like before! who r u? u r not one of us? u r not my family... u r no one for me.. what for???
suddenlly, theres a tears dropped from my eyes... im hurtin from inside... truly and deeply hurt!
dowh~~ i cant continue this nonsense.. what im thinking actually... huhu~~ may be i dropped down by this f*ck emotion and s*ck situation... ekekeke~~
neway.. citer kt atas tu x der kena mengena ngan sesapa kot.. like i said before juz for reminder... hope im nope hoping so much.. berharap lagi.. huhu~~
btw, Hepi anniversary to my lovely bro and sis... bancik and kak zue... semoga ikatan
yang terbina akan terus berkekalan dan diberkati olehNya... jan doakan semoga bancik dan kak zue serta famili senantiasa berada dlm lindunganNya... semoga kemesraan yang bertaut terus utuh dan kukuh x lapuk walau ditelan zaman... biarpun musim berlalu, hari berganti, namun.. cinta yg disemai terus bersemi hingga ke akhirnya...
eh bancik dpt adiah apa ek? x kasi tau kat jan pon.. dh tu senyum sesorang... hampeh tol.. abis tu bancik kasi apa je dekat kak zue.. huhu~~ sebuk je jan ni ye... hehe~~
and for kak lisa.. pak lah dh nk kawen pn.. kak lisa bila lagi.. kui3... tu la, ari tu pak lah offer buat2 jual mahal.. miahaha... ops.. jgn bersedey ye... cuba lagi taun depan.. mana tau kot2 pak lah nak cari no 2,3 or 4 ker... huhu~~ cam nk kena banned je blog ni..
and for me... keep on livin... whenever its up and down... even u r alone... even u r thrown away... even u r forgotten by everyone... juz believe in yourself!
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