Happy Fasting 1434

Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi, sekali lagi bertemu dengan bulan yang penuh keberkatan. Alhamdulillah. hope this year much better than last year.. harap2 terawih penuh thn nie... hehe. puasa pun penuh. of coz la kan. no reason not to.

juz pesan buat diri sendiri, tingkatkan amalan, perbyakan sedekah... bykkan bersabar... semoga semua nye berjalan dengan lancar dan mendapat keberkatan dariNya. amin

jom sahur dulu.

is it love?

Alhamdulillah, everything was clear for now. i take a very first step to tell her that i want her to be the one and completed me. so relief, like the load i've been kept for so damn loong was lifted... what a feeling. though i was ready if being rejected.. like im having in my dream and keep hunting me for those years... and becoz of that dream i have once in awhile keep me from tell her that i want her and need her to be my side, i was chicken out before i take an action.. prick! and the 2nd reason, its my financial. its sucks. what a shame!

2 years.. that the time i set to strengthen my financial and whatsoever. hope i can make it short. im old u know. and i dun wanna make her wait for that long.. after that, ready or not, i will go with the flow.. hope she still with me by that time.

now it juz left my heart keep beating like a dab dib dub... like its gonna explode any time soon. im over excited. guess i cant sleep for tonite too. and im smiling like an idiot.

Friends Everywhere

No more hiding, no more feeling guilty, no more alone and lonely... thats what i decided. so i re-activated myself  in my 2nd fb account with my real name. walla!! found my friends everywhere... from my primary school, secondry school, colleague and university and more and more...i just add them one by one. and its make me happy. well most of them happily married with kids, im grateful for them and kinda jealous.. just a little bit. well for me im still searching for the other half of me.

and now im starting my online business thru fb. its a good start. and maintaining it will be challenging. thats good. well hope see u soon. enfin.

p/s: my last posts seem ridiculously short, not bother to elaborate or explaining. just stick to the point since the time is running... :))

Courses Day

Yesterday, i filled my day with attending the gold courses.. from morning til late evening, and continue later on til night. fuh! well lesson learn..

My Best Friend's Wedding

Congrats! Syabas! Félicitation! to my frenz, Affero, kawin jugak akhirnya... lucky for me to be there. barely make it, iye lah stil selsema and batuk after come back from China... hurmm aku bila lagi? kekeke...