My Week was End!

My weekend was over! filled with sickness. how come i got a fever again. but this time was so different, its a high fever. i put a wet towel on my forehead and its dried in like 5 secs... gam gajah pun kering in 10 secs. dasat woo~~ my body was shivering and shaking. i double and then triple my blankets + my 3 inches lemak tepu but still no used at all. chilled to my bones. plus the rain outside make me more felt like im freezing or am i burning??? coz im felt so hot. its weird.. and i confused. long to short, its a fever. ermm... it has been rain for 2 days or so. in this situation, im better just lazily lying in my room at the back of my cyber.. it not like nothing to do but nothing i can do for that moment. bored to death. luckily i got computer with wireless in my room. hehe. So HA is still on. so dang addicted lol.. and for my business, thankfully i got my superwoman assistant to handle all that kind of things for morning to evening shift and night im closed and no business for 2 nights. thats it i guess. just a quick and short update from me. its 6 o'clock in the morning. need to rest my head. a little bit dizzy.

btw, cant wait for jali 'express' to come by tomorrow morning. there is a package for me. yay! not really for me but im happy!

I Got a T-T-Ticket!!!

HELL-O YEAH!! i got a ticket. not a ticket to ride. but the ticket dang straight to jail. im freaking scared that day the man showed up. dunno what to do. got my nerve ups and downs. so fast. cant breath. cant think. cant act. i juz cant. it was my 1st time. arghh!!! hope no 2nd time. nah~~ i've been targeting for the next year. dey~~~

a man in complete brown suit, from MBKT came to my grocery while i was having a sweet and yummy dreamin. shockingly and instantly i woke up. took my time. breath in and out. try to think what should i say even my brain freeze and completely stop. i forced myself to see him waiting for me outside. and thank god, he looked nice and gentle to me, totally different from the one in my imaginary cloudy head. he shook my hand and smile. still it wasnt comfort me. make my body having a goosebumps. im sweat. try to say a thing that he might already know. without a word, but a smile he opened the file and wrote sumthin on the blue paper. yay! its a ticket for me. sadly, only one. if i got 2, im gonna share with you. ha-ha! its a compound worth RM250. ho-ho. then he said, "its okoay, its nothing. take this and go see whatever his name and pay for it. u still can nego the price. i'll come again next year and the year after and on and on until or even u have the permit." so every year im gonna spend RM250 for nothing.. hell NO. am i gonna pay this???? when pigs fly...

i said that, but inner me stil worried to think of that... what should i do eh??

Kicking the Sicking

SICK. pain in the ass. dun play with my ass.. its sick! uhuk! its my cough, sorry. its been a few days i've been in hazy dizzly situation, sore throat came first, then headache, follow by flu and now cough... what next?? well full package, isnt it? daa.. just wanna check out my blog and update it. its not gud time to story. my head kinda heavy, my eyes kind blurry. and something flowing out from my nose... yuck! ha-ha.

nite, see ya when i see ya. and miss u.

LoVe oR No LoVe???

I still love her. but she doesnt. dang! im the worst man ever. well.. im available for now. come and grab me. haha. well i'm still can make some jokes by now. its no one fault. no one to blame... and yeah i like the blame goes onto me. my life kinda messed up. twisted a little bit. im hanged! please restart me. duh~~ frustrated. devastated. unrated!

luckily.... the above statements is all a lie. hahahaha~~~~ well who knows?? just let it be. hey, the world doesnt end here. keep on dude! hope so... and why i keep on falling, crumbling flowing away and away. sway like a kite without the rope. blows away where the wind blows. distant and distant. till i cant see u anymore. damn!

what else dot dot dot its pain. its hurt so damn gud. is this love. nah.. its no love. its sumthin else.. dunno how to describe. dunno how to tell. dunno how to say... just feel it and u will know. ah-ha its all lie. i love to tell lie. im the liar. but why i cant sleep. always thinking of her. no its not. i dont wanna think of her but its keeping haunting me. always come to my vision. screaming to my head. and whispering to my ears.. and i cant pull it off. cant shut it off. cant turn it off. oh damn. just let me sleep! and then its over. peace in my mind. no more sweet dream. just sleep in silent. even my eyes full of tears.

our story end here. thanks for being a part of me. thanks for make my days. thanks for everything. thanks for your love. thanks and thank you. may be im not gud enough for you. may be.

p/s: i dunno why i write such a scary story tonite.. is it scary? hahaha.. yeah to me. weii geli lah.

Leaving On... Living In

Just get back home! fuh~~~ and quickly turn on my sis lappy and get connected to the internet. walla! its been a week and so no internet in my life. i have the phone but it cost me so expensive la~~ feel so release and alive.. haha. i didnt plan to get back home... but it the best thing to do now plus this is the first time in 2010 i get home. huhu~~ i just had some arguing with my bro in law yesterday and he left me no choice. sort of. it just a small thing. dont bother. plus the reconstruction still not done and still many thing to do.. and it doesnt attach me at all. so i left him doing his job! plus he obviously like it. i even didnt tell him i went home like he did to me, he went out of nowhere leaving me alone and get back late at nite. he dare me and thats what he got. and to be more devilish, i didnt leave him any penny. ha-ha. well sure he can survive with a few buck left with him. he have another option actually, his grocery is ready to reopen. so just open it while he doing the works! so he can get some money. the day before, i plan to take care of his grocery while he doing the wiring thing... but after that mouthy war.. nah~~ its not an option for me. boring with this kind of life... and why its bothering me. its like what i thought, this thing will never end... unless one of us get out.. ermm. and its already happen, even my cyber still not open yet! it fast than i thought.
im tired and need some more rest.. daa~~ [dunno why im so tired, may be i slept the whole day yesterday... ekekeke]

any one can gave me and advise.. what shud i do with this kind of life?

Messy & Sassy Day of The Year

Hola... i'm back for more... bukan untuk melepaskan perasaan cuma sekadar berceloteh di siang hari, sementara kerajinan memuncak nie kan.. hehe.. pasni confirm malas balik tuk sebulan dua... seriously, susah giler nk maintain blog nie kan.. and respect giler la sesapa yg tahan berbloging selama bertahun2... salute u all beb!

ermm dalam kerajinan berblog nie sebenarnyer im still the lazy one, last month i said im off to maintenance my cyber, but until now its still not done yet! fufufu~~~ i told to my customer, starting school holiday they all can enjoy a new game and so on.. but sadly i cant make it.. sampai skrg aku masih dok mengetest game and pilih game mana yg seswai... game yg berat2 kena buang like GTA IV, wheelman and a few games yg budak tak main.. budak2 ni main asyik tersangkut jer... ye la mana tak nyer, bukak program penuh taskbar.. memang semput la computer tu...hangin gak aku.. ops.. hehe..kalu di ikutkan, aku mmg nk taruk je semua game tu.. tapi hard disk plak ciput, 160GB jer.. adey... bajet tahun depan nk upgrade hard disk 500GB or 320Gb.. tapi.. its all money matters...

yg budak2 ni satu hal, install memcm dlm pc tu.. dh kejung pc aku dibuatnyer... virus tu x yah ckp ler... ntah apa diorang buat aku pun x tau... yg lagi hangin, budak2 donlot pakai bitcomet, ares, bearshare and ntah apa2 lagi share daa... speed dh ler 1Mbps jer.. mmg layan tenet pon sangkut2 ler.. ermm tgk la, kalu ada rezeki, tahun depan aku pi upgrade la sampai 4Mbps.. hehe.. cukup ke duit nie? nk byr bulan2 yg ni RM148 pon dh berkira2...

ntah la...

When i think back, i was made a wrong decision not long time ago... and now i must bear all the weight, tonne of loads. if before, i can save a few bucks, now its never enough. if before, i can spend money all the way i want.. but now i need to calculate each penny i spend.. duh~~ yup, this is so wrong. absolutely wrong! sorry to say my bro in law, it was so wrong to let u stay in here. i dont wanna be mean but i meant it! i know i will regret later on for what i've said, but thats my very true feeling rite now. daa.. i cant continue this anymore.. this is soo personal. ekeke... well.. sekadar catatan tuk hari tua... anyways, sorry again and again my bro in law coz i hurt you in this way... i just cant say it direct onto ur face. may be its much better this way... am i rite?

well, i just need to be strong for years to come... be strong, be patient and have a little faith...aja aja fighting!

in case my bro or my lil sis read this, please keep it for yourself.. ish budak nie.. aku lepuk kan! hehe...

.. regrets already.. ekeke.. i got a 'soft' heart.

@ The End...

Laaa... dh penghujung taun rupenyer... hehe.. buat2 tak perasan plak. ermm agak lama la blog ni x berupdate... hajat mmg nk update, pastu tertangguh, jap lagi la.. kejap punyer la kejap.. langsung tak terbuat... thats my worst habit. kekadang tetiba je xdak idea, cerita x seswai la, pastu tak lulus nk publish la.. ekeke...

well, one day left before we celebrate new year... mcm le aku celeb pon... its not happening in here.. just me and my biz... keep slow and steady.. adeyy.. bila nk berkembang nie... actually many bad thing things happen in this very December..dan semuanyer menjadikan aku seorang yg agak mental.. haha...

semalam baru je lepas perasaan kt dua daun pintu, ntah apa rasuk aku.. tetiba bergaduh ngan pintu.. tak pasal2 tanganku bengkak dan berdarah... its bad. ni pon lebam2 lagi.. xleh nk genggam pon.. actually it all about the money... yeah.. money can make me goes insane..huhu~~ dasat ooo kuasa duit... mana aku tak marah.. abg ipar aku ni mmg saje cari pasal.. dh tau duit tak xde.. yg pi kasi pinjam ngan kawan yg kenal sehari dua tu apsal.. masalahnyer bile xde duit, pandai plak mintak.. adeiii~~~~ mental aku dibuatnyer...

last week, i lost my connection for whole weeks, sengal gak tm nie... aku report tenet slow, ntah apa dia reset kt sana... last2 langsung takde connection.. hangin gak aku.. x pasal2 my biz close for the whole weeks.. ckp leh settle dlm 2 hari.. pastu memandai2 taruk due date hari jumaat, aku suruh la settle kan gak.. yg korang bodoh sgt tu apsal.. pastu suka hati mak bapak dia postpone due date lagi 2 hari... kepala hangguk tol diorang nie... sempat gak la aku maki2 kt service center tu.. yg tak bleh blah diorang hang up on me.. cinabeng tol! aku repot kan x pasal2 dia ni kena buang keje...
x pasal2 poket ku kering.. ye la.. duit masuk hari2.. pakai pon hari2... bila seminggu biz x jalan.. agak terasa la... saket2..

ermm.. buat sakit hati je aku nulis blog nie... stop la dulu... hangin lagi nie... kan x pasal2 ngan blog ni aku bergaduh.. ekeke...

itulah sedikit kisah penghujung tahun yg mental... huhu~~~

I Got Notice!

duh~~ im shaken! dab dub dub in my stomach... non stop for the rest of the day thinking of the letter i receive this morning. its a warning for me and threatening to my biz..oh my gosh! what shud i do? im in dilemma. dunno what to do and dunno what to think.. i have no idea.. no answer too. means, i need to close my biz for a moment. i dont want to but i have to.

its a letter from KPDNKK. its scaring me. the ops begin 16 Nov and im already in shocking and terrified condition. ahhh... somebody help me... im bloody dying in dreadful situation.

chop-chop! im gonna hide. dont ever find me for a moment. ha-ha!

Producer of the Year!!!

It was a nightmare. the worst ever. and i'm still feeling like a giant microwaved full of sh*t! and im the giant producer. yucks! seriously, im feeling so bad.. and today, is the 3rd day. still non stop produce that sh*t. ha-ha.. talking like shit is easy but produce it non stop feels like hell... all ur energy was dead and gone. wasted. actually i got food poisoning, and it was the 1st time in my life as i concerned. and how in the 1st place i get it? i really dont get it... coz i ate the same thing as my bro in law did... and he feeling good all day long. its not fair. why me alone. why not both of us or only him. huhu~~

i went to clinic, and told the symptoms like headache, nausea, diarrhea, vomit and unstable body temperature... and nothing to surprise coz i already know i got food poisoning without telling the doc or see him. so i dont need the doc actually. i can handle myself. hehe. but surprisingly, the doc gave me 2 choices, either i want to be injected or just the pills. obviously i choose the pills. hell no i want to be injected. its not like he want to seduced me (ngeh3x) but i hate the needle when it stick to my body. and shockingly, the doc teased me, if my condition still the same, he need to inject me without contradiction. woo so scary. but smilingly, he doesnt know, there is no 2nd time. ha-ha!

guuurrrrgleeegggg...... sorry guys, its my time to shit out! my stomach still hate me and a making a threatening revenge against me. ahaks!

Its Not Right & Its Not Ok!

I'm depressed. Frustrated. Disappointed. and lonely too. mixes those feeling and im totally damages. not a chance i'll be healing soon. no time i'll be ok. oh god, i just need somebody rite now to talk to. hope my bro in law come here sooner. so that i can talk and talk nonsense with him. at least im not all alone and lonely. but i know we both still depressed. i cant help it. its burdened me all night and day long. what am i gonna do? thought my family give me a call and have some sweet talk after hearing those news. but everyone became passive. seems doesnt care or dont really bother. and thats hurting me a little. well what can i say, thats my matter. but still i hope for the miracle happen... ooo its crap!

ermmm my fasting... just fine even though im not happy. last nite i just had an apple for sahur and a glass of water. im completely lost my appetite. its odd. and for berbuka i had a set of sandwich and keropok lekor that i bought yesterday with my bro in law at mengabang lekar. ermm nothing much to tell. too much thinking. well surely i wrote again tomorrow. daa... its terawih time.

Pissed Off Pissy!

I'm not in the mood. im so pissed off. my cyber closed for whole day is one thing. the fucking twisted head owner is the other thing. firstly my cyber, it was closed not at my will. its because some workers doing his job in front of my cyber and i cant do my job and i trapped inside my cyber for the whole day. dowh~~ so selfish owner. never care about other or my business to be exact. he will do anything as long as his problem settle but then he pass on the risk to me. not once. its occurred few times already. i closed my cyber because of his problem. i cant stand it anymore unless he reduce the rental for the month or pay my lost of the day. i had a funny story about him though, i dont really know what exactly on his mind. he once ask me to repair and setting his old clock, and i did. then he paid me even i resisted at that time. but due his thick headed, i took it and walk away happily. but shockingly, the day after he came by and ask me to return back the money. wtf! so immature. so childish. such a freak!

because of nothing i can do. i just went to sleep. but it so loud out there. i tried to sleep but i just cant. and then i woke up and went to my bro in law. he looked so unhappy. long face. sober. inspirited. i asked him what happen. he silence. pause for moment, take a deep breath. heard a looong sigh. heavy too. suddenly he told me about the new rental price. its fucking unbelievable. its just insane. the price incredibly increase more than twice the original price. RM1000! thats the new rental. its feel like i just wanna smack on in face. is he twat or what? i dont wanna brag about it anymore.. i just hate it. our plan just vanished in the thin air... no more business talk between us. even we both cant sleep that nite thinking of it. now its my turn. *big sigh*.

late in the evening, my bro in law and i went out, just to clear out our heads and to fill something into our empty stomach. we both silence. nothing more to discuss. while we walk into restaurant, my bro in law phone rang, its look sumthin came up. looked urgent. his friend asked for his help. oo not the rite time i guess. but he seemed to agree to help. oh for his sake, i just lost my temper and i have an argue with him.. it small matter but still it made me worried. coz he didnt sleep in a wink and wanna drive for long distant. his so stubborn i guess. i cant stop him at all. its done. but thank god, someone came and help his friend later on. what so important about him anyway. help urself first before u wanna do anyone's favor. dont push urself too hard. dont be stupid. and obviously im jeolous. haha. so again, we both lost in the silence. and that nite, its end up im crying on his shoulder. ahh just silly me. nahhh, i just made up. ekekeke..

ermm no more talk.

Fever & Never

Oh damn! i got fever + headache + sore throat + cough and still in terrible condition. and i at home by now... it has been two days. all this things still stuck up in my head. bloody fool eh. ermm.. thats it. cant write long enough. still dizzy. so sad though coz so much to tell, yet so damn sick! :(

anyway, im just thinking of my cyber. kinda miss CQ.

Morbid Monday Morning

I had a very weird morning... starting from last night, ooo the nights kept me surprised... totally a nightmare. not because of the dream. but its my stomach. my stomach is not happy. it's making strange gurgling noises and threatening revenge over me. oh god! i cant sleep a wink and its totally disaster. i dont know either im too hungry or i got stomach ache. may be both. arghh i dont know. but i went to toilet 3 times already for 1 morning. its 3 in 1.

so, after solat subuh i went out to buy a breakfast. ha-ha. it was the first time since i've been living here as far as i remember. its odd. totally un-me. went to stall 10 mins walk away from my cyber. the one that my customer said delicious and cheap the other day. i bought 2 bungkus nasi lemak for rm1 each, 1 bungkus nasi kerabu for rm1.20, 1 bungkus nasi minyak for rm2.50 and 5 pieces of kuih for 30 cents each. total rm8.20 for breakfast + lunch (i thought). but i finished all of it before 10. ha-ha. that bastard stomach! and my stomach was sicked for the rest of the day. im so tired coz went in and out of toilet for all day long.

[add-on]
what the heck? i tried to post this entry and suddenly it was failed. there is no connection. no internet. i thought my modem was in trouble. im panicked and a little bit fussy as i am. hehe.. damn streamyx! you ruined my biz again and again. so, as usual i grabbed my phone, and call my bro in law for couple times but no answer. tried to call my sis but she didnt pick up the phone too... then i called my home.. but i cant get thru. well its make me lost my temper a little bit. how dare they ignored me when im in trouble.... so i let it be. i asked everyone out of my cyber, closed my cyber and then went to sleep. thats settled my prob! hu-hu!

Good Guy Gone Bad

These situation actually took place and time on last Thursday. but i didnt care to write and think about it. even its keep hitting me on the head. and im confused, should i thrown it out (here) or just leave it somewhere (out of here). duh! to tell the truth, the last few days have been something of an emotional whirlwind, like whoosh~~ the thoughts and emotions going through my head than i even knew possible to think and feel. emote! think-tank... tick-tock... well, its happened. i dont care anymore. i have my damn right.

Its my brother [the one who bitchy]. [actually, he is never like this before, there was mastermind behind this. i know who he is. time will reveal everything. you little bastard!] he is the matter in this case. not me. out of the dark blue, he came at my cyber. uninvited and unexpected! i dont mean to be cruel or selfish. but its.. i dont care if he never come and shown up. its doesn't really matter to me. coz, i know the thing will get harder if he was here than he's not. so i just wanna make it clear.. dont ever bother visit me again. leave me alone with my biz. its not the rite time for you to show up until you realize what you've done. thats my cue.

so what? he came. and un-welcome-ly enter my cyber... he asked me if im busy with a fake smile on his face. i cut him off, yeah im damn busy right now but its just my inner. hehe. i just said "a'ah". full stop. we both silent for awhile... i dont bother to ask him anything at all. i just keep myself busy. then he asked me again, do you want me to leave? hell yeah, thats rite. we have no biz to do. we done here. but its not what i said lor... i said sumthin like this, "a'ah.. go home", without looking at him. short but clear. for me to send him off is better than everything. the longer he stay, the worse and harder situation we both get. so i dont want that.

am i full of ego? no it wasnt me... its him the one who egoist. the one who said sumthin worse behind my back. dunno if he ever try to stab my back also. but he is the one who went against my other bro and my bro in law, whos help me alot. i feel sorry for them. coz of me, they got abused and reviled. its worst than that actually. but this is enuff. i dont wanna brag other stuffs in here. so its just a little paid off for what he said and done to my bros. i just wanna give him a hint hows that feeling. coz for all this time.. i'm the one who silent and obeyed.
its not revenge or sumthin like vengeance.. but its a lesson.

of coz i felt terrible but its the right thing. i think. dowh~~ I should never write something like this... well accidentally, i did.

Dreary Dreams

Having a nightmare for last few nights... guess three nights in a row. bloody worrying me. very unpleasant. i felt so terrible about it. and its absolutely disturbing my slept. geez. i hardly having a gud slept after this bad and extraordinary dreams! i woke up (obviously with shocking and beating rapidly) quite a few times during the course of the night, and in a semi-conscious state i tried to make sure im doing fine and still in my rooms... and most importantly alive. ha-ha. i tried to go back to sleep... but seems the dreams love to continue on and on... duh!

than when i woke up this morning (not really morning)... believe it or not, i cant even remember what was dream all about. huhu~~ its gone unknowingly. surely its something good for me. i dont even wanna know what it is all about. nah~~ dont bother.. its just a dreams.

ermm... thats it for now.

p/s: my entry became shorter and shorter and looked much like a diary... haha.. its because i dont wanna bore u and take much of ur time to read it... hehe.

Pain Inside. Rain Outside.

Hahaha~~ again.. no new entry from me for last couple days... i dunno where i've been and what am i doing? its not i was going somewhere or got a tonne of works to do.. but im just lazy... ha-ha! well actually, to tell the truth.. im being sick and still sick! but its weird coz im still active in forum... again ha-ha! its my leg actually.. its pain in the arse.. its make me so much trouble to move around.. my gout continuously struck me. i had a hard time to sleep until i took a medicine which is i hate and need to wait till my legs got numb! then i can sleep like baby. and woke up in the next morning with the same pain. im feel so helpless.

i think i need to stop. coz i have no feeling to write any more... this pain over[write] my brain... ahhhhhh.... where's my pills???

Nice Day Gone Nil

Oh my... it was my devastating moment of my life. sheesh! it was unbelievable. unexpected. unimaginable. yet undeniable. humph.. how can i say it.. coz im not happy with this situation right now. its make me goes insane! am i too emotional? i dont really care. its my right to feel that way. no ones mistake and i am the one to bear all of it. arghhhh~~~~ how cruel this life can be? some one tell me...

in the blink of an eyes... bang! everything gone dark! the panic customers and the damned owner (its me btw) was totally shocked. everyone silent. then burst out from my cyber... the lightning strike my cyber out of the blue... thats what was happen 2 days ago. so no biz... no money! im in deep trouble... im fallin down...

i reached my phone and dialed my bro in law.. thank god, he was on the way. i really dont know what should i do. i lost my mind for a moment. cant think cant do! i was so afraid to death... i just waiting and waiting.. oh geez... i hate to say but im felt so useless.. thanks to my bro for what he done and helped me. well, enuff said. i still feel bad for what happened...

Not Take No For An Answer

I dunno.. shud i laugh or angry with myself. felt so stupid. it wasnt the first time though. and im afraid this will become my habit. of coz the bad one. the thing is, its hard for me to say NO. its just mere word with one consonant and one vowel... need quarter breath or less to say it loud and clear... but why its so hard to say it. thats the source of my problem. NO can do! why?????

Yesterday, late in the evening, of a sudden, an old man came to me... and asked me about the order my tenancy was made for a couple bags of cement. i told him, to'ki 9refer to my tenancy) went out for awhile and will be back later. spontaneously he replied, he knew that, and thats why he came to me as the to'ki leave a message and said so. but i wonder, to'ki never told me about that. sound so suspicious to me. but yet, i cant resist him for what he said. i want to call to'ki but i dun have to'ki number. so, absurdly i said, ok, leave it over there.. then he came in with his motorcycle with 3 bags of cement... is this for real. hahaha~~~

after that, he came again and asked me for rm45. huh.. am i gonna pay for that? why me.. and then my mind keep on thinking about to'ki... so i just said ok, wait a minute and then gave him rm45 which is i just took out from my drawer. i asked for receipt, but he said, the shop already close for today and he will send it by tomorrow... i dun bother coz im buzy with my customers and never really care about it.. its like im not thinking at all.. im so stupid.. felt dazed and unable to think clearly. by the way, my eyes still caught his plate number, but what can i do with it.. DAD 3926!

later on, to'ki cameback, and i asked him about it, laaaa mana ada, pakcik nk buat apa ngan 3 kapit simen nie... ni simen curi nie... thats what he said, and then went inside, tinggal la aku sesorang terkulat dan berpinar2 kt luar tu... huhu~~~

little me, poor me... felt like im lacking a good sense and judgment in communicate. i need to learn more and more and try to learn from the past... even i said so, the truth is, i never learn from the past... huhu~~~ thats how foolish i am.

RM3 Punyer Pasal....

Damn!!! my fucking fabulous Friday was end rite on the spot. well after an ugly woman shown up, a cunt obviously. my happy mood suddenly sulking and turn into full of fury and furious! urgh.. its makes me go insane to think of it, my heart goes up and down holding my anger. i hate her so much.. i wanna smack her face so bad.. i juz wanna thrown out my words direct onto her shitty face. how dare she questioning my job when she didnt have the rite to do so. what a retard woman was that?

its all becoz rm3... last couple days, his dummy son came to reload his cell and as usual i sent it instantly and successful as its record in my computer. and then he got the message too in his cell, told him the reload was successful. but the balance still zero like he used all of it. none. so i cant do anything about it... my job is done and if he not satisfied, he can check it with celcom. not me.

and to cut the long story to short, his motherfucking came to me and burst into my cyber like and idiot person. asked me this and that. nothing related and nothing relevant to her. i explained it again and again like i told to her idiot son (obviously they all stupid and retard), menda yang senang pon x paham ker??!! buduh lagi bengong... tolol punye ponpuan!

and then, she questioning my ethic as a seller, my license and so on.. what the fuck! nampak sgt suka jaga tepi kain orang... ni lah orang melayu, x abis2 dengki ngan bangsa sendiri, xde keje lain, nk kutuk bangsa sendiri jer.. cam no lah nak maju.. kalu ikutkan hati, nk je aku cakap, "hey ponpuan tua x sedar diri, ngko tau tak, anak ko tu dtg sini.. bukan nyer bawak duit pon, asyik dok mintak duit org budak lain jer,kalu sehari dua x per, ni tiap2 hari... apa cer? aku tgk pon serabut.. pandai buat anak jer ke, nafkah x reti plak nk bagi. memang patut la, ko ckp seminggu baru leh kumpul rm3. sengket sangat, sampai anak pon mengemis... dari ko jaga tepi kain orang, baek ko amik anak ko ni berambus dari sini"

from now on, i banned all of them from my cyber... 4 ekor anaknyer tu.. 2 betina tomboy, 2 jantan buduh lagi bangang! muka betina sialan tu pun jijik aku nk tengok... perghh giler berasap aku dibuatnyer... kalu ada bukti tak pe la nk tuduh aku pun, ni idak, main serbu jer, ckp pon lepas jer, ckp pasal maruah orang dgn sewenang2nyer... ni la orang kata buduh sombong. ada otak bukannyer nk pakai.. baek rebus bagi makan anjing jer.

tensen giler aku, tak pasal2 aku tak leh tido pikir pasal ponpuan sial nie...

p/S: sorry for my bad language, but i cant stand it.. i need to cool down and throw everything inside me...

Problematic Acer Aspire 4530

The Problemo Lappy... Acer Aspire 4530

The fact is, this laptop i bought it last year, same date when i went to buy my pc for my cyber... but till yesterday.. its gave me the problem again and again... so i just put it aside till last couple days ago when i changed it with the new hardisk.. so offically, the warranty is void, not legit anymore. but thats ok for me as long as this laptop is gud to be use.



But again, unsuspectingly.. it still gave me trouble. still cant format. its stuck at the last step of completing installation. so i have no idea at all what was the prob.. i tried to ask anyone and hope someone who really know about this prob.. and every idea i tried.. but nothin good. actually i was gave up already... i gave a called to my sis, to send it to computer booth. but suddenly, my friend, yuri asked me to change to ide mode instead of ahci mode.. well i dunno how to explain the detail.. but i know where to find it.. so i changed it and thank god its working after half year i bought it.. huhu~~~

so now, it went well and rightly function.. i already sent it to my sis as her besday present... huhu~~ hope she like it. and by the time i wrote this, i was waiting for the new 2gig ram x2 for the lappy and my new 1 terabyte hardisk... hope no more trouble after this. im havin enuff trouble so far..