Semalam, pantas berlalu tanpa pesan, penuh dendam. Hari ini, kan ku coret sebuah kenangan, dalam kelam malam.. dan Esok.. masihkah hadir diri ini buat teman, aku tunduk terdiam.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Kelisa... oh Kelisa!
Yay! at last, i bought kelisa... hehe. not the car lor.. but the fish. white pearl kelisa. approx 4 inch long and 1 inch width. so happy.. its actually for my birthday present. i bought it specially for me. cost me RM150... the cheapest one though. thought im gonna buy the gold one, but frankly speaking, i cant afford it, it will cost me RM 1800. woohoo~~ anyway, im happy with this one... im gonna see 'her' grow up. nah.. i dont know either male or female. may be shemale... akakaka.. and i didnt give her a name yet! erm nothing gud come up in my mind... i will snap a pic later and give you all see my lovely kelisa.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Wack-ness-day The 13th
Kinda felt to write an entry today... its my birthday today. and nothing interesting though. i'm all alone at my cyber, and i'm not that sad.. may be i'm too much familiar with this kind situation... huhu~~ and i just waiting for the customers, and my bro went back home early this morning (and probably arrive late at night.. as usual) and obviously he doesnt care about my birthday. i knew it pretty well. he not that kind of person, and sadly, he's not talking to me since yesterday. urgh! i dont know... his bad mood got him lately, at least once a week. he sooo childish than me. and a litle bit happy when checking my phone and got some wishes from a few person i know may be close... abg cik and his lovely wife, kak zue... thanks to you both. and thanks for everything... i shud be more thankful to have u both as my bro and sis. also from my bro, my sis and my lil sis. ermm thats it. the five messages that light up my day... five is many, rite?
so, what im gonna do. ermm nothing much than my usual day, waiting, sitting and eating! hehe..
oh yesterday, its not a miracle, just accidentally... i wanna cross the road, and some stranger pass me by and make a u-turn not far from me... and i just ignore it and went to karaoke opposite my cyber, not to sing lol.. but to setting the computer as his boss aka my customer asking me to check the probs. and bla bla bla.... the non familiar stranger come to me and asked my name and so on... and i just kinda felt a little bit freaky.. but shockingly, he was my friends from school.. huhu~~ it has been almost 13 years since 1998 i didnt see him... yeah anything can happen.
ermm thats it... may be i will continue later on... i need to stop now.. to take care of my cyber and not my-grocery... hehe..
so, wish myself a happy birthday, enjoy the day, enjoy the work, enjoy the life... (mcm le aku ni kaki enjoy.. haha).
so, what im gonna do. ermm nothing much than my usual day, waiting, sitting and eating! hehe..
oh yesterday, its not a miracle, just accidentally... i wanna cross the road, and some stranger pass me by and make a u-turn not far from me... and i just ignore it and went to karaoke opposite my cyber, not to sing lol.. but to setting the computer as his boss aka my customer asking me to check the probs. and bla bla bla.... the non familiar stranger come to me and asked my name and so on... and i just kinda felt a little bit freaky.. but shockingly, he was my friends from school.. huhu~~ it has been almost 13 years since 1998 i didnt see him... yeah anything can happen.
ermm thats it... may be i will continue later on... i need to stop now.. to take care of my cyber and not my-grocery... hehe..
so, wish myself a happy birthday, enjoy the day, enjoy the work, enjoy the life... (mcm le aku ni kaki enjoy.. haha).
Sunday, January 10, 2010
New Year... New Hope...

Ni haaa~~ nk update la ni nana oit... update pon ko baca ker.. ekeke... pepun, Happy New Year 2010 to all my blog readers.. haha... ramai ker pembaca blog ku yang xpernah kontroversi nie.. xpe, syok sendiri pon jadi la.. xdela nk frust menonggeng ke apa ke nanti kan.. realize or not, it has been ten days.. but nothing to wonder, mmg masa semakin cepat berlalu kan..yang heran nyer, aku semakin malas nk update blog nie.. haha..
entry ni pon xtau nk tulis apa...
kalu nk ckp pasal new year resolution... hehe.. yg taun lepas pon x tercapai... ckp nk lost weigt.. aku gain weight ada la. pastu nk bukak branch.. tp, bukak kedai runcit abg aku plak. nk kembangkan my biz, ok la kot yg nie... skrg dh ada fotostat, scanning, laminating, binding and color printing.. ok la tu kan.. and then target sales rm100k, but only 70% je achieved. pastu apa ntah lagi.. nanti check la balik... huhu~~ so i think.. i just renew the last year nyer resolution till it fully achieved la kot!
oh ye... aritu ada order pakej lengkap kincin, ingatkan nk buat side income... tapi tu la.. bila ntah nyer nk belajar.. last2 i asked my lil' sis.. bagi copy cd kt dia... boleh la dia buat keje2 ringan cam ni sebelum due date 1st baby dia.. eh tak saba plak nk dapat anak buah2an nie... huhu~~
pastu ingat nk jadi ahli noni bsy black hair magic.. tp tup2.. they just ignore me.. bukan per, nk pakai menda alah tu.. kasi lebat balik rambutku yg gugur nie..
aritu dh beli, tapi mak oii.. mahal nk mampus kalu harga bukan ahli nie.. rm15 satu paket, satu kotak rm300 lebey.. aritu dh try beli, tp kasi kt my bro test dulu, sebab dia ada masalah uban.. tp pepun kena hold dulu... money xde la plak..
btw, semlm baru je dpt laptop yg fikereay post kan.. and its not mine... my sis asked me to buy it for her headmaster. and you know, im doing some biz here, hehe.. i just mark up the price up to RM300++.. and its all gone, i bought pendrives and some accessories for my cyber.. but i didnt tell to my sis yet. i think im gonna keep it silent about it.. yeah.. its my biz lol.. so anyone wanna order some more laptop from me?
ermm... (baper byk ermm daaa) actually, my cyber still under going maintenance... half done. and seems my customers like the new games.. but i detected some uninvited software installation already.. cinabeng tol mangkuk hayung ni kan... aku penat2 setting leklok, dia memandai je instal bukan2... dh la.. tensen tol aku ngan bebudak ni...
dah la.. nk pi mandi plak.. adey.. air plak tak dak ari nie.. hahaha.. tadi pon mandi 3 gayung air jer... hahaha....
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Messy & Sassy Day of The Year
Hola... i'm back for more... bukan untuk melepaskan perasaan cuma sekadar berceloteh di siang hari, sementara kerajinan memuncak nie kan.. hehe.. pasni confirm malas balik tuk sebulan dua... seriously, susah giler nk maintain blog nie kan.. and respect giler la sesapa yg tahan berbloging selama bertahun2... salute u all beb!
ermm dalam kerajinan berblog nie sebenarnyer im still the lazy one, last month i said im off to maintenance my cyber, but until now its still not done yet! fufufu~~~ i told to my customer, starting school holiday they all can enjoy a new game and so on.. but sadly i cant make it.. sampai skrg aku masih dok mengetest game and pilih game mana yg seswai... game yg berat2 kena buang like GTA IV, wheelman and a few games yg budak tak main.. budak2 ni main asyik tersangkut jer... ye la mana tak nyer, bukak program penuh taskbar.. memang semput la computer tu...hangin gak aku.. ops.. hehe..kalu di ikutkan, aku mmg nk taruk je semua game tu.. tapi hard disk plak ciput, 160GB jer.. adey... bajet tahun depan nk upgrade hard disk 500GB or 320Gb.. tapi.. its all money matters...
yg budak2 ni satu hal, install memcm dlm pc tu.. dh kejung pc aku dibuatnyer... virus tu x yah ckp ler... ntah apa diorang buat aku pun x tau... yg lagi hangin, budak2 donlot pakai bitcomet, ares, bearshare and ntah apa2 lagi share daa... speed dh ler 1Mbps jer.. mmg layan tenet pon sangkut2 ler.. ermm tgk la, kalu ada rezeki, tahun depan aku pi upgrade la sampai 4Mbps.. hehe.. cukup ke duit nie? nk byr bulan2 yg ni RM148 pon dh berkira2...
ntah la...
When i think back, i was made a wrong decision not long time ago... and now i must bear all the weight, tonne of loads. if before, i can save a few bucks, now its never enough. if before, i can spend money all the way i want.. but now i need to calculate each penny i spend.. duh~~ yup, this is so wrong. absolutely wrong! sorry to say my bro in law, it was so wrong to let u stay in here. i dont wanna be mean but i meant it! i know i will regret later on for what i've said, but thats my very true feeling rite now. daa.. i cant continue this anymore.. this is soo personal. ekeke... well.. sekadar catatan tuk hari tua... anyways, sorry again and again my bro in law coz i hurt you in this way... i just cant say it direct onto ur face. may be its much better this way... am i rite?
well, i just need to be strong for years to come... be strong, be patient and have a little faith...aja aja fighting!
in case my bro or my lil sis read this, please keep it for yourself.. ish budak nie.. aku lepuk kan! hehe...
.. regrets already.. ekeke.. i got a 'soft' heart.
ermm dalam kerajinan berblog nie sebenarnyer im still the lazy one, last month i said im off to maintenance my cyber, but until now its still not done yet! fufufu~~~ i told to my customer, starting school holiday they all can enjoy a new game and so on.. but sadly i cant make it.. sampai skrg aku masih dok mengetest game and pilih game mana yg seswai... game yg berat2 kena buang like GTA IV, wheelman and a few games yg budak tak main.. budak2 ni main asyik tersangkut jer... ye la mana tak nyer, bukak program penuh taskbar.. memang semput la computer tu...hangin gak aku.. ops.. hehe..kalu di ikutkan, aku mmg nk taruk je semua game tu.. tapi hard disk plak ciput, 160GB jer.. adey... bajet tahun depan nk upgrade hard disk 500GB or 320Gb.. tapi.. its all money matters...
yg budak2 ni satu hal, install memcm dlm pc tu.. dh kejung pc aku dibuatnyer... virus tu x yah ckp ler... ntah apa diorang buat aku pun x tau... yg lagi hangin, budak2 donlot pakai bitcomet, ares, bearshare and ntah apa2 lagi share daa... speed dh ler 1Mbps jer.. mmg layan tenet pon sangkut2 ler.. ermm tgk la, kalu ada rezeki, tahun depan aku pi upgrade la sampai 4Mbps.. hehe.. cukup ke duit nie? nk byr bulan2 yg ni RM148 pon dh berkira2...
ntah la...
When i think back, i was made a wrong decision not long time ago... and now i must bear all the weight, tonne of loads. if before, i can save a few bucks, now its never enough. if before, i can spend money all the way i want.. but now i need to calculate each penny i spend.. duh~~ yup, this is so wrong. absolutely wrong! sorry to say my bro in law, it was so wrong to let u stay in here. i dont wanna be mean but i meant it! i know i will regret later on for what i've said, but thats my very true feeling rite now. daa.. i cant continue this anymore.. this is soo personal. ekeke... well.. sekadar catatan tuk hari tua... anyways, sorry again and again my bro in law coz i hurt you in this way... i just cant say it direct onto ur face. may be its much better this way... am i rite?
well, i just need to be strong for years to come... be strong, be patient and have a little faith...aja aja fighting!
in case my bro or my lil sis read this, please keep it for yourself.. ish budak nie.. aku lepuk kan! hehe...
.. regrets already.. ekeke.. i got a 'soft' heart.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
@ The End...

Laaa... dh penghujung taun rupenyer... hehe.. buat2 tak perasan plak. ermm agak lama la blog ni x berupdate... hajat mmg nk update, pastu tertangguh, jap lagi la.. kejap punyer la kejap.. langsung tak terbuat... thats my worst habit. kekadang tetiba je xdak idea, cerita x seswai la, pastu tak lulus nk publish la.. ekeke...
well, one day left before we celebrate new year... mcm le aku celeb pon... its not happening in here.. just me and my biz... keep slow and steady.. adeyy.. bila nk berkembang nie... actually many bad thing things happen in this very December..dan semuanyer menjadikan aku seorang yg agak mental.. haha...
semalam baru je lepas perasaan kt dua daun pintu, ntah apa rasuk aku.. tetiba bergaduh ngan pintu.. tak pasal2 tanganku bengkak dan berdarah... its bad. ni pon lebam2 lagi.. xleh nk genggam pon.. actually it all about the money... yeah.. money can make me goes insane..huhu~~ dasat ooo kuasa duit... mana aku tak marah.. abg ipar aku ni mmg saje cari pasal.. dh tau duit tak xde.. yg pi kasi pinjam ngan kawan yg kenal sehari dua tu apsal.. masalahnyer bile xde duit, pandai plak mintak.. adeiii~~~~ mental aku dibuatnyer...
last week, i lost my connection for whole weeks, sengal gak tm nie... aku report tenet slow, ntah apa dia reset kt sana... last2 langsung takde connection.. hangin gak aku.. x pasal2 my biz close for the whole weeks.. ckp leh settle dlm 2 hari.. pastu memandai2 taruk due date hari jumaat, aku suruh la settle kan gak.. yg korang bodoh sgt tu apsal.. pastu suka hati mak bapak dia postpone due date lagi 2 hari... kepala hangguk tol diorang nie... sempat gak la aku maki2 kt service center tu.. yg tak bleh blah diorang hang up on me.. cinabeng tol! aku repot kan x pasal2 dia ni kena buang keje...
x pasal2 poket ku kering.. ye la.. duit masuk hari2.. pakai pon hari2... bila seminggu biz x jalan.. agak terasa la... saket2..
ermm.. buat sakit hati je aku nulis blog nie... stop la dulu... hangin lagi nie... kan x pasal2 ngan blog ni aku bergaduh.. ekeke...
itulah sedikit kisah penghujung tahun yg mental... huhu~~~
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