Messy & Sassy Day of The Year

Hola... i'm back for more... bukan untuk melepaskan perasaan cuma sekadar berceloteh di siang hari, sementara kerajinan memuncak nie kan.. hehe.. pasni confirm malas balik tuk sebulan dua... seriously, susah giler nk maintain blog nie kan.. and respect giler la sesapa yg tahan berbloging selama bertahun2... salute u all beb!

ermm dalam kerajinan berblog nie sebenarnyer im still the lazy one, last month i said im off to maintenance my cyber, but until now its still not done yet! fufufu~~~ i told to my customer, starting school holiday they all can enjoy a new game and so on.. but sadly i cant make it.. sampai skrg aku masih dok mengetest game and pilih game mana yg seswai... game yg berat2 kena buang like GTA IV, wheelman and a few games yg budak tak main.. budak2 ni main asyik tersangkut jer... ye la mana tak nyer, bukak program penuh taskbar.. memang semput la computer tu...hangin gak aku.. ops.. hehe..kalu di ikutkan, aku mmg nk taruk je semua game tu.. tapi hard disk plak ciput, 160GB jer.. adey... bajet tahun depan nk upgrade hard disk 500GB or 320Gb.. tapi.. its all money matters...

yg budak2 ni satu hal, install memcm dlm pc tu.. dh kejung pc aku dibuatnyer... virus tu x yah ckp ler... ntah apa diorang buat aku pun x tau... yg lagi hangin, budak2 donlot pakai bitcomet, ares, bearshare and ntah apa2 lagi share daa... speed dh ler 1Mbps jer.. mmg layan tenet pon sangkut2 ler.. ermm tgk la, kalu ada rezeki, tahun depan aku pi upgrade la sampai 4Mbps.. hehe.. cukup ke duit nie? nk byr bulan2 yg ni RM148 pon dh berkira2...

ntah la...

When i think back, i was made a wrong decision not long time ago... and now i must bear all the weight, tonne of loads. if before, i can save a few bucks, now its never enough. if before, i can spend money all the way i want.. but now i need to calculate each penny i spend.. duh~~ yup, this is so wrong. absolutely wrong! sorry to say my bro in law, it was so wrong to let u stay in here. i dont wanna be mean but i meant it! i know i will regret later on for what i've said, but thats my very true feeling rite now. daa.. i cant continue this anymore.. this is soo personal. ekeke... well.. sekadar catatan tuk hari tua... anyways, sorry again and again my bro in law coz i hurt you in this way... i just cant say it direct onto ur face. may be its much better this way... am i rite?

well, i just need to be strong for years to come... be strong, be patient and have a little faith...aja aja fighting!

in case my bro or my lil sis read this, please keep it for yourself.. ish budak nie.. aku lepuk kan! hehe...

.. regrets already.. ekeke.. i got a 'soft' heart.

@ The End...

Laaa... dh penghujung taun rupenyer... hehe.. buat2 tak perasan plak. ermm agak lama la blog ni x berupdate... hajat mmg nk update, pastu tertangguh, jap lagi la.. kejap punyer la kejap.. langsung tak terbuat... thats my worst habit. kekadang tetiba je xdak idea, cerita x seswai la, pastu tak lulus nk publish la.. ekeke...

well, one day left before we celebrate new year... mcm le aku celeb pon... its not happening in here.. just me and my biz... keep slow and steady.. adeyy.. bila nk berkembang nie... actually many bad thing things happen in this very December..dan semuanyer menjadikan aku seorang yg agak mental.. haha...

semalam baru je lepas perasaan kt dua daun pintu, ntah apa rasuk aku.. tetiba bergaduh ngan pintu.. tak pasal2 tanganku bengkak dan berdarah... its bad. ni pon lebam2 lagi.. xleh nk genggam pon.. actually it all about the money... yeah.. money can make me goes insane..huhu~~ dasat ooo kuasa duit... mana aku tak marah.. abg ipar aku ni mmg saje cari pasal.. dh tau duit tak xde.. yg pi kasi pinjam ngan kawan yg kenal sehari dua tu apsal.. masalahnyer bile xde duit, pandai plak mintak.. adeiii~~~~ mental aku dibuatnyer...

last week, i lost my connection for whole weeks, sengal gak tm nie... aku report tenet slow, ntah apa dia reset kt sana... last2 langsung takde connection.. hangin gak aku.. x pasal2 my biz close for the whole weeks.. ckp leh settle dlm 2 hari.. pastu memandai2 taruk due date hari jumaat, aku suruh la settle kan gak.. yg korang bodoh sgt tu apsal.. pastu suka hati mak bapak dia postpone due date lagi 2 hari... kepala hangguk tol diorang nie... sempat gak la aku maki2 kt service center tu.. yg tak bleh blah diorang hang up on me.. cinabeng tol! aku repot kan x pasal2 dia ni kena buang keje...
x pasal2 poket ku kering.. ye la.. duit masuk hari2.. pakai pon hari2... bila seminggu biz x jalan.. agak terasa la... saket2..

ermm.. buat sakit hati je aku nulis blog nie... stop la dulu... hangin lagi nie... kan x pasal2 ngan blog ni aku bergaduh.. ekeke...

itulah sedikit kisah penghujung tahun yg mental... huhu~~~