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Thought of the day

2011-05-11T04:43:00.005+08:00

Copy paste from email :))

Today before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak

Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat

Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion

Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren

Before you argue about your dirty house; someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet

And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around

Life is a gift
Live it...
Enjoy it...
Celebrate it...
And fulfill it.

And while you are at it give love to someone today
Love someone with what you do and the words you say
Love is not meant to be kept locked inside of us and hidden
So give it away "Give Love to someone today!"

Happy Mothers Day

2011-05-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

She's All I Ever Had

2011-04-14T05:56:00.006+08:00

::sekadar gambar hiasan::

I feel like a song without the words,

a man without a soul,

a bird without its wings,

a heart without a home.

I feel like a knight without a sword,

a sky without the sun,

cause you are the one.

I feel like a ship beneath the waves,

a child who's lost its way,

a door without a key,

a face without a name.

I feel like a breath without the air,

and everyday's the same,

since you've gone away.

"Never Gonna Leave Your Side"

Daniel Bedingfield

The BaBy was Arrived!

2011-03-15T13:26:00.004+08:00

i touch and i feel u... your curve body, ur slim body make me want u more and more... u make me feel so good, u wake up my long sleep desire. my heart beat so fast when u speak to my ears. my eyes open wide when i see you in front of me.. unbelievable! finally, u fall in my hands. i wont let u go... i will hold u tight. My BaBy You... wahahaha~~~

This why im so happy!!! yippie! yippie! but remember, it wasnt mine. haha.

thanks to jali express for send it to me by hand. special delivery from KL.

p/s: oh no.. i got caught in cough again... cant sleep well, cant work well. i need a holy-day.

My Week was End!

2011-03-13T04:45:00.004+08:00

My weekend was over! filled with sickness. how come i got a fever again. but this time was so different, its a high fever. i put a wet towel on my forehead and its dried in like 5 secs... gam gajah pun kering in 10 secs. dasat woo~~ my body was shivering and shaking. i double and then triple my blankets + my 3 inches lemak tepu but still no used at all. chilled to my bones. plus the rain outside make me more felt like im freezing or am i burning??? coz im felt so hot. its weird.. and i confused. long to short, its a fever. ermm... it has been rain for 2 days or so. in this situation, im better just lazily lying in my room at the back of my cyber.. it not like nothing to do but nothing i can do for that moment. bored to death. luckily i got computer with wireless in my room. hehe. So HA is still on. so dang addicted lol.. and for my business, thankfully i got my superwoman assistant to handle all that kind of things for morning to evening shift and night im closed and no business for 2 nights. thats it i guess. just a quick and short update from me. its 6 o'clock in the morning. need to rest my head. a little bit dizzy.

btw, cant wait for jali 'express' to come by tomorrow morning. there is a package for me. yay! not really for me but im happy!

I Got a T-T-Ticket!!!

2011-02-25T02:15:00.003+08:00

HELL-O YEAH!! i got a ticket. not a ticket to ride. but the ticket dang straight to jail. im freaking scared that day the man showed up. dunno what to do. got my nerve ups and downs. so fast. cant breath. cant think. cant act. i juz cant. it was my 1st time. arghh!!! hope no 2nd time. nah~~ i've been targeting for the next year. dey~~~

a man in complete brown suit, from MBKT came to my grocery while i was having a sweet and yummy dreamin. shockingly and instantly i woke up. took my time. breath in and out. try to think what should i say even my brain freeze and completely stop. i forced myself to see him waiting for me outside. and thank god, he looked nice and gentle to me, totally different from the one in my imaginary cloudy head. he shook my hand and smile. still it wasnt comfort me. make my body having a goosebumps. im sweat. try to say a thing that he might already know. without a word, but a smile he opened the file and wrote sumthin on the blue paper. yay! its a ticket for me. sadly, only one. if i got 2, im gonna share with you. ha-ha! its a compound worth RM250. ho-ho. then he said, "its okoay, its nothing. take this and go see whatever his name and pay for it. u still can nego the price. i'll come again next year and the year after and on and on until or even u have the permit." so every year im gonna spend RM250 for nothing.. hell NO. am i gonna pay this???? when pigs fly...

i said that, but inner me stil worried to think of that... what should i do eh??

I Need My Boo...b

2011-02-15T19:42:00.004+08:00

(sekadar gambar hiasan) kepada tuan gambo, jgn marah ek. pinjam sat, nk bagi seri sket my blog nie... and its not against the law pon kan? hehe. dan kepada pembaca, dont ask, dont tell. tgk boleh, usik jgn.

daa~~

p/s: kalu tuan nyer x izin, jus tell me, i will delete it asap. :)

Today is Saturday!

2011-02-12T14:49:00.003+08:00

Guess what?? i juz completely 'alive' again from those misery 'pain-in-the-ass' last few days, but still got the flu. well at least im better. so im back on track, my business is going on like usual day. and need an extra money to pay the bills and the rent. so need to work hard after a few days closed. its twelfth in february and still not pay the rent yet, huhu. the bills will keep comin on in the middle of the month. duh! thinking of this things make me headache.

so nothing interesting happen. not much. ermm did i told u that i bought a new aquarium for my baby kelisa. its 4 feet long and 2 feet width. cost me 300bucks though! its a gift for myself on my birthday. now many baby kelisa can move around freely as she bigger by now... i still didnt gave her a name, and i just call her baby kelisa coz i like it that way.

and did i said about the snake in my grocery! becoz of that i cant sleep for a couple nites. make me feel creepy and uncomfortable like sumthing slimy and sliperry all over my body. urgh! it still give me goosebumps juz to think of it. and becoz of that my mum send the xterminators and free housekeeping for me. hehe. my brother with her wife come down ASAP to throw all the trash away and my shop was in good condition for a couple days. now it back to the old one. a mass of mess.

thats it for today. i'll be back again.

Kicking the Sicking

2011-01-22T03:31:00.003+08:00

SICK. pain in the ass. dun play with my ass.. its sick! uhuk! its my cough, sorry. its been a few days i've been in hazy dizzly situation, sore throat came first, then headache, follow by flu and now cough... what next?? well full package, isnt it? daa.. just wanna check out my blog and update it. its not gud time to story. my head kinda heavy, my eyes kind blurry. and something flowing out from my nose... yuck! ha-ha.

nite, see ya when i see ya. and miss u.

The Day The Man Stood Still...

2011-01-13T14:14:00.000+08:00

Its my birthday today. and i 28 by now. AM I? a big question mark there. ha-ha. it suppose like WOW or OH YEAH or sumthin hip hip hooray but for me its kinda unbelievable and unimaginable. still dun believe that i was 28 by now. and sadly its truth; fact and concrete. no more objection. neways, nothin special and nothin interesting and i just having a usual and normal day. what a boring birthday. its ok i guess coz i have no special one to celebrate with. being alone on my birthday is the saddest day. yeah im the sad man, poor me. on 2nd guess its not ok at all. i wish im with her by now but its too late. but hey, i still got my frenz. again, AM I? i'm okay with a few frenz coz im not that friendly. let it be a distance and a big gap. i kinda like that way. to conclude, nothing special on my bday and its not like i hope something miracle or magical happen. nonsense.

so as i in the late 20s, i juz hope that i will find my gal soon, my special one. the one who accept me as i am. the one who understand me the way i am. and always by my side in whatever situation it is. the one who give me strength whenever i was weak. the one who can take care of me. the one who love me and love me whoever i am. woohoo.

Indahnya Hidup Bersyariat

2011-01-09T17:06:00.004+08:00

This is early gift form my sister, i guess. i got it yes-two-days. it has been a few years i didnt read any book or even a novel. sigh. no money to buy one lor.. plus no bookstore like mph or popular over here. do i need to open the bookstore then? woohoo~~ in my dream la.

so many thanks to my sis for giving me this book. its really a good one. and hope i can use it as a guide and as a reference in the future.

impatiently i opened it and the first chapter i read it was chapter 5 -munakahad- hehe. hurmm and hurmm.. the rest of the chapter can wait longer. ha-ha!

so for those who dont have it yet, go grab one in the bookstore. it must have.

p/s: sis.. may i have anoather gift for my besday?

a little twisty witchy wishes...

2011-01-07T00:40:00.006+08:00

Ayoyo.. no azam list for this new year la. aiseh, lupa daa. ermm actually, yg tahun lepas pon belum tercapai. so kiv la dulu. haha. but i think i got my wishes list for my besday. harap2 ada la incik santa membacanyer.. hohoho~~~

this is what comes in my mind for this moment...

1. i want PS3 with 40 inch lcd tv.
haha.. bolehkah? sudah lama mengidam nk sentuh ps3 nie.. tp belum kesampaian. how sad. ermm think of ps3 make me remember of my ps2. how she doing over there at damansara. hope she doing fine. hope she not lonely without me. can i get it back? but how?

2. i want a lappy..
bukak cyber, tp laptop sebijik pon xde. komang tol. erm at least kena la ada sebijik kan. hehe. kalu x acer, hp ker.. sony viao pon jadilah.

3. i want a watch..
kalu leh tag hueur mmg cun. tak pon yg limited edition tu..apa ntah namanyer. my last watch i gave it to my dad, dh dia berkenan. kasi je la.. itu pon hadiah from my sis.

4. i want blackberry or iphone4
bukan nk pakai sgt pon.. nk tgk je pebenda yg best sgt ngan tipon nie... cam satio hari tu la.. bila dh dpt, xde la best sgt. biasa je pon. nothing interesting beside 12 mega pixel camera. ceh!

5. i want a gold arowana..
haha.. dh mengarut nie... my whity silver arowana was well grown up. dh besar panjang pon. so nk la kena ada teman kan... xde la lonely sgt..

6. i want a girlfriend
ahaks! mabuk kepayan dah nie... not normal gf. but the special one. incik santa tlg anto satu yer... asap.

ermm ini aje wish list tuk kali nie.. harap2 ada yg mendengarnyer...

No, No and No. oh No!

2011-01-06T18:22:00.004+08:00

No luck! either with the girl or with my life itself. *sigh*. need to try harder and smarter. need more space... need more time. need more money too eh? haha. i guess so. but the biggest problem is me and myself; no confidence, no determination, no clue at all for what i want in my life. see why? i dunno what i want. what i need or what i have to do. so clueless. thats why she hate me. woohoo.

No time! liar! there is a time. but still not enough. means poor time management. and thats me. most of my times i dedicated to my job, my unstable business (for a moment). so sorry to say, i have no time to go out, to take a leave or holiday.. why is hard to understand. it is not enuf with phone calls (even more ignored than answered), sms or once in a while went out and have a dinner. enuff la tuu kan? tp pernah ke?

No chemistry. iye la kot.. we so much different. u tried to change me so much in no time. and i love the way i am. dont bossy me around. its over.

No money. a'a mmg xde sesen pon skrg nie. thats why i keje bagai nk rak. (tido pon byk sebenarnyer) hehe. i xde harta, xde rumah, xde kereta. i have nothing. but i have a big heart with a big dreams... and sadly u dont care about it like i care about you.

No talk. dont talk too much. yeah i know i not that talkative. im prefer silent than lousy bitchy chatty big f*cking mouth. im person with less talk and just say a few important words. unless i found something interesting... hehe.

No topic. haha.. sebenarnyer xde topik nk citer.. sebab tu i melaluk mengarut mencarut di petang hari nie. sowy guys u had to listen to crappy story. END.

Chris Young - The Man I Want to Be

2011-01-04T03:10:00.004+08:00

God I'm down here on my knees
Cause it's the last place left to fall
Beggin' for another chance
If there's any chance at all
That you might still be listenin'
Lovin' and forgivin' guys like me

I've spent my whole life gettin' it all wrong
And I sure could use your help just from now on
I wanna be a good man
A do like I should man
I wanna be the kind of man the mirror likes to see
I wanna be a strong man
And admit that I was wrong man
God I'm askin’ you to come change me
Into the man I wanna be

If there's any way for her and me to make another start
Could you see what you could do
To put some love back in her heart
Cause it gonna to take a miracle
After all I've done to really make her see

That I wanna be a stay man
I wanna be a brave man
I wanna be the kind of man she sees in her dreams
God I wanna be your man
And I wanna be her man
God I only hope she still believes
In the man I wanna be

Well I know this late at night that talk is cheap
But Lord don't give up on me yeah

I wanna be a givin' man
I wanna really start livin' man
God I'm askin’ you to come change me
Into the man I wanna be

LoVe oR No LoVe???

2011-01-04T02:11:00.004+08:00

I still love her. but she doesnt. dang! im the worst man ever. well.. im available for now. come and grab me. haha. well i'm still can make some jokes by now. its no one fault. no one to blame... and yeah i like the blame goes onto me. my life kinda messed up. twisted a little bit. im hanged! please restart me. duh~~ frustrated. devastated. unrated!

luckily.... the above statements is all a lie. hahahaha~~~~ well who knows?? just let it be. hey, the world doesnt end here. keep on dude! hope so... and why i keep on falling, crumbling flowing away and away. sway like a kite without the rope. blows away where the wind blows. distant and distant. till i cant see u anymore. damn!

what else dot dot dot its pain. its hurt so damn gud. is this love. nah.. its no love. its sumthin else.. dunno how to describe. dunno how to tell. dunno how to say... just feel it and u will know. ah-ha its all lie. i love to tell lie. im the liar. but why i cant sleep. always thinking of her. no its not. i dont wanna think of her but its keeping haunting me. always come to my vision. screaming to my head. and whispering to my ears.. and i cant pull it off. cant shut it off. cant turn it off. oh damn. just let me sleep! and then its over. peace in my mind. no more sweet dream. just sleep in silent. even my eyes full of tears.

our story end here. thanks for being a part of me. thanks for make my days. thanks for everything. thanks for your love. thanks and thank you. may be im not gud enough for you. may be.

p/s: i dunno why i write such a scary story tonite.. is it scary? hahaha.. yeah to me. weii geli lah.

Update Lagi.. hohoho~~~

2010-12-30T19:11:00.003+08:00

ermmmmmm nk update ke tak? update ke tak ek? update ke tak nie? oitt nk update ke tak! lantak la nk update ke tak. hahaha... dh update pon....

Selamat tahun baru... semoga sukses selalu...

Eh! Eh!... ada FB la plak!

2010-12-08T05:27:00.003+08:00

Juz nk haloo je kt korang nie... sejak dua menjak nie.. tetiba plak active berfacebook. so kalu sesapa nk add saya.. add la.. saya x kisah. hikhik! semuanye budak2 (my customers) ni nyer pasal.. they all so pushy. then paksa main happy aquarium.. giler ketagih dibuatnyer. haha. actually dh lama ada facebook. tp x pernah usik pon. malas! sampai skrg pon x abis explore. bukak fb, main hepi aquarium. itu aje keje aku. haha.. itu aje tuk hari nie. sungguh bersejarah kan?

kepada member forum, korang lepak mana plak skrg nie? ada forum baru ka? kalu ada, kasi tau la, boleh la guy jenguk2, usha2 apa yg patut. boring gak nie...

LOL.. Forget lah plak!!!

2010-12-01T16:47:00.004+08:00

Haha.. rasanyer aku dh lupa yg aku ni ada blog dan perlu diupdate... aku masih sayang blog aku. sayang sangat2. maafkan abg ye yang.. ekeke.. itulah sandiwara aku di suatu petang ditemani gerimis.. ohh, i love it.. the rainy day. so what i've been up to latety? actually juz doin my daily life, the routine. its kinda keep me bz and bz. and make me forget this maya world for awhile. its good thing though. xde la aku buang masa ngadap pc 24/7 je kan.. tp kalu xde pc.. kinda boring la plak. entah lah. we need each other gitu. ni pun sebab x bukak kedai, stomachache punye pasal.. ada la skit masa to spent it on my blog to write sumthin get off my chest. tgk member nyer blog.. semuanyer berupdate.. baguih. jeles pon ada.

ermm ermm ermm sebenarnyer dh lupa apa yg nk ditulis.. byk sgt, so dunno where shud i start... haha.. rasanyer biarlah ia berlalu saja... no need to story. and at least im update my blog. hikhik!

Refreshing... Start a New One

2010-09-15T01:12:00.003+08:00

Its been 2 months i was handle these business alone... cyber and grocery. think my last wish come true. either one of us must get out for one of us to survive. hoho. and its the reason why i dont have so much time to update my blog or chatting or hanging around.. so sorry guys. and hope its not too late to wish u guys SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. and pray for my luck and success in this kind of world. and thats it for now.. im need some rest. ermm dunno when will i have time again to update this blog... hope u guy stay tune by the time i come back. huhu..

My DSLR was taken away

2010-09-15T00:57:00.004+08:00

My DSLR was stolen! O-o~~
but it was for gud coz i didnt use it at all..
no time for snapping around. thee..

A New Challenge: Nikon D5000

2010-05-05T01:17:00.003+08:00

Awesome! i got a second surprise for ya... for the first time in my life, i touch and feel this kind of camera... i dunno what u guys called it, but for me it just a camera. its nikon D5000 as the pic above. ermm still not use to it, and obviously its take alot of time to use it like an amateur and take alot of skill and experience to be a pro.. ekeke. but just let me use it my way. everything is just try and error. ermm since no one in my family dunno how to use it, automatically it will be mine. haha.. its okay i think coz my sis already have a canon s90 and HF21. so its not a big deal. thats it la kot. gonna explore my new camera. say cheese! snap-snap!

Leaving On... Living In

2010-05-04T17:58:00.001+08:00

Just get back home! fuh~~~ and quickly turn on my sis lappy and get connected to the internet. walla! its been a week and so no internet in my life. i have the phone but it cost me so expensive la~~ feel so release and alive.. haha. i didnt plan to get back home... but it the best thing to do now plus this is the first time in 2010 i get home. huhu~~ i just had some arguing with my bro in law yesterday and he left me no choice. sort of. it just a small thing. dont bother. plus the reconstruction still not done and still many thing to do.. and it doesnt attach me at all. so i left him doing his job! plus he obviously like it. i even didnt tell him i went home like he did to me, he went out of nowhere leaving me alone and get back late at nite. he dare me and thats what he got. and to be more devilish, i didnt leave him any penny. ha-ha. well sure he can survive with a few buck left with him. he have another option actually, his grocery is ready to reopen. so just open it while he doing the works! so he can get some money. the day before, i plan to take care of his grocery while he doing the wiring thing... but after that mouthy war.. nah~~ its not an option for me. boring with this kind of life... and why its bothering me. its like what i thought, this thing will never end... unless one of us get out.. ermm. and its already happen, even my cyber still not open yet! it fast than i thought.
im tired and need some more rest.. daa~~ [dunno why im so tired, may be i slept the whole day yesterday... ekekeke]

any one can gave me and advise.. what shud i do with this kind of life?

Me & Satio > Lovely Couple

2010-04-21T14:11:00.004+08:00

HOHOHO~~~ i get surprise for ya! and for me too~~ i just received my new shining phone yesterday. its sony ericsson satio... not bad la. and i still cant get use to it. puas cari button nk tekan, rupanyer touch screen la plak.. ish xreti haku.. ekeke. x sempat nk explore pon lagi. sekali pandang, nothing special about it. but i love it. hehe..ermm thats it. just wanna tell u i got my new phone..

Currently On Heavy Duty...

2010-04-20T13:43:00.005+08:00

hehe.. no story to tell.. just wanna update my blog after leaving her for such a long time. ermmm... im glad to write and give u an update about my new cyber, still under construction and renovation... but i can wait no more. the color changed to orange, no more purple and green.. dowh~~ the area is not much different... but may be more comfortable. no more thickheaded owner, thats the most important thing. thought i can get more spaces than the old one..but its not. the renovation will last until May, meaning i need to pay an extra rent. huhu~~ erm what else?

oh btw, last friday i just have a small arguing with my bro about the new shop.. i told him, its better if only him and his grocery to move out.. so he can get the whole spaces.. and i get more spaces too (even its shabby old shack). plus, i do not need to close my cyber. so does him. feel so sad to close my business even for awhile. on the contrary, he did not agree with me... dunno what his reason... in my head, its only that he can pay the rent by himself. thee thee~~

and for the time being, im the only one in charge for cyber and the grocery and the between.. obviously its tiring.. run in and outside. think im gonna lose my weight.. fufufu~~ while my bro relaxing doing the renovation with his friends... ceh~~ im a bit of jealous in here.. and i just keep pushing him to do it faster... make it finish and done by this april.. hahaha.. even though i know its impossible with his slowy motion and relaxing style of work...arghh i hate it! he's havin a laugh and gud time with renovation while im in tension with the bunch of crappy customer. mana tak nyer... baru je nk duduk ngadap pc, "bang rokok sebatang", "Bang Nok Beli", "bang nok tambah", "bang restart pc".. and so on. arghh.. hangin tol...

i'll pop out again to brag on of course. ja na~~~

Currently Muzzy Busy

2010-03-31T15:53:00.003+08:00

Holla... i'm back for awhile and be gone for the rest of the month, may be. im quite bz dealing with the new owner and gladly i will move out from this old shabby shack somewhere, some times in april... so i will not online for the time being. fufufu~~

ermm thats it. need to go and i will come back later.. promise.

Currently on Leaving...

2010-03-16T19:31:00.001+08:00

.....gone for good.... and be back for nothing! hehe...

Here I am... Missing U

2010-02-16T22:32:00.004+08:00

Salam all, sorry for letting u down. i've been around somewhere else... blogging and doing my thing. hehe. actually im out of hand in here... so many things to do.. yet i got a little time... ahh~~ alasan je tu. huahuahua~~ memang la kena bagi alasan, takkan la nk bagi penampar plak. i've been sick lately, not lethal but common la... as far as i remember, since my birthday lagi... sakit datang x putus... (cam my customer jerk.. haha), mula2 sakit pinggang for a week, and then i got flu+headache.. next my leg.. and until now, my leg still in bad condition. still feel the pain. ermm mungkin byk dosa... its the first thing came up in my mind. haa.. morning sick pon ada.. not that kind of morning sick.. my morning sick is i cant wake up in the morning.. haha..

oh btw, my kelisa was grown up so fast.. now she around 6 inches long.. fuh~ cant believe it u know.. i think, next month i need to change the aquarium to 4 feet long or bigger... she seems not freely moving around in that small tank. kesian plak. i need to save around RM600++ la jugak.. adey~~~ and last 2 weeks, she jump out from the aquarium and drop onto floor, 1.7m height! she's got some scratch on her back... risau aku dibuatnyer.. my bro punye pasal la nie.. ada plak lupa tutup cover...
picture xde lagik.. susah tol nk snap.. she non staop moving u know...

apa lagi nk cerita ek.. tadi byk.. skrg dh lupa+malas daa... haha.. ni pun penyakit jugak nie...

oh ye, nk buat iklan la sket.. alang dh terlanjur kan... i need assistant for my blog's cyber, the requirement is simple.. mesti la rajin berblog.. hehe.. for posting artikel, lawak, video and so on la.. nk kasi meriah sket... so that i can spend my time on my third blog.. business's blog. huhu~~ xde la acah2 jer.. (but ada la dlm my plan list). so sesapa berminat sila melaporkan diri anda kepada saya. xde had umur, x kira jantina and its your own free will, x de paksaan.

check it out! CYBER QUEST BLOG , still nothing, baru nk naik... so kerjasama drp pihak anda amatlah dihargai.

be right back... feel free to feel boring... haha..

p/s: kekadang tu jeles plak tgk org rajin dan malas update blog... yg rajin tu, cam no la dia leh keep up, aku yg keje ngadap pc 24 jam ni pon x terlayan. yang malas tu plak, entah la.. lebey kurang idup segan, mampus xmo. haha~~~

Kelisa... oh Kelisa!

2010-01-16T20:49:00.004+08:00

Yay! at last, i bought kelisa... hehe. not the car lor.. but the fish. white pearl kelisa. approx 4 inch long and 1 inch width. so happy.. its actually for my birthday present. i bought it specially for me. cost me RM150... the cheapest one though. thought im gonna buy the gold one, but frankly speaking, i cant afford it, it will cost me RM 1800. woohoo~~ anyway, im happy with this one... im gonna see 'her' grow up. nah.. i dont know either male or female. may be shemale... akakaka.. and i didnt give her a name yet! erm nothing gud come up in my mind... i will snap a pic later and give you all see my lovely kelisa.

Wack-ness-day The 13th

2010-01-13T12:59:00.007+08:00

Kinda felt to write an entry today... its my birthday today. and nothing interesting though. i'm all alone at my cyber, and i'm not that sad.. may be i'm too much familiar with this kind situation... huhu~~ and i just waiting for the customers, and my bro went back home early this morning (and probably arrive late at night.. as usual) and obviously he doesnt care about my birthday. i knew it pretty well. he not that kind of person, and sadly, he's not talking to me since yesterday. urgh! i dont know... his bad mood got him lately, at least once a week. he sooo childish than me. and a litle bit happy when checking my phone and got some wishes from a few person i know may be close... abg cik and his lovely wife, kak zue... thanks to you both. and thanks for everything... i shud be more thankful to have u both as my bro and sis. also from my bro, my sis and my lil sis. ermm thats it. the five messages that light up my day... five is many, rite?

so, what im gonna do. ermm nothing much than my usual day, waiting, sitting and eating! hehe..

oh yesterday, its not a miracle, just accidentally... i wanna cross the road, and some stranger pass me by and make a u-turn not far from me... and i just ignore it and went to karaoke opposite my cyber, not to sing lol.. but to setting the computer as his boss aka my customer asking me to check the probs. and bla bla bla.... the non familiar stranger come to me and asked my name and so on... and i just kinda felt a little bit freaky.. but shockingly, he was my friends from school.. huhu~~ it has been almost 13 years since 1998 i didnt see him... yeah anything can happen.

ermm thats it... may be i will continue later on... i need to stop now.. to take care of my cyber and not my-grocery... hehe..

so, wish myself a happy birthday, enjoy the day, enjoy the work, enjoy the life... (mcm le aku ni kaki enjoy.. haha).

New Year... New Hope...

2010-01-10T15:10:00.004+08:00

Ni haaa~~ nk update la ni nana oit... update pon ko baca ker.. ekeke... pepun, Happy New Year 2010 to all my blog readers.. haha... ramai ker pembaca blog ku yang xpernah kontroversi nie.. xpe, syok sendiri pon jadi la.. xdela nk frust menonggeng ke apa ke nanti kan.. realize or not, it has been ten days.. but nothing to wonder, mmg masa semakin cepat berlalu kan..yang heran nyer, aku semakin malas nk update blog nie.. haha..

entry ni pon xtau nk tulis apa...

kalu nk ckp pasal new year resolution... hehe.. yg taun lepas pon x tercapai... ckp nk lost weigt.. aku gain weight ada la. pastu nk bukak branch.. tp, bukak kedai runcit abg aku plak. nk kembangkan my biz, ok la kot yg nie... skrg dh ada fotostat, scanning, laminating, binding and color printing.. ok la tu kan.. and then target sales rm100k, but only 70% je achieved. pastu apa ntah lagi.. nanti check la balik... huhu~~ so i think.. i just renew the last year nyer resolution till it fully achieved la kot!

oh ye... aritu ada order pakej lengkap kincin, ingatkan nk buat side income... tapi tu la.. bila ntah nyer nk belajar.. last2 i asked my lil' sis.. bagi copy cd kt dia... boleh la dia buat keje2 ringan cam ni sebelum due date 1st baby dia.. eh tak saba plak nk dapat anak buah2an nie... huhu~~

pastu ingat nk jadi ahli noni bsy black hair magic.. tp tup2.. they just ignore me.. bukan per, nk pakai menda alah tu.. kasi lebat balik rambutku yg gugur nie..
aritu dh beli, tapi mak oii.. mahal nk mampus kalu harga bukan ahli nie.. rm15 satu paket, satu kotak rm300 lebey.. aritu dh try beli, tp kasi kt my bro test dulu, sebab dia ada masalah uban.. tp pepun kena hold dulu... money xde la plak..

btw, semlm baru je dpt laptop yg fikereay post kan.. and its not mine... my sis asked me to buy it for her headmaster. and you know, im doing some biz here, hehe.. i just mark up the price up to RM300++.. and its all gone, i bought pendrives and some accessories for my cyber.. but i didnt tell to my sis yet. i think im gonna keep it silent about it.. yeah.. its my biz lol.. so anyone wanna order some more laptop from me?

ermm... (baper byk ermm daaa) actually, my cyber still under going maintenance... half done. and seems my customers like the new games.. but i detected some uninvited software installation already.. cinabeng tol mangkuk hayung ni kan... aku penat2 setting leklok, dia memandai je instal bukan2... dh la.. tensen tol aku ngan bebudak ni...

dah la.. nk pi mandi plak.. adey.. air plak tak dak ari nie.. hahaha.. tadi pon mandi 3 gayung air jer... hahaha....

Messy & Sassy Day of The Year

2009-12-31T14:02:00.003+08:00

Hola... i'm back for more... bukan untuk melepaskan perasaan cuma sekadar berceloteh di siang hari, sementara kerajinan memuncak nie kan.. hehe.. pasni confirm malas balik tuk sebulan dua... seriously, susah giler nk maintain blog nie kan.. and respect giler la sesapa yg tahan berbloging selama bertahun2... salute u all beb!

ermm dalam kerajinan berblog nie sebenarnyer im still the lazy one, last month i said im off to maintenance my cyber, but until now its still not done yet! fufufu~~~ i told to my customer, starting school holiday they all can enjoy a new game and so on.. but sadly i cant make it.. sampai skrg aku masih dok mengetest game and pilih game mana yg seswai... game yg berat2 kena buang like GTA IV, wheelman and a few games yg budak tak main.. budak2 ni main asyik tersangkut jer... ye la mana tak nyer, bukak program penuh taskbar.. memang semput la computer tu...hangin gak aku.. ops.. hehe..kalu di ikutkan, aku mmg nk taruk je semua game tu.. tapi hard disk plak ciput, 160GB jer.. adey... bajet tahun depan nk upgrade hard disk 500GB or 320Gb.. tapi.. its all money matters...

yg budak2 ni satu hal, install memcm dlm pc tu.. dh kejung pc aku dibuatnyer... virus tu x yah ckp ler... ntah apa diorang buat aku pun x tau... yg lagi hangin, budak2 donlot pakai bitcomet, ares, bearshare and ntah apa2 lagi share daa... speed dh ler 1Mbps jer.. mmg layan tenet pon sangkut2 ler.. ermm tgk la, kalu ada rezeki, tahun depan aku pi upgrade la sampai 4Mbps.. hehe.. cukup ke duit nie? nk byr bulan2 yg ni RM148 pon dh berkira2...

ntah la...

When i think back, i was made a wrong decision not long time ago... and now i must bear all the weight, tonne of loads. if before, i can save a few bucks, now its never enough. if before, i can spend money all the way i want.. but now i need to calculate each penny i spend.. duh~~ yup, this is so wrong. absolutely wrong! sorry to say my bro in law, it was so wrong to let u stay in here. i dont wanna be mean but i meant it! i know i will regret later on for what i've said, but thats my very true feeling rite now. daa.. i cant continue this anymore.. this is soo personal. ekeke... well.. sekadar catatan tuk hari tua... anyways, sorry again and again my bro in law coz i hurt you in this way... i just cant say it direct onto ur face. may be its much better this way... am i rite?

well, i just need to be strong for years to come... be strong, be patient and have a little faith...aja aja fighting!

in case my bro or my lil sis read this, please keep it for yourself.. ish budak nie.. aku lepuk kan! hehe...

.. regrets already.. ekeke.. i got a 'soft' heart.

@ The End...

2009-12-30T17:05:00.003+08:00

Laaa... dh penghujung taun rupenyer... hehe.. buat2 tak perasan plak. ermm agak lama la blog ni x berupdate... hajat mmg nk update, pastu tertangguh, jap lagi la.. kejap punyer la kejap.. langsung tak terbuat... thats my worst habit. kekadang tetiba je xdak idea, cerita x seswai la, pastu tak lulus nk publish la.. ekeke...

well, one day left before we celebrate new year... mcm le aku celeb pon... its not happening in here.. just me and my biz... keep slow and steady.. adeyy.. bila nk berkembang nie... actually many bad thing things happen in this very December..dan semuanyer menjadikan aku seorang yg agak mental.. haha...

semalam baru je lepas perasaan kt dua daun pintu, ntah apa rasuk aku.. tetiba bergaduh ngan pintu.. tak pasal2 tanganku bengkak dan berdarah... its bad. ni pon lebam2 lagi.. xleh nk genggam pon.. actually it all about the money... yeah.. money can make me goes insane..huhu~~ dasat ooo kuasa duit... mana aku tak marah.. abg ipar aku ni mmg saje cari pasal.. dh tau duit tak xde.. yg pi kasi pinjam ngan kawan yg kenal sehari dua tu apsal.. masalahnyer bile xde duit, pandai plak mintak.. adeiii~~~~ mental aku dibuatnyer...

last week, i lost my connection for whole weeks, sengal gak tm nie... aku report tenet slow, ntah apa dia reset kt sana... last2 langsung takde connection.. hangin gak aku.. x pasal2 my biz close for the whole weeks.. ckp leh settle dlm 2 hari.. pastu memandai2 taruk due date hari jumaat, aku suruh la settle kan gak.. yg korang bodoh sgt tu apsal.. pastu suka hati mak bapak dia postpone due date lagi 2 hari... kepala hangguk tol diorang nie... sempat gak la aku maki2 kt service center tu.. yg tak bleh blah diorang hang up on me.. cinabeng tol! aku repot kan x pasal2 dia ni kena buang keje...
x pasal2 poket ku kering.. ye la.. duit masuk hari2.. pakai pon hari2... bila seminggu biz x jalan.. agak terasa la... saket2..

ermm.. buat sakit hati je aku nulis blog nie... stop la dulu... hangin lagi nie... kan x pasal2 ngan blog ni aku bergaduh.. ekeke...

itulah sedikit kisah penghujung tahun yg mental... huhu~~~

I'm Gone For Awhile...

2009-11-18T15:56:00.002+08:00

I think its a time for me to do some maintenance for my cyber... many pc have problem with viruses and trojans and so many problems. and it was so bad. so i'm gone again. obviously bz with my pc.. i need to do it quickly coz school holiday comin so soon~~ hehe.. so dont try to disturb me...

oh btw, my photostat machine just arrived yesterday.. so glad. now i got an extra services.. yay~~ more services, more money. haha~~

faxes, scanner comin soon... i think im out of hand by now... dowh~~~ anyone volunteer? hehe...

Selamat Menunaikan Haji

2009-11-09T22:18:00.003+08:00

Selamat menunaikan ibadah haji kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat but specially to my bro and my sister in law. both off them just take off this morning to KLIA and tonite they off to Mekah. semoga kedua2nya mendapat haji yg mabrur. amin. but sadly, x sempat plak jupe diorang kt airport pagi tadi... so i juz rang him later on. huhu~~ pepun doakan kedua nyer selamat pergi dan balik.

daa... itu aje.

I Got Notice!

2009-11-02T16:31:00.005+08:00

duh~~ im shaken! dab dub dub in my stomach... non stop for the rest of the day thinking of the letter i receive this morning. its a warning for me and threatening to my biz..oh my gosh! what shud i do? im in dilemma. dunno what to do and dunno what to think.. i have no idea.. no answer too. means, i need to close my biz for a moment. i dont want to but i have to.

its a letter from KPDNKK. its scaring me. the ops begin 16 Nov and im already in shocking and terrified condition. ahhh... somebody help me... im bloody dying in dreadful situation.

chop-chop! im gonna hide. dont ever find me for a moment. ha-ha!

Producer of the Year!!!

2009-10-24T21:18:00.007+08:00

It was a nightmare. the worst ever. and i'm still feeling like a giant microwaved full of sh*t! and im the giant producer. yucks! seriously, im feeling so bad.. and today, is the 3rd day. still non stop produce that sh*t. ha-ha.. talking like shit is easy but produce it non stop feels like hell... all ur energy was dead and gone. wasted. actually i got food poisoning, and it was the 1st time in my life as i concerned. and how in the 1st place i get it? i really dont get it... coz i ate the same thing as my bro in law did... and he feeling good all day long. its not fair. why me alone. why not both of us or only him. huhu~~

i went to clinic, and told the symptoms like headache, nausea, diarrhea, vomit and unstable body temperature... and nothing to surprise coz i already know i got food poisoning without telling the doc or see him. so i dont need the doc actually. i can handle myself. hehe. but surprisingly, the doc gave me 2 choices, either i want to be injected or just the pills. obviously i choose the pills. hell no i want to be injected. its not like he want to seduced me (ngeh3x) but i hate the needle when it stick to my body. and shockingly, the doc teased me, if my condition still the same, he need to inject me without contradiction. woo so scary. but smilingly, he doesnt know, there is no 2nd time. ha-ha!

guuurrrrgleeegggg...... sorry guys, its my time to shit out! my stomach still hate me and a making a threatening revenge against me. ahaks!

Comin Soon at Your Garage

2009-10-11T15:27:00.006+08:00

just a bunch of pics. dun bother to elaborate it.. see it ur self. got prob, ask me.. hehe..

My Last Visit to Keropok Factory

2009-10-08T17:47:00.016+08:00

ni proses sian ikang oleh pekerja wanita shj.

stok ikang yg telah dibekukan/diaiskan/disejukkan...pepe jela.. xmo kasi ikang busuk/buruk.

ikang yg telah disukat/ditimbang.

sebelum dikisar. ni mesin pengisar.

selepas isi ikang dikisar bersama2 dgn tepung sagu, kanji dan garam.

proses menguli/menggetel. ni la rupa kopok ghete yg belum direbus...

tadaa.. sudah masak pon. ni la keropok rebus... sudah boleh dimkn nie...

proses penyejatan dan dibiarkan sejuk utk dipotong/dihiris keesokan harinya.

keropok yg baru dikeluarkan dari peti sejuk beku... dh boleh potong daa...

ni gambo pemotong dan mesin pemotong. haha.. keropok lekor sedang dipotong...

proses pengeringan... pastu jadi la keropok kering/keping...

keropok yg sudah kering dan siap sedia utk dibungkus.

gambo kilang keropok

Its So Gloomy in Here...

2009-10-05T22:09:00.005+08:00

haha.. i became passive and more intractable to update my blog.. not lazy lol. nahh may be its work... plus i'm busy with grocery lately. hehe... just in front of my cyber. it still messy and disarray. need more time to tidy up and arrange of everything.. yeah.. alot of work to do...
ahhh im became tired after a few second write my blog... aduss... haha.. really i am. ermm no story la plak...

oh btw, about the estima... yay! we win the bid, but sadly not satisfy enuff... no sunroof, and it wasnt pearl white, its silver... quite sad.. yet im happy, and my bro also bought a new car.. honda city... wohoo~~ after a few years thinking... hahaha...

this is our estima... hehe.

I'm Back to Work

2009-10-02T17:32:00.003+08:00

Yay! I'm back to work. actually i'm back last tuesday but due to stupid and slow internet connection, im just put this thing aside. i dont wanna waste my time and my effort on something clearly unsettled. im not too stupid to do that, and not clever enough to think something else. huhu~~

its unbelievable coz i'm off longer than i plan. more than 1 week lol..
and hey im still in raya mood. hehe..

and sadly, im not in the mood to write any longer+ busy with customers. and just to tell you guys... i'm back!

20 09 2009

2009-09-20T11:45:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir & Batin

especially for those who waste their time to read my blog...

iChoose Estima

2009-09-17T17:36:00.004+08:00

yatta! (xtau nk ckp apa daa... ni saje je just iklan sebab maleh nk nulih.. huhu~~)

but i think this one is much better. hope we win this one in the bidding process.

I Miss a Lot...

2009-09-14T15:57:00.000+08:00

Huhu~~ first of all, sowwie to all my kipas susah mati... no update for couple weeks. im totally buzy but obviously more to lazy, moody and hazy. lacking of discipline eh? a lot of things happen but i care-less to share.. may be later lor. but for now, lets us enjoy the last week of fasting. wuwu~~ kinda sad... coz fasting month like a festival month to me.. huahuahua~~~ im gain more weight than lose it. duh~~ and my ramadhan resolutions seems unachievable... most of it. hikhik..so i will postpone it to next year lah.

ermm my preparation for raya... not much i can say.. but i order a few cookies from one of my customer, like tat nanas, sarang semut, samprit and..... thats it. well thats only for me. haha.. xkuasa la nk bawak balik umah2 nie...

my baju raya? ermm i asked my friend, si yoe to buy it for me since he already knew my taste, and hope he alert about my new size too... haha... baju melayu? xkisah sgt kalu xde pon, coz i dont like to wear it... its hot and itchy. arghh... rimas nyer. and guess what? i order a new perfume too... huhu~~~
hope he can make it before raya... please, please, please......

how about my cyber? so i decided. 1 weeks off. hooray~~~
already in raya mood lor... haha... and dont even try to spoil it!

Fight Oh!

2009-08-26T22:41:00.005+08:00

Finally... my feet back on earth. but still i hate pak aji bakhil. im happy yet hot! my bro in law came here for sahur. i was waiting for him till i fall asleep. damn! why he cant just told me he went to fishing and he arrived at 4 oclock later. hangin la apa lagi. nak je aku ketuk2 kepala dia. i dont like waiting for no reason. eeeee tensen nyer.... majuk gak la kejap.. haha. but then i know its just wasting my time. bukan dia nk layan aku pun. i woke up and a with a little bit surly i asked him going out for sahur. huhu~~ we had a few menus, daging masak merah, paprik, sup ekor and telur dadar. enuff la tu kan...

and then we talked about business. we back on track. im glad. but we out of time. no time to setup properly. duh~~ i dunno what can i do to help out. i was hopeless. arghh bingung nyer....

and for the first time i ate nasi with lauk tumis pedas and ayam goreng for berbuka. its so yummy. yeah, i know my appetite completely recover. huhu~~

thats it. save the rest for later.

Happy Birthday Mom!

2009-08-25T17:40:00.005+08:00

Its my mom birthday today. duh! nearly forgot. quickly i phoned my dad, but i got bump by my dad, ayah nk solat asar lah... hahaha... adeh malu sekejap. after awhile i call my sis phone and my mum busy with cooking in the kitchen. i dont care and i told her to pass the phone to mum and impatiently i said, "Selamat hari Lahir Mak!". huhu~~

and then i talk and talk.. try to convince her and so on... try to win her heart and so on... the detail.. let it be secret between us.. huhu~~ love you mum.. you are my everything.. you are the one and only..

u know what, after that.. im felt so blessing, calm and no more pounding in my head. how can i explain.... i dunno...

Ramadhan's Resolutions

2009-08-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

I wish there is a rain tonight, but it wasnt. only a cloudy cloud accumulated and swift away and a small thunder i heard. its a fake sign. sigh. ermm nothin much to say so i decide making some ramadhan's resolutions.

Ramadhan's Resolutions made so far:

1. Fasting without ponteng2.. haha. of coz le kan.

2. Solat sunat terawih for the whole month. taun lepas dh byk tertinggal. duh~~

3. Dont wanna miss sahur even for a glass of water. and an apple too. huhu~~

4. Solat tahajud before or after sahur.

5. Solat Subuh at surau. its a hard one. ha-ha. ye la kan, sudah kenyang2, lentok la plak.

6. Khatam al-quran at least once. so 1 juz per day. 1 Quran, 1 Ramadhan.

7. Hafaz surah al mulk and waqiah.

8. ermm wanna eat buffet at least once at berbuka puasa.. hurmmm...

9. Wanna lose my weight as much as i can. got an extra weight for 40kg by now. perghh... im gonna be the biggest loser.. hahaha.

so, thats it for now...

Estima 5D

2009-08-24T14:42:00.007+08:00

Haha.. this is advertising for toyata estima. its cheaper than u imagine, come and grab it! pilih2, murah bang....

anyways... my sis want this specs on behave my dad.

Pearl White Color
With Cream seat color
Sunroof
Back Navi TV [if can in front too]
Television
2400cc
AT Engine Transmission

so for now, only 3 available... but more coming soon.

2004 31000 TV PEARL Condition 4

2003 71000 TV SUNROOF PEARL Condition 4

2004 63000 TV TV PEARL SUNROOF Condition 3.5

its all look the same.. the differ only in condition and some other specs. no need for me to elaborate.

Added today [25 August 2009]

this is the best condition for now, but sadly its gray... i dunno if my sis like it or not..

2004 SUNROOF CREAM SEAT 23000KM TV NAVI Condition 4.5

well i like to share some facts here and dont talk to anyone eh.. promise me tau.

The auction site is done nation wide all over japan.Basiclly the auction site will input 2 pictures in the web site to avoild too much data overload.

Anyway when your sister choose a car, i will try to ask my friend weather he can go and take picture inside the car.

Normally the auction will specify the condition of the inside car where:
A is the best condition
B is normal
C is fair

condition of overall car body:
5 is Excellent
4.5 is very good
4 is normal
3.5 is fair
R is Repaired

the ranking is very accurate because this is a very trusted auction site.last time i bought my estima it was 4.5 A but the condition is like new.

of course 5 A is the best but the price will go much higher than expected.

most of the car importer will buy RC or 3.5C.THis is because minor scrachtes or dented which can easily be repaired in malaysia for cheaper cost than in japan.

ermm leh jadi agen estima nie... huhu~~

Good and Gone...

2009-08-23T22:10:00.008+08:00

Just done my terawih for 3rd day and its rainy. alhamdulillah. but still nothing change. im still the same as yesterday. my sahur and berbuka just exactly the same as what i had yesterday. so damn lazy to cook. plus i got nothin in my freezer except a basket of an apple and 3 bottles of 100plus. bazaar ramadhan is quite far away from here. so i never think of it as a choice for me and moreover H1N1 is everywhere. i know my stomach was so empty by now. but my stubborn stomach just cant accept any foods. and my mouth dont feel like to. i tried to eat something, but suddenly its just came out back in instant. its not vomit but i cant swallow the food. what exactly happen to me? im not being me. im totally wicked out.

im still waiting for the miracle.. and by that time i know im the happiest person alive.... is there a hope for me? i hope so.

Its Not Right & Its Not Ok!

2009-08-22T20:10:00.002+08:00

I'm depressed. Frustrated. Disappointed. and lonely too. mixes those feeling and im totally damages. not a chance i'll be healing soon. no time i'll be ok. oh god, i just need somebody rite now to talk to. hope my bro in law come here sooner. so that i can talk and talk nonsense with him. at least im not all alone and lonely. but i know we both still depressed. i cant help it. its burdened me all night and day long. what am i gonna do? thought my family give me a call and have some sweet talk after hearing those news. but everyone became passive. seems doesnt care or dont really bother. and thats hurting me a little. well what can i say, thats my matter. but still i hope for the miracle happen... ooo its crap!

ermmm my fasting... just fine even though im not happy. last nite i just had an apple for sahur and a glass of water. im completely lost my appetite. its odd. and for berbuka i had a set of sandwich and keropok lekor that i bought yesterday with my bro in law at mengabang lekar. ermm nothing much to tell. too much thinking. well surely i wrote again tomorrow. daa... its terawih time.

Salam Ramadhan

2009-08-21T12:47:00.002+08:00

Salam all... and Salam marhaban ya Ramadhan.

so happy fasting to you guys... dont try to ponteng2.
ermm... dh nk start pose lah, tak leh tulis panjang2.

Pissed Off Pissy!

2009-08-20T22:46:00.008+08:00

I'm not in the mood. im so pissed off. my cyber closed for whole day is one thing. the fucking twisted head owner is the other thing. firstly my cyber, it was closed not at my will. its because some workers doing his job in front of my cyber and i cant do my job and i trapped inside my cyber for the whole day. dowh~~ so selfish owner. never care about other or my business to be exact. he will do anything as long as his problem settle but then he pass on the risk to me. not once. its occurred few times already. i closed my cyber because of his problem. i cant stand it anymore unless he reduce the rental for the month or pay my lost of the day. i had a funny story about him though, i dont really know what exactly on his mind. he once ask me to repair and setting his old clock, and i did. then he paid me even i resisted at that time. but due his thick headed, i took it and walk away happily. but shockingly, the day after he came by and ask me to return back the money. wtf! so immature. so childish. such a freak!

because of nothing i can do. i just went to sleep. but it so loud out there. i tried to sleep but i just cant. and then i woke up and went to my bro in law. he looked so unhappy. long face. sober. inspirited. i asked him what happen. he silence. pause for moment, take a deep breath. heard a looong sigh. heavy too. suddenly he told me about the new rental price. its fucking unbelievable. its just insane. the price incredibly increase more than twice the original price. RM1000! thats the new rental. its feel like i just wanna smack on in face. is he twat or what? i dont wanna brag about it anymore.. i just hate it. our plan just vanished in the thin air... no more business talk between us. even we both cant sleep that nite thinking of it. now its my turn. *big sigh*.

late in the evening, my bro in law and i went out, just to clear out our heads and to fill something into our empty stomach. we both silence. nothing more to discuss. while we walk into restaurant, my bro in law phone rang, its look sumthin came up. looked urgent. his friend asked for his help. oo not the rite time i guess. but he seemed to agree to help. oh for his sake, i just lost my temper and i have an argue with him.. it small matter but still it made me worried. coz he didnt sleep in a wink and wanna drive for long distant. his so stubborn i guess. i cant stop him at all. its done. but thank god, someone came and help his friend later on. what so important about him anyway. help urself first before u wanna do anyone's favor. dont push urself too hard. dont be stupid. and obviously im jeolous. haha. so again, we both lost in the silence. and that nite, its end up im crying on his shoulder. ahh just silly me. nahhh, i just made up. ekekeke..

ermm no more talk.

One Day in Terengganu

2009-08-19T13:10:00.004+08:00

How on earth i'm forgot to write my story. duh~~ its happened 2 or 3 weeks ago. yup im forgot the exact time but it doesnt matter. huhu~~ yoe's friend aka my friend came for one day trip. its short but its important for his master project, the title ermm obviously im forget. nevermind, he came here to learn how to make keropok. from a to z. so, the whole morning im acting like a tour guide, give the spontaneous story about the process to make a keropok ikan. haha.. its all acting my frenz. sowwie. but hey, its working! at least im tryin to help him and gave my best. and mission accomplish.

the tour finished earlier than i expected, so we're free in the evening. and i remembered that my friend ask me earlier where to buy kain songket at a reasonable price as he told me he saw a price around rm900 for one piece of songket. and im like... wth reaction. i cant believe it too. and how could i know something like that. well i knew nothin. huhu. but i dont hesitate to ask my sis and told her the same story as friend told me earlier. but shockingly she said, "memang pun. rm3000 pon ada. lebey mahal pon ada." cant believe it. who's the fucking retard gonna spend that amount of money for that pieces of shit songket. ha-ha. and she said not to worry coz its juz a shown price. you can nego down the price up to 70%. unbelieveable! but this not gonna work at alfa batik. so this is important notes for you guys. in case u wanna come here and wanna buy a songket.

so thats evening, as my friend wish we went to str songket at kuala ibai and of course with my two sisters as a new tour guide. and i saw with my very own eyes the songket with the price at rm3000. its just a songket after all... and the price down to rm1500. and my friend bought one as a souvenir from terengganu which shown price at rm750 and sold at rm250. i thought its end but now its my sis turn... in the end we need to wait for another two hours waiting and wandering in the boutique. they bought more than my friend did. duh~ then we headed to masjid terapung and went home. so thats it.

fin.

CQ's Shirt [Latest Design]

2009-08-17T14:12:00.008+08:00

DESiGN 6

dowh~~ my bro in law just came by last nite and gone this morning... in the mean time, i showed him my design. as i expected, none of them can win his heart and eyes. he's really got a high standard of taste. ngeh-ngeh-ngeh. he said my design just not suitable for the shirt and looking good only on t-shirt. and i thought its for the t-shirt. huhu~~ my mistake. so rite on the spot, i ask him for his brilliant ideas and whatsoever. after 10 minutes, this is the result as shown in the pic above. ermm but i think its still need a final touch up. arghh... its really confusing me. guess, i just need to let him design and using his ideas. thats better. so, wait for more updating... if any.

CQ's T-Shirt

2009-08-16T18:04:00.004+08:00

This is the rough yet final result from me.. spent a few hours to design. my bro in law asked me to design and he wanna send it to his friend later on. so at least i have my own design t-shirt for my cyber. so happy. huhu~~

so take a look and tell me which one is cool! ahaks.

DESiGN 1

DESiGN 2

DESiGN 3

DESiGN 4

DESiGN 5

Lazy but Bizzy

2009-08-15T11:39:00.005+08:00

Its great to be back again. safe and sound. but i got this unsettle feeling, like the lazy one after few days rest doing nothing. ha-ha. its like i need a fresh start. geez.. a long rest is really bad for my biz. besides, my sales drop so far behind, like a big gap. so damn regret. my mum asked my bro in law to take care of my cyber, but what can i say... he came here for well and good sleep. i dont blame him though. even i dont put so much faith in him to take care of my cyber.. huhu~~ this kind of job not suit him well enough. i know him.

oh btw, his case at court already settle and even he already got the check valued rm40k... hoorayy! im happy for him. so i ask him to start his own biz coz i knew he's not happy with his current job, like grocery or whatever he want to... and he can rent a shop next to my cyber.. huhu~~ and for me, he promised me to take me to Cameron highland... but dunno when. i will wait patiently.

latest news:
late evening, a promoter squad came by to promote online game, jin online at my cyber. its a great chance for my cyber. also got a few posters and banner, even i dared to ask for tshirt, sadly no extra for me. huhu..

Fever & Never

2009-08-11T20:47:00.004+08:00

Oh damn! i got fever + headache + sore throat + cough and still in terrible condition. and i at home by now... it has been two days. all this things still stuck up in my head. bloody fool eh. ermm.. thats it. cant write long enough. still dizzy. so sad though coz so much to tell, yet so damn sick! :(

anyway, im just thinking of my cyber. kinda miss CQ.

Lessing Blog

2009-07-11T14:50:00.002+08:00

Blog currently inactive due to some unexpected reasons. i will blog again some other day, may be tomorrow, may be next week or may be next month, who's know? so be patient and have a little faith.

regards,
guydacosta

Dare to Play... Dare to Fight!

2009-06-10T17:27:00.007+08:00

My day seems a little bit 'chaotic' lately with some stupid online games... and me, the dumbass who enjoy and spent hours to play that ridiculous game.. kinda new hobby for me. huhu~~ well nothing wrong with that and its okay actually, just killing my time a bit and have fun as long as my job keep on movin on the track. speaking of the game, i miss my playstation 2 (ps2) so much... i dont know when or how im gonna get it back. its still somewhere in damansara, i guess. huhu~~ or may be its the time for me to get playstation 3 with 42 inch tv.. ekekeke... i shud put it in my 'to buy' list which is i just make just now.. ahaks! now, thats absurd!

theres hundreds maybe thousands kind of online games.. and out of thats number, i only play not more than 10 online games. its normal. and im not such a geek. and the reason why i played is bcoz my twat friends asked me. so as a friend, i accepted it without any fuss. so that my friend happy. and thats what i do. ha-ha!

1. Travian suggested by OtaiBeskal
its strategy game. as u act like ketua kampung... then built ur own village. this one quite boring at start up, but then it get much more harder and harder.. quite challenging! cant wait for wars.. haha!

oh! in case u want try it.. register using my reference link:
guydacosta from Villa Costa at server 3
TO REGISTER CLICK HERE

or this one
anangelo from Sepetir Rendang at server 1
TO REGISTER CLICK HERE.

2. MyBrute suggested by Waleh
its fighting game. very slow to level up coz only 3 fighting per day unless u have many active pupils... huhu~~ and i still play it coz i like to cane and beating sumbody. haha!

so join me whenever u want to
CHALLENGE ME!

3. DinoRPG suggested by anon.
fighting game also, but u have to buy and choose ur pet (a dino). and its really absurd coz u only can fight/move/rest and whatsoever once a day.. wth??? such a stupid game... may be i shud abandon this one.. ha-ha.

u still can try if u love to:

or

4. Adventure Quest Worlds suggested by faiz
ermm kinda interesting game... but u will get bore so soon enuff (for me laa..) if u dont have a premium account... huhu~~ i played this one continuously for 2 days and then get bore. haha! stop playing for awhile... but theres a new mission, may be i will start again soon... so come and join me to the battlefield..

and few more... dont bother to play anymore. huhu~~

Morbid Monday Morning

2009-06-09T13:28:00.007+08:00

I had a very weird morning... starting from last night, ooo the nights kept me surprised... totally a nightmare. not because of the dream. but its my stomach. my stomach is not happy. it's making strange gurgling noises and threatening revenge over me. oh god! i cant sleep a wink and its totally disaster. i dont know either im too hungry or i got stomach ache. may be both. arghh i dont know. but i went to toilet 3 times already for 1 morning. its 3 in 1.

so, after solat subuh i went out to buy a breakfast. ha-ha. it was the first time since i've been living here as far as i remember. its odd. totally un-me. went to stall 10 mins walk away from my cyber. the one that my customer said delicious and cheap the other day. i bought 2 bungkus nasi lemak for rm1 each, 1 bungkus nasi kerabu for rm1.20, 1 bungkus nasi minyak for rm2.50 and 5 pieces of kuih for 30 cents each. total rm8.20 for breakfast + lunch (i thought). but i finished all of it before 10. ha-ha. that bastard stomach! and my stomach was sicked for the rest of the day. im so tired coz went in and out of toilet for all day long.

[add-on]
what the heck? i tried to post this entry and suddenly it was failed. there is no connection. no internet. i thought my modem was in trouble. im panicked and a little bit fussy as i am. hehe.. damn streamyx! you ruined my biz again and again. so, as usual i grabbed my phone, and call my bro in law for couple times but no answer. tried to call my sis but she didnt pick up the phone too... then i called my home.. but i cant get thru. well its make me lost my temper a little bit. how dare they ignored me when im in trouble.... so i let it be. i asked everyone out of my cyber, closed my cyber and then went to sleep. thats settled my prob! hu-hu!

Good Guy Gone Bad

2009-06-08T01:27:00.007+08:00

These situation actually took place and time on last Thursday. but i didnt care to write and think about it. even its keep hitting me on the head. and im confused, should i thrown it out (here) or just leave it somewhere (out of here). duh! to tell the truth, the last few days have been something of an emotional whirlwind, like whoosh~~ the thoughts and emotions going through my head than i even knew possible to think and feel. emote! think-tank... tick-tock... well, its happened. i dont care anymore. i have my damn right.

Its my brother [the one who bitchy]. [actually, he is never like this before, there was mastermind behind this. i know who he is. time will reveal everything. you little bastard!] he is the matter in this case. not me. out of the dark blue, he came at my cyber. uninvited and unexpected! i dont mean to be cruel or selfish. but its.. i dont care if he never come and shown up. its doesn't really matter to me. coz, i know the thing will get harder if he was here than he's not. so i just wanna make it clear.. dont ever bother visit me again. leave me alone with my biz. its not the rite time for you to show up until you realize what you've done. thats my cue.

so what? he came. and un-welcome-ly enter my cyber... he asked me if im busy with a fake smile on his face. i cut him off, yeah im damn busy right now but its just my inner. hehe. i just said "a'ah". full stop. we both silent for awhile... i dont bother to ask him anything at all. i just keep myself busy. then he asked me again, do you want me to leave? hell yeah, thats rite. we have no biz to do. we done here. but its not what i said lor... i said sumthin like this, "a'ah.. go home", without looking at him. short but clear. for me to send him off is better than everything. the longer he stay, the worse and harder situation we both get. so i dont want that.

am i full of ego? no it wasnt me... its him the one who egoist. the one who said sumthin worse behind my back. dunno if he ever try to stab my back also. but he is the one who went against my other bro and my bro in law, whos help me alot. i feel sorry for them. coz of me, they got abused and reviled. its worst than that actually. but this is enuff. i dont wanna brag other stuffs in here. so its just a little paid off for what he said and done to my bros. i just wanna give him a hint hows that feeling. coz for all this time.. i'm the one who silent and obeyed.
its not revenge or sumthin like vengeance.. but its a lesson.

of coz i felt terrible but its the right thing. i think. dowh~~ I should never write something like this... well accidentally, i did.

Dreary Dreams

2009-06-06T22:41:00.004+08:00

Having a nightmare for last few nights... guess three nights in a row. bloody worrying me. very unpleasant. i felt so terrible about it. and its absolutely disturbing my slept. geez. i hardly having a gud slept after this bad and extraordinary dreams! i woke up (obviously with shocking and beating rapidly) quite a few times during the course of the night, and in a semi-conscious state i tried to make sure im doing fine and still in my rooms... and most importantly alive. ha-ha. i tried to go back to sleep... but seems the dreams love to continue on and on... duh!

than when i woke up this morning (not really morning)... believe it or not, i cant even remember what was dream all about. huhu~~ its gone unknowingly. surely its something good for me. i dont even wanna know what it is all about. nah~~ dont bother.. its just a dreams.

ermm... thats it for now.

p/s: my entry became shorter and shorter and looked much like a diary... haha.. its because i dont wanna bore u and take much of ur time to read it... hehe.

Pain Inside. Rain Outside.

2009-05-29T16:41:00.004+08:00

Hahaha~~ again.. no new entry from me for last couple days... i dunno where i've been and what am i doing? its not i was going somewhere or got a tonne of works to do.. but im just lazy... ha-ha! well actually, to tell the truth.. im being sick and still sick! but its weird coz im still active in forum... again ha-ha! its my leg actually.. its pain in the arse.. its make me so much trouble to move around.. my gout continuously struck me. i had a hard time to sleep until i took a medicine which is i hate and need to wait till my legs got numb! then i can sleep like baby. and woke up in the next morning with the same pain. im feel so helpless.

i think i need to stop. coz i have no feeling to write any more... this pain over[write] my brain... ahhhhhh.... where's my pills???

One Day One Moment One Family!

2009-05-15T21:17:00.005+08:00

Its short, but i'm satisfied! and havin the gud time.. actually, i just reached at my cyber. feel so tired yet im happy. last night after i closed my cyber, my bro in law and i went back home as i planned earlier. the reason is nothin more than to see my mum.. i just miss her so much.. to kiss her and to talk to her. yup.. i miss her truly, madly deeply and crazily. but it already late when i arrived home.. its 2.30 a.m.. and everyone fall asleep. so nothin i can do about that. so i just went to sleep in my room and without any guilt and shame i asked my bro in law to company me as i heard rumor about the bad thing happened behind my house.. haha.. thats was so childish of me..

so this morning... i went to see my mum just after solat subuh... i felt so blessed as i saw her face.. the old face with wrinkle of ages yet it still lovely and charmingly calm. love to hold and to touch.. sweet to kiss.. what beautiful face my mum have. dont you think so? hehe... i love you mum.. muahhh!
ermm... so the rest of the morning i just spent it in the kitchen with my mum and others.

after jumaat, its time for me to pack my bag to go back to my cyber. huhu~~ on da way, i stopped by at mydin mall to settle the payment of the ogawa chair and bought some stuffs and foods for stock.. huhu~~

its other story but its kinda sad to tell... its about my 3rd sis... i dunno how to share her story.. im really sympathy for her.. for what had happen to her... in the blink of an eyes.. her beautiful days was gone.. her happy days was missing.. its been over a month... she just stay at home... no more class and activity for her.. no more teaching... she seems lost her spirit... lost her hope to teach again. its seem she lost pieces by pieces of her memory.. she had a hard times to recall.. and she seems easily to forget a thing. sometimes act like a child... its sad.. really really sad.. its really tearin me upside down... eatin my inner to see her like that... how cruel the one who did this to her? for now.. what can i do.. just pray and pray and pray for her happiness.. and hope she can get back what she lost.. her strength... her spirit... her soul... and be back as normal as before...

oh btw... today is one of my niece birthday, aida athirah, 9 years old... so i bought her a birthday cake for her celebrating later.. obviously without me.. but thats ok. hope she enjoy it...

ermm think i just wanna closed my cyber tonite, but my customers already waiting outside unpatiently... so, thats it.

Blog Maintenance

2009-05-14T20:48:00.003+08:00

My Blog currently undergoing a heavy construction due to some technical problems. So you guys may be having some difficulties while browsing my blog. for that reason, i am apologizing to you guys.. ok, apologize accepted, thank you. hehe. daa.. got to go coz my blog need me to pamper her to sleep.

wait and see for my great new looking good! even u will never believe your eyes... hahaha~~

Ogawa SmartAire For My Mum...

2009-05-08T22:37:00.003+08:00

Ogawa SmartAire

Huhuhu~~ i'm totally out of my mind. believe it or not, i just called ogawa center and suddenly order it without knowing the exact price of this chair and the method to pay it... hahaha~~ i dont really know what was really got into me? but one thing for sure... nothing compare to my parents... i'm glad i did. and this is the first present from me for both of them since i started my biz. but the prob is its impossible for me to pay it by myself. there is only one option for me which is i need to pay it by cash. monthly pay only for credit card user... huhu~~ but luckily i got my sis to help me. i asked her to pay half of the price and im gonna pay her back later monthly. alhamdulillah, she agreed to that. huhu~~ thanks sis.

and this is for me... hehe~~

Ogawa X-Chair

oh btw.. Happy Mothers Day to my lovely mum.. thanks for everything.. love you mum and i always gonna be ur baby..

Nokia 5130

2009-05-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

Yay! i just ordered it with lix yesterday.. with budget around rm500. this is what i can get for my sis, just a small present from me for her upcoming birthday.. huhu~~ hope she like it.. actually, i dun really know how to choose the best for her. i just randomly chose what suit for her...

i asked lix to post it next monday... so for now, just wait and see.. nothing much for me to say.

Nice Day Gone Nil

2009-05-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

Oh my... it was my devastating moment of my life. sheesh! it was unbelievable. unexpected. unimaginable. yet undeniable. humph.. how can i say it.. coz im not happy with this situation right now. its make me goes insane! am i too emotional? i dont really care. its my right to feel that way. no ones mistake and i am the one to bear all of it. arghhhh~~~~ how cruel this life can be? some one tell me...

in the blink of an eyes... bang! everything gone dark! the panic customers and the damned owner (its me btw) was totally shocked. everyone silent. then burst out from my cyber... the lightning strike my cyber out of the blue... thats what was happen 2 days ago. so no biz... no money! im in deep trouble... im fallin down...

i reached my phone and dialed my bro in law.. thank god, he was on the way. i really dont know what should i do. i lost my mind for a moment. cant think cant do! i was so afraid to death... i just waiting and waiting.. oh geez... i hate to say but im felt so useless.. thanks to my bro for what he done and helped me. well, enuff said. i still feel bad for what happened...

Chop Chop!

2009-04-11T18:10:00.011+08:00

I've been busy lately huhu~~ really i am. no time for blogging. so sad though. plus nothing interesting to tell. rite now, i'm doing a maintenance for my pc, all of it.. 20 pc's.. and all by myself, alone! hows that? so im off now... gotta find and testing a lots of new games... but, i need to download it first.. and its tiring to search and browse for a gud and interesting game.. and the working one. huhu~~

oh btw, my cyber under going construction for now... its so busy and noisy outside.. and i cant sleep well.. poor me.

so thats it for now. till we see again my friends!

I Wanna Go Home~~~

2009-03-19T18:23:00.004+08:00

Sorry for late post.. im totally forgot! coz im so excited want to go home.. huhu~~

Yosh~~~ in a few hours i'll be back home... coz tomorrow its a feast day! kenduri cukur kepala for my new niece. huhu~~ cant wait no more.. i just wanna be home and rest for all day long.. no more screaming will be heard.. its only a peaceful and enjoyable moment.. huhu~~

so thats it for now, i need to pack my bags and a few things... huhu~~

Not Take No For An Answer

2009-03-13T14:50:00.003+08:00

I dunno.. shud i laugh or angry with myself. felt so stupid. it wasnt the first time though. and im afraid this will become my habit. of coz the bad one. the thing is, its hard for me to say NO. its just mere word with one consonant and one vowel... need quarter breath or less to say it loud and clear... but why its so hard to say it. thats the source of my problem. NO can do! why?????

Yesterday, late in the evening, of a sudden, an old man came to me... and asked me about the order my tenancy was made for a couple bags of cement. i told him, to'ki 9refer to my tenancy) went out for awhile and will be back later. spontaneously he replied, he knew that, and thats why he came to me as the to'ki leave a message and said so. but i wonder, to'ki never told me about that. sound so suspicious to me. but yet, i cant resist him for what he said. i want to call to'ki but i dun have to'ki number. so, absurdly i said, ok, leave it over there.. then he came in with his motorcycle with 3 bags of cement... is this for real. hahaha~~~

after that, he came again and asked me for rm45. huh.. am i gonna pay for that? why me.. and then my mind keep on thinking about to'ki... so i just said ok, wait a minute and then gave him rm45 which is i just took out from my drawer. i asked for receipt, but he said, the shop already close for today and he will send it by tomorrow... i dun bother coz im buzy with my customers and never really care about it.. its like im not thinking at all.. im so stupid.. felt dazed and unable to think clearly. by the way, my eyes still caught his plate number, but what can i do with it.. DAD 3926!

later on, to'ki cameback, and i asked him about it, laaaa mana ada, pakcik nk buat apa ngan 3 kapit simen nie... ni simen curi nie... thats what he said, and then went inside, tinggal la aku sesorang terkulat dan berpinar2 kt luar tu... huhu~~~

little me, poor me... felt like im lacking a good sense and judgment in communicate. i need to learn more and more and try to learn from the past... even i said so, the truth is, i never learn from the past... huhu~~~ thats how foolish i am.

My New Niece.. The 12th

2009-03-08T02:04:00.009+08:00

Nur Rohadatul Aisy-Har

Hoorayyy~~~ Hooraaayyy~~~ Kanpaiiii~~~ hehe~~ actually this is the true story i wanna tell you... my 9th bro became a dad! Congrats both of you... gud job! akakakaka~~ actually, im abit sad coz im the last one to know this great news. how come! ni rasa cam nk nyanyi lagu britney spears nie.. ekeke~~ the truth is, my sister in law gave birth in the last February... wuwuwu~~~ but no one even care to tell me this rotten news, and thanks to my bro in law coz he is the one told me about it. sungguh hampeh sekali abang ku ini... nahh its just a small matter.. dun really care.. im okay as long as everything was fine... but i heard my sister in law had a hard time to give birth coz the gigantic baby.. ekeke.. 3.5 kg i guess, or may be even bigger 3.8 kg.. perghh.. giler chubby dan montel.. x serupa cam bapak ngan mak dia plak... ahaks!

oh one more picture as a proof how chubby is she... ekekeke~~

By now, all of them still in sarawak and may be they will come back for school holidays in the next week.. hope so. and i bet, i will be the last one to see them. wuwuwu~~~

and also this is fantastic news i just heard from my bro in laws, my father went to KL last Friday with his friends to see the car show rooms... my 2nd sis wanna buy him another car.. may be estima, or crv or nahh i dunno.. thats what i heard. its not she like it, but i guess my father want it.. huhu~~ well whatever for my daddy... as long as he happy, sampai nasi pon x makan.. hahaha..

and one more news, its quite funny though as my bro in law told me.... my youngest brother quite shows off lately, his really got some guts, tried to protest and dun wanna eat the rice until my mum buy him a motorcycle, his dream motorcycle, kunun2 nyer belum ada lagi org pakai motor tu kt kampung, thats what he said. i dunno what brand, but the price is around rm7k... hehh~~~ i'm a bit of jealous of him.. wuwu~~ he is only form 5 by now... i never get such a thing when i was the same age of him..

oh btw, my bro in law will be leaving this monday, got some errands to settle in kuantan. about the case in the court. its been like 10 years, but nothing settle yet.. what the heck.. well, whatever it is, hope everything gonna be ok and settle asap. cant wait for him to be a rich man... hahaha~~

Just Wedding Pictures...

2009-03-07T23:35:00.011+08:00

This is the pics of my bro's wedding day... back in early 2008 i guess.. nahh i dun remember.. coz even i wasnt there at that time... akakaka~~~ guess my existence really not that worthy. what a sad bloke am i. im just some joe with nothing special. ops.. back to the picture.. this pictures, a bunch of it, i just sneak it from the oldies lappy... hahaha~~ also got some videos (im not gonna up it). hehe.. so enjoy the pics..

actually, this is my 9th bro.. mean ranking number 9 in my siblings genealogy.. i got 4 bros, but all of them was helpless to me.. akakaka.. kidding.. but sometimes its true. all of them married. and next its gonna be my turn.. eh wait. i dun think so, may be i will pass to my youngest brother first or my widower sister.. akakaka~~ ish enuff with the crappy things.. huhu~~

well guess you guys have fun.. and dreaming about your wedding, i bet you are.. hahaha~~~ it just the matter of the time. be patient...

ermm.. so thats it, its nothing though.. i just wanna bring back the memories which is i wasnt there... hehe~~

RM3 Punyer Pasal....

2009-03-06T23:24:00.007+08:00

Damn!!! my fucking fabulous Friday was end rite on the spot. well after an ugly woman shown up, a cunt obviously. my happy mood suddenly sulking and turn into full of fury and furious! urgh.. its makes me go insane to think of it, my heart goes up and down holding my anger. i hate her so much.. i wanna smack her face so bad.. i juz wanna thrown out my words direct onto her shitty face. how dare she questioning my job when she didnt have the rite to do so. what a retard woman was that?

its all becoz rm3... last couple days, his dummy son came to reload his cell and as usual i sent it instantly and successful as its record in my computer. and then he got the message too in his cell, told him the reload was successful. but the balance still zero like he used all of it. none. so i cant do anything about it... my job is done and if he not satisfied, he can check it with celcom. not me.

and to cut the long story to short, his motherfucking came to me and burst into my cyber like and idiot person. asked me this and that. nothing related and nothing relevant to her. i explained it again and again like i told to her idiot son (obviously they all stupid and retard), menda yang senang pon x paham ker??!! buduh lagi bengong... tolol punye ponpuan!

and then, she questioning my ethic as a seller, my license and so on.. what the fuck! nampak sgt suka jaga tepi kain orang... ni lah orang melayu, x abis2 dengki ngan bangsa sendiri, xde keje lain, nk kutuk bangsa sendiri jer.. cam no lah nak maju.. kalu ikutkan hati, nk je aku cakap, "hey ponpuan tua x sedar diri, ngko tau tak, anak ko tu dtg sini.. bukan nyer bawak duit pon, asyik dok mintak duit org budak lain jer,kalu sehari dua x per, ni tiap2 hari... apa cer? aku tgk pon serabut.. pandai buat anak jer ke, nafkah x reti plak nk bagi. memang patut la, ko ckp seminggu baru leh kumpul rm3. sengket sangat, sampai anak pon mengemis... dari ko jaga tepi kain orang, baek ko amik anak ko ni berambus dari sini"

from now on, i banned all of them from my cyber... 4 ekor anaknyer tu.. 2 betina tomboy, 2 jantan buduh lagi bangang! muka betina sialan tu pun jijik aku nk tengok... perghh giler berasap aku dibuatnyer... kalu ada bukti tak pe la nk tuduh aku pun, ni idak, main serbu jer, ckp pon lepas jer, ckp pasal maruah orang dgn sewenang2nyer... ni la orang kata buduh sombong. ada otak bukannyer nk pakai.. baek rebus bagi makan anjing jer.

tensen giler aku, tak pasal2 aku tak leh tido pikir pasal ponpuan sial nie...

p/S: sorry for my bad language, but i cant stand it.. i need to cool down and throw everything inside me...

My Un-name Recipe

2009-03-01T21:58:00.001+08:00

Stok Masakan 2 hari... ekekeke~~

Ermm.. its been a decade i didnt post any recipe in my blog.. so here for the first time i post my own and unknown recipe.. i just put and throw whatever left in my freezer.. (its make me sad to think of my freezer... it still at workshop)...

Bahan2 nyer adalah:
2-3 ulas bawang putih.
2-3 biji bawang merah.
lada besar, cili kecik... kalu ske pedas, taruk la byk2..
stok ayam
telur 2 biji
garam secukup rasa
lada hitam ikut selera anda
ayam dipotong dadidu..
sayur2an:
bunga kobis, lobak, cendawan or apa2 je
optional:
nak taruk pepun boleh, daging, udang, sotong, bebola ayam or daging.. and etc.

optional:
kalu ske pekat, taruk la tepung jagung.

Cara2 nyer...
panaskan minyak, masukkan bawang putih and bawang besar... kasi bau masyuk...

pastu, masukan ayam.. then masukkan lada besar...

bila ayam dh suam2 masak.. masukkan air.. tunggu sehingga gelegak/mendidih..

masukkan stok ayam (kalu ada), garam, lada hitam, cili kecil...

pastu lagi masukkan sayur2an dan telur...

pastu masukkan satu sudu besar tepung jagung yang telah di kacau terlebih dahulu ngan sedikit air..

sungguh lazat dimakan bersama yee mee (digoreng), bihun (direbus) dan yang sewaktu dgn nyer..

tadaa.... dah siap pon.. 5 minit dan masak.. cepat dan lazat!

New Day New Disk

2009-02-27T20:07:00.001+08:00

Edited intro:
Yuhuuu~~~ its been a week and extra this posting safely kept in my draft... dun have enuff time to edit i guess. sorry for being late.. hope you guys keep on the track.. yosh, so today im definitely gonna update my blog. huhu~~
End of edited intro.
So glad my new hardisk was arrived and impatiently i attached it to my server. and its working perfectly. hoorayy~~~ a bunch of thanks to fikereay... again and again. lets have a deal again sooner or later. hehe~~

so this is how its look like with the new fan.. and 4 gig ram too for lappy.

jeng jeng jeng...
its trouble again... nothing wrong with the hardisk though. its seems my power supply not enuff to support all this kind of things.. so much for her... so, leaving me with no choice.. i need to unplug two fans included the new fan.. wuwuwu~~~

there is one more trouble though... my old hardisk seems corrupted.. always show the blue screen and restart automatically.. its so scary. ekekeke~~

Its Trouble Weekend Yet I'm Happy!

2009-02-22T15:59:00.007+08:00

Nahh~~~ not again... its the new problem. now my freezer didnt want to freeze.. its melting down badly, like someone who got so much metabolism. of course its worried me. but thank god its friday, and my bro in law will show up in anytime.. huhu~~ but sadly, its turned out to be a trouble again. he called me and said his was on the way, but the car got a prob.. its hot and need to cool down for a while.. its mean i need to find someone else to go to mosque... ekekeke~~~

its was 4 p.m., and no sound from my bro in law, so i called him, gladly he was on the way. i cant wait to tell him my new problem... hehe~~ he arrived half an hour later with my lunch and greedily i told him my prob... he sighed jokingly, " no cold drink for me then", but without hesitate, he went to check my freezer. so i just wait and see, its not like i dont wanna help, but its nothin i can help about.. huhu~ after 3 hour, nothin changed and nothin can be solved. as the result, my sliced fruit got stale and my frozen food nearly rotten...

so, my bro gonna stay till the next day until my freezer 'get cold' again. thats an order from my mum.. huhu~~ suddenly, its makes me happy...

last nite, after my prob solved, i invited my bro in law to go out to have a diner before he went back.. its a special treat from me though... we went to nr cafe, looks like cafe in the garden style.. huhu~~ the menus is not bad, there is western food i like to try but my bro in law resisted, so we just ordered malay food, nasi goreng nenas and fresh orange for me and nasi goreng nr and lee chee kang for my bro in law, two telur dadar, paprik belut and sotong bakar... yummy! aaahh~~ my tummy nearly burst out..

so, thats my weekend story... huhu~~

p/s: my lovely parent came to see me yesterday (thursday)... and of course im so glad to see them and like to hear a story from them... of course there is a lot of stories... so many interesting story to tell... hehe~~ till i forgot to tell them this prob.. huhu~~

Problematic Acer Aspire 4530

2009-02-17T18:06:00.010+08:00

The Problemo Lappy... Acer Aspire 4530

The fact is, this laptop i bought it last year, same date when i went to buy my pc for my cyber... but till yesterday.. its gave me the problem again and again... so i just put it aside till last couple days ago when i changed it with the new hardisk.. so offically, the warranty is void, not legit anymore. but thats ok for me as long as this laptop is gud to be use.

But again, unsuspectingly.. it still gave me trouble. still cant format. its stuck at the last step of completing installation. so i have no idea at all what was the prob.. i tried to ask anyone and hope someone who really know about this prob.. and every idea i tried.. but nothin good. actually i was gave up already... i gave a called to my sis, to send it to computer booth. but suddenly, my friend, yuri asked me to change to ide mode instead of ahci mode.. well i dunno how to explain the detail.. but i know where to find it.. so i changed it and thank god its working after half year i bought it.. huhu~~~

so now, it went well and rightly function.. i already sent it to my sis as her besday present... huhu~~ hope she like it. and by the time i wrote this, i was waiting for the new 2gig ram x2 for the lappy and my new 1 terabyte hardisk... hope no more trouble after this. im havin enuff trouble so far..

New Parcel Arrived...

2009-02-14T17:39:00.006+08:00

My New Dictionary

Its been a long time i tried to search for this dictionary... i mean english to malay and malay to malay dictionaries, but its hard to find a good one. so at last, i decided to buy it and hope its fulfill my satisfaction. it cost me rm90 though. but sadly, 1 license for 1 pc only... huhu~~ its give me a hard times to decide which pc im gonna install it, either my server or my laptop or my pc at home...

For more info, please see here, e-Kamus.

On The Upgrade

2009-02-12T18:39:00.008+08:00

My new hardisk and new ram for my server... hehe.. so glad. actually its already arrived yesterday, but due to fathead courier dont wanna send it to me and asked me to come and get it... its sound so stupid to me. whats for i paid them? besides, if i want to, i dont have any transport. its ruined my day to think this absurd thing. anyways, thanks to fikereay again and again...

1 terabyte hardiskk....

2 gig ram x 2 unit

tadaa...

but my happy days end here.. coz when i tried to format this new hardisk.. its seems corrupted.. wuwuwu~~~ what a jinx? so, i need to send it back to fik to change it back to a new and function one. arghhh~~~

Lost In Transmission

2009-02-10T23:31:00.004+08:00

It was nightmare! terrible and unspeakable. i dont know how and the worst, it was me. cant believe it. my rapidshare premium account was kidnapped by someone probably a cunt or muppet! wanker! bastard! bunch of mental freaks! i hate to say this but im in the right place to say it. oo for fucks sake... why me! i still got 2 months++ left plus 20000++ points which is equal to 4 month++... poor me. and sadly, nothing can do about it.. once lost.. lost forever. the id and password was completely vanished.

nothing make me happy than my new package was on the way... my new 1 tera byte hardisk will arrive tomorrow... + two units of 2gig ram.. 1 for my pc at home and 1 for my server, so both will have 4gig... and new hardisk for my laptop. oo cant wait no more... and thanks to fikereay coz delivered this sooner than i expected.

and today is my 3rd sis besday.. and im already wish her.. huhu~~ hope thats make her happy. i still dunno what suit for her... may be im gonna give my lappy to her as a present.. coz her lappy already worn out and had so much trouble in it. so that with this new lappy, everything will be ok.

and shockingly, i heard my parent still in melaka for their holiday at my youngest sis and hers hubby house. i thought they already back home by now and i was wrong... its so weird coz usually my dad never stay at one place for such a long... neways, wish both of them happy and enjoy the rest of the holiday...

and im still in such a moody mood, grieve for my lost acc...

Sweeten The Deal

2009-02-09T15:55:00.010+08:00

I dont have the faintest idea how hard it can be to buy one small building stated in the shabby and shacky town. really i am. its far from moderation and urbanization. yet the price so unbelievable. it's 3 stories building, owned by petronas. around rm400k and about 20ft x 60 ft spacious. huhu~~ and to tell the truth, i dun have that much amount of money.. its too big for me. but, who know, it was my day, im lucky enough coz my brother have a good point too to buy it. we both want it so much. so im going to be a good "parasite" for awhile and have a little share to buy that building under my family's business name. so by now, i still let my brother nego with the people at the headquarters of petronas. i know its not easy for him coz he need to deal and faces with many different kind of peoples. and i hate to involve coz its all about politic in there...

The situation got harder by now as my sis told me. and we are really in a pinch coz 1 lot left to be sold.. the other 4 lots had taken by; 2 lots for Agro Bank and Bank Islam, 1 lot for KFC, 1 lot for unknown buyer, and 1 lot left for us... hehe~~ as we talk, my sis break the news about the price, its goes up wildly and reached at rm700k... ngeh3x~~ Gimme a break!

but my bro tried to nego the price down to rm300k..it is possible? haha.. its confusing me... well, enough about that, i dont wanna talk about it anymore unless the thing already in my hand, i dont wanna bluff.. but we both have the highest expectation to get the last lot.

oh btw, im so glad, my both parcel just arrive today... two bottles of olive oil and secret parcel... ekekeke... i love to shopping via online lately... ekekeke... its really easy for me, really safe my day. and there is more parcels comin soon... hahaha~~~

Extra Virgin Olive Oil (Minyak Zaitun)

Sick... Sick & Sick!

2009-02-02T17:24:00.003+08:00

Yosh.. i'm back! i've been sick for awhile.. got sore throat, then flu with headache, and cough.. its strike me one after another just like hat-trick. huhu~~ the worse is i cant taste the food... its all tasteless to me and i cant smell it either. i cant imagine to live in this world without a taste.. it must be bad thing. a week without a taste like a million years to me... and the worst news is i cant write anything in this blog, i tried to, but my head seems blocked and my eyes so blurry..

its nothin to say though, it juz like i miss so much to write in here.. and say hello to my blog's friends. "hi, how ya doin?". hehe~~

oh btw, today is my bro in law birthday, i wished to him already, one day early. huhu~~ i think i gonna buy him a present as my appreciation for him coz help me a lot. he the one help me run this business, did an errands for me, went here and there, cover my shift when im sick, went to bank and so on.. so i guess he deserve it. i dunno what im gonna buy. so i need ask him later on, and i know for sure he will resist. and i dont care.. i will push him to accept it. huehuehue~~ neways, i have two things in my mind though, a watch and a sunglasses.

::Again... tag from Miss Fasha::

2009-01-19T16:18:00.001+08:00

1. How old are you?

twenty fooking six at the last 13th January, but still look like charming twenty.. miahaha~~

2. Are you single?

obviously and absolutely single and available guy...

3.In what age do you think you’ll get married?

what kind of question is that. well never think of it...

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

im with nobody.. it takes two to get married.

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

Someone that make my heart pumpin... hahahaha~~

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?

at my astakona... akaka.. what thats mean.. huhu~~ or may be at my villa costa.. muahaha~~ nonsense!

7. Your ideal motif?

ermm.. no need. i just wanna be loved and love someone..

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?

i goes where ever she goes...

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

may be all my friends.. coz i dont have many of them...

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?

depends on my pocket...ekekeke~~

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?

dont need this, coz when we both agreed to get married, we will responsible for what may come after that.

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?

ermm how about kuih lapis.. akaka~~

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?

at my own villa...

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?

any time will do..

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?

rite at my doors.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?

like an angel fall from the sky.. hows that..

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?

i will think of it..

18. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?

joy and fun... full of happiness.

20. Describe your ideal husband/wife?

the one who complete me..

21. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?

i want chicken.. roast chicken, bbq chicken, chezzy chicken... all of chicken.. ekeke~~

22. Champagne or red wine?

pass...

23. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

every day and night, ahaks!

24. Money or household item?

anything for my gal..

25. Who will pay for the bills?

bills on me.... hohoho~~

26. Are you ready for married life?

im not... thats was the last thing i wanna do.. huehuehue~~

27. Will u always be true to your wife/husband?

absolutely.. no doubt.

28. How many kids do you like to have?

as many as she can make it.. muahahaha~~~

29. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?

the house that i built on my own...

30. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?

i will celebrate each day of our life...

31. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?

eat till you full...and get out.

32. Will u record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?

new tech will come soon..

33. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
Choose 5 person.
I would like to choose:
1/ Nana
2/ Apok
3/ Kak zeah
4/ Arni
5/ Kuaci

happy day to you guys...

::Tag from [Letto] & [Nana]::

2009-01-19T13:29:00.005+08:00

1) Do you think you’re hot?

no im not, but i kinda cool.. cool as cucumber.

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!

3) Why do you like that picture?

its not that i like it, it becoz i dun have any choice...
but it look cool rite when im in blue with the blue ocean..
i just wanna show you how cool i can be.. hahaha~~
p/s: actually, the left hand cover my tummy if you notice. akakaka~~
::photo taken by yoe, at redang island::

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?

last year... 2008. but now, say goodbye to pizza hut..
i need to learn to cook pizza after this.. i think so.

5) The last song you listened to?

Asma'u Allah by Sami Yusuf...
its nasyeed actually. love it.

6) What are you doing right now besides this?

just thinking... what im gonna eat for today.. or should i juz fasting.

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?

of coz guy.. guydacosta.. akakaka~~

8) People i tag

1 - Miss Fasha
2 - Shafique
3 - Apokalyse
4 - Mr Hazir
5 - Kuaci

9) Who is number 1?

Fasha... i knew her from web Fungkur.org, am i rite fasha? then suddenly we're friend.

10) Number 3 is having a relationship with?

Apok ni, one of the admin at eversite.org, people say he got an affair with lady boss eversite, si anak makcik zemah tu.. and i think so too.. akakaka~~

11) Say something about number 5?

Kuaci aka Adi... gud and smart student, hehe.. i dunno, but i bet he is... knew him from eversite.org.

12) How about number 4?

Mr Hazir @ Abg Cik... ermm its been along time no news from him so i kinda blur what had happened to him, but i pray everything is alright and whatever it is, he will always be my bro.

13) Who is number 2?

Shafique... knew him fro, fungkur.org, nice person to be friend to... and very responsible moderator at fungkur.org. hehe...

14) Say something to the person who tagged you..

si letto and si nana... ntah budak hingusan mana ntah.. akakaka~~

Wish Me Happy Birthday

2009-01-13T21:14:00.008+08:00

Perjalanan Ini... by GuydaCosta

It's my birthday today and i don't feel anything change. what i know, inside me will stay young and beauty. ekekeke~~ may be outside me the only one who changed, and i dare to say its the only achievement i had for the last year which is i gained more weight.. haha! what a sad bloke am i? ermm.. nothing special though and i juz had a usual day today.. nothing to celebrate, coz im not happy when i turn to twenty f*cking six years old person and still have nothin in my live to proud of. fuh! what a shitty life was that.. dowh~~ i wasted and busted with my own life...

This is what happened today... just make it short and straight to the point.. coz i dunna want to show how sad am i on my own birthday.. ermm really?

12 a.m. sumthing - i got my 1st sms from abg cik. thanks abg cik. well, i cant go to klang rite know.. [[r u sure u still stay in klang after you moved into the new house?]] i dunno, and i dun have any gud reason for that... juz let me take the blame though. [[and dun forget my wish to kak zue]].

..till 2 a.m. - still watching the entourage... more episode to go then i need to wait until new season will come out..

..its 4 a.m. - cant sleep... and just lay down to sleep...

..its quarter past 7 a.m... got sms from my 8th sis.. im totally unconscious and deep into fantasy.. hehe.. thanks sis...

..at 8 a.m. sumthin - my youngest sis sent me sms.. and i barely can open my eyes to read it... and thanks sis..

..around 12 p.m. - got sms from my 5th sister in law, which is woke me up from my sleeping beauty.. haha!

12.30 p.m. - opened my cyber [its school season, so i care less.. coz there is no one in the morning, it juz waste my time and i rather went to sleep + save the cost for electrical.. haha!]

ermm coz there is nothin to do, so i decided to fasting today as celebrating my birthday.. ekekeke. plus, the forum where i used to spend still down.. and i'm so misery because of that...

urgh.. im dying hungry and exhausted... and im suffered too from my reckless customers.. they really gave the hard day to survive... i just wanna punch them one by one onto the faces and smack them.. crush them... curse them! arghhh~~

7 p.m. sumthing - im closed the cyber, went to kitchen to prepare sumthin to eat, just fried french fries, hot n spicy chicken and breaded squid ring.. im stuff~~ full even i cant finish all of it..

after solat maghrib, recited yaa sin, and pray sumthin gud for the year to come...

8 p.m. and im just lay down.. barely stand coz my stomach too full.. waiting for isyak...

around 8.30 p.m. - reopened my cyber... just few customers tonite...

around 9.30 p.m. - surprisingly, i got called from UK, really excited to hear from both of you.. kak zeah and arni.. its really surprised me and im speechless.. oohh i hate it [[don't get me wrong, i didnt hate you called]], hate it coz i got nothin to say... i kind of got cold feet when sumone called me.. hahaha~~ thanks anyways coz remember my birthday, and i wonder where did you get it?

around 10.50 p.m. - closed my cyber and went out somewhere to celebrate [kunun-kunun nyer la], but i got nowhere to go... so i decided to go to Mama Chops Papa Grill restaurant, 50m away from my cyber... haha! im totally nuts, coz with my stomach full i went inside to restaurant and order sumthin like i didnt eat for 3 days.. akakaka~~ i really dunno wat to do.. so im just eat and eat... it cost me 20 bucks ++.. dowh~~ but still i can finish it.. coz i dun want it goes waste like my life did.. hehe..

around 11.45 p.m. - went back to my cyber and write this thing... hehe...

so thats it.

and sorry guys. i cant reply your sms due to my phone prob ... really2 sorry. and really appreciate it.

and to jaar, thanks coz early wish or i really dunno, either you forget my birthday or how thoughtful u r.. hahaha.. nvm, i dun really care.. neways thanks mate.

Nothing is Much...

2009-01-12T13:12:00.006+08:00

Silent in The Morning by GuydaCosta

It's been a week++ no post from me after the last entry from my real post in this blog. the real one which is not included the video and movie or whatsoever the junkie thing. so where am i for the last few days.. guess what?..... obviously im buzy with the forum thing and deal with a few personal thing, miss it [the forum] so much till im totally forget my blog.. [[or may be i want to coz im detected too many tags spread around lately... i have no idea what to reply actually, rimas pon ada...he-he. malas tu, x payah cakap la.. hanya tuhan saja yang tau... but sooner or later, i will reply for sure.. coz i dont wanna let anyone down becoz of me.. thats what friend are for, always make my friend happy]]. but sadly, its down [the forum] again today...[nana, apa kes???give me 10 gud reasons and if not your tag will be totally ignore... ermm hows that?? ekekeke~~] and so here i am to mutter by myself... im not sad as it sound so.. but can't believe it, i'm still all alone.. ahaks! kidding! there a bunch kids around here... the lousy ones.

ermm nothing much to say.. and its kinda boring entry.. sorry guys and bear with just like i do.. i really have no story to write or to share.. but still i want to write and hangin around.. may be im retard for awhile.. haha.. so to tell you how bored i am till i google around my nickname and found this web blog, friendster blog, and it surprise me though when i see it. i thought its long gone when i delete it a year ago.. but it still remained silent in the cyber space.. amazing is it?

Well, you can check it out here if you want to.. FRIENDSTER BLOG

Hope this one will survive more longer than that.. hope so.

:: Tag [HEUER] From Nana::

2009-01-02T17:08:00.009+08:00

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

Benarkah blogku sgt cute? rasa nyer hensem kot... akakaka~~~ jgn la puji blog saya, malu la saya...

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

katanya anak makcik zemah... ntah la. aku pon kurang pasti... yg pastinyer nana ni sorang andartu pujaan ramai warga es.... akakakaka~~~ satu-satu nya lady boss kat es... kadang2 macam mak cik tiri, tapi sgt sayang pada cucu-cucunya.. Kami pon sayang nenek.
BLOG ANAK MAKCIK ZEMAH

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag)

1. Saya suka sgt kt orang yg tag saya nie.. akakaka~~~

2. Saya suka main komputer... [game budak2, tenet, baca email, baca artikel]

3. Saya suka berforum... [sebenarnya saya suka buat spam]

4. Saya suka ehem-ehem... [jgn pk bukan-bukan] akakaka~~~

5. Saya suka chit chat... tapi tak suka diganggu.

6. Saya suka main-main.. [kadang2 saya serius]

7. Saya suka makanan pedas... i like it hot!

8. Saya suka tengok tv... [tv pon suka tgk saya]

9. Saya suka citer romatik dan lawak... x suke citer seram. nanti saya xblh tido.

10. Saya x suka di tag sebenarnyer... akakaka~~~

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

01. Miss Fasha

02. Kuaci

03. Mr Hazir

04. Miss Salisa

05. Letto

06. Shafique

07. Sho

08. Cipuding

09. Arni

10. Kak zeah

5. Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah di tag

Bakal hadiah dari nana... akakaka... im waiting....

::Tag From Miss Fashazz::

2009-01-02T15:26:00.009+08:00

Tag ini telah diberikan oleh Miss Fasha bersempena dengan tahun baru 2009/1430.

QUESTIONS:

1. Apabila telah terpilih dengan malangnya, silalah menulis 16 perkara paling rawak sama ada tentang fakta, perangai tak senonoh ataupun hala tuju hidup anda.

2. Silalah hasut 16 orang lain untuk melakukan perkara ini.

3. Sila tanda manusia yang telah menanda anda di peringkat awal

Ketahuilah, jika anda terpilih ia adalah kerana anda juga manusia biasa yang perlukan perhatian dan kasih sayang yang secukupnya ketika bayi.

ANSWER 1.
01. I'm a fabulous fat guy... hahaha~~

02. I like to eat mostly chicken.

03. I'm too childish to be grown up man.. hahaha~~~

04. I'm quite sensitive guy.. ahaks!

05. I'm number 10 from 12 siblings in my family,

06. and i don't have uncle and auntie.

07. I can't sing and I can't dance.. akaka~~

08. I love to play chess... but those days were gone.

09. I can't stand the smell and taste of medicine.

10. I love to shopping.. [greedy and extravagant] ekeke~~

11. I love to travel.. but never had a chance!

12. I love to have a friend and lost it! hurmmm...

13. I act and then think.. then i feel guilty.

14. I never satisfy with myself... can I?

15. I never let myself to fall in love.. may be for now! wait n see...

16. I'm lost... and confused!

ANSWER 2:
16 bloggers are too many for me... most of my blog sphere list was gone.. and i'm not that kind of guy to tag anyone.. so let it stop and dead here... hahaha~~~ ermm wait, on second thought, may be i will... let see... sapa yang kena... huhu..

01. Nana

02. Kuaci

03. Mr Hazir

04. Miss salisa

05. Letto

06. Shafique

07. Sho

08. Cipuding

09. Arni

10. Kak zeah

ermm thats it.. so happy tig tag... ekekeke~~~
nak jawab, jawab la... xmo jawab pon x per... x wajib pon...

ANSWER 3:
who tag me? this noty gal... miss fasha yang suka menjerit.

It's so Hard to Say Goodbye to Yesterday

2009-01-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

It's so Hard to say Goodbye to Yesterday

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad

I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I don't know where this road is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take (take with me) with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take (take with me) with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

Goodbye 2008 and Welcome to 2009

2009-01-01T12:41:00.007+08:00

Where and how do i start? ermmm... i found it so hard for me to start and to finish the story.. and thats my undeniable problem. well for sure there is nothing interesting happen lately in my life... just usual day full with 'malarkey' thing! urgh, guess im still in fed up mood after what happen last night... its really gave me headache and thrill to my bloody meaty body... believe it or not, im thrown out a bunch of my crap customers! cause their misbehave and bring more damages to my cyber.. i said sumthin like this, "f*ck off! get lost and never come back again. i dun wanna see your face in my cyber anymore". thats what i believe and said last night.. and kind of make me really happy though after one another chance i gave it to them. and they never try to learn. they became worse and bad as bad-as*-h*le from the first time they came over here.

Hope that was the first and the last thing i've ever done that coz im feel bad too to lose my customer but they leave me with no choice and i have to. so enough said coz i dun wanna brag about his anymore... fullstop.

btw, thanks to my frenz ja'ar... wish me happy new year. fyi, i cant reply ur sms coz my handphone so f*cking trouble rite now, i dunno what problem it is, think im gonna get a new one... i have one in my mind though, blackberry... but i dunno what was that actually... akakaka~~~ neways, u called me rite.. huhu~~~

and thanks to kak zeah... wish me happy new year and wish u happy new year too... dun let your feeling down okay... everything gonna be alrite. huhu~~~ and spent the rest of your days overthere with joy and alot of fun... go and play with the snow... hahaha~~~ oo i wish i was there...

and to bancik, i got ur email last couple days.. thanks for let me know. but im kinda lazy to reply or i dunno wat to say... huhu~~ and btw, juz thrown out my things away like i thrown out my customers, both cloths and books.. i believe i cant wear that cloth anymore and the books too... my tv, take it for granted... my new year present for u and ur family... i really dun wanna it... and thanks for keeping it. and btw, send my early wishes for kak zue, happy coming up birthday and be the best mom and wife. i wish for her happiness and have a wonderful life.

ermm and for my friends out there, i wish you a happy new year and salam maal hijrah....

Maintenance Week

2008-12-27T22:53:00.006+08:00

I think my blog need something new.. something outrageous or may be not.. just a new look will do. i guess its annual routine for my blog.. hahaha~~ but on second thought, i still dont know what need to be changed... well, i will figure it out later... and take whole weeks or as long as i can if i need to.. so if u find sumthing weird while you browsing my reconstruction blog.. dont be panic ok! please bear with it. huhu~~ in the meantime, i will keep up posting something or anything.. so stay tune with me for any updates. TQ.

Silent In The Pain

2008-12-22T11:31:00.009+08:00

Pain by idlemickey

Undesirable!!! yesterday i was fit as a fiddle, but today i was so sick, so vulnerable... like a child need to be pamper, need to be sing a lullaby to sleep.. but sadly im all alone. and i need to bear this pain by myself. its been a month and now it come strike me again at the same spot... oh my gout!!! hate it soo much.. but luckily for me, i have the medicine... the painkiller make me so good for awhile and sleepy too.. and i cant take a one day off in this month.. no more holiday. coz i got 3 days already beside my sale so slow in this month. i need to cover it up as much as i can... so, pain or not, my biz will be on as usual. let me be the one who sick and not my biz... and to tell the truth, im kinda like to enjoy this pain rather than mourn about it.. haha~~ im a freakin sick bastard!

1-300-88-2525... Yes What Can I Do For You?

2008-12-19T22:15:00.003+08:00

Guess What???

Tadaa~~ Surprise!!!

Just wanna tell you how happy i am? one bite of pizza make me feel the joy of life.. and left all the trouble behind.. dont really care.. haha~~ the story begin like this.. 2 days ago i got called from my 2nd sis, and suddenly she asked me what i want? so spontaneously i said, i want pizza! hehe~~

and today, believe it or not, my wish come true... hahaha... my mum asked my bro in law to go to buy it and he dont really know how to order pizza actually, thats why i just got regular size without mushroom soup.. ermm its okay though. but for sure it wasnt enough.. huhu~~
i want more and more pizza...

p/s: why there is no delivery around here? i wonder why and its sad though...

Thought of the Day

2008-12-13T22:54:00.005+08:00

Firstly... i got my new rapidshare premium account till april 2009 + bonus for 2 months.. hoorayy hooray.. so glad.

Secondly... its vice versa... quite sad news. i cant join the gathering. my dad said, i cant go due to some obvious reason... thee thee... so thats that!
[then my sis goes like this... "ala baru keje 4 bulan, dh nak gi bercuti"] geez...

Thirdly... there is no third thought... huhu~~

The House After The Flood

2008-12-13T13:09:00.006+08:00

Thanks to my youngest brother for these photos.. really big thanks.. well, actually he gave it to me after i forced him to do so.. i asked him to transfer to my handphone and he resisted a few times until he cant resist anymore... huhu~~ whos the thick headed now? hahaha~~~ but sadly, he just had the photo after the flood which is not too much happening in it.. or i can say not so much thrills and spills. thats what i love to see.

Pengorbanan di Pagi Aidul Adha

2008-12-11T20:32:00.009+08:00

The scene and the rain...

First of all.. sorry for late post. and its not becoz my fault.. its totally tmnut fault.. i lost the connection out of the blue... what the heck? well.. actually im not gonna write about this... but im really distracted by that problem which is interrupted my business flow. so instead of 2 days holiday.. now i need 3 days. and im at lost. so whos gonna pay for that! fooking bastard!

So forget about that.. huhu~~ here it come a blissful story in the bless of the eid adha morning... it was raining that morning and it so calm... i like the scene.. made me so cold inside and outside. and jump to another scene, impatiently im waiting for the cow... huhu~~ it was big and meaty... its my bro's cow and ready to be sacrifice. but im not take part this year.. ermm may be next year there will be my part. hope so. so enuff the story.. lets have fun with some pictures.. huhu~~

2009 Wish List

2008-12-06T12:51:00.009+08:00

My day so dull... so uninspiring. so here i am again to brag something over everything, coz it such a waste to slip it away. well, im not so sure about that... but i feel like to share something... and i have no idea what to share... ekekeke~~~ actually im bored to death, coz Eversite down right now due to maintenance and there's no one at Fungkur... the place where i always butt in so make me down.. moreover my rs premium account just expired yesterday.. so i can't download anything, and even if i buy a new one, my hard disk was so exhausted so to speak. and speak about maintenance, i think my blog need one. not now, may be some other time... hehe~~

So to fill up my day.. i came up with my wish list which is i never done before.. or never care to be precise... huhu~~

1. Total sale RM100K
my target for next year sale.. may be it too overwhelm but its okay i think. i just need to try and work harder... my early target to settle the payback is still in 3 years and after that im going to earn some profit.

2. Open Brand New Cybe
ermm maybe it is still early.. but im gonna find another strategic shop somewhere in here...

3. Start my new Business
huhu... im so excited about this... but let it keep low and secret for now..

4. Settle down..
Wahaha~~ im just kidding... marry thing is not gonna happen even in the next five years in my life... i guess.. coz rite now, im so much in love with my biz... huhuhu~~~

5...... to be continued.....
i dunno either i have it or not.. may be enuff with 3 lists...

When Father Love His Son...

2008-12-05T16:00:00.009+08:00

Autonomy by Lohey

Ngeh.. ngeh.. ngeh~~~ my dad shown up yesterday instead of my bro in law... and he bought me nasi minyak and pulut panggang for breakfast... and it delicious, yummy!!. but sadly one never enough for me... hehe. so thats that. enough with my cock and bull story. well, to tell the truth, my dad so worried about me, and its not that kind of worried.. its becoz of the unexpected matter.. he so worried when saw me in this kind of condition... well u know.. fatter, chubbier, stout, paunchy, plumb and rounded shape of my body.. hahaha~~~ well, it doesnt matter to me and i didnt ever know i was much more bigger than me before... i just notice most of my pants and shirts became tight and smaller.. huhu~~

The funny thing is.. later on, my dad asked me what i want to eat for my lunch... so kindly i refused and said im ok.. so dont bother and i already have a tonne of stock of foods waiting for me to be eaten.. hahaha~~ but then, he went out and bought me a lunch. dowh~~ i dunno what to say rather than thanks dad.

Before he took a leave that evening, he advised me to take care of my self, and eat rice only 3 times a week, eat more healthy bread, do some exercise instead of sleep in the morning... and he asked me if i want some kind of an exercise machine... huhu~~

ermm i guess i need to start fasting and less instant food + junk food...

Gathering ES v2

2008-12-04T17:42:00.008+08:00

Adey... really make me headache.. the decision still unsure.. unknown. i cant decide it yet either i wanna join or not... my right head think.. it cost me alot coz no one gonna take my place while im leaving.. thats mean i need to close my cyber for few days.. no biz no money.. huhu~~ thats what i worried most. meanwhile my other side of my head said.. i need my space and my time to relax.. i really wanna join the gathering and have some fun with notknown people out there.. it must be happening! its been a long time since i went nowhere... ermm may be more than a half year.. thats very long... wuwuwu~~~ tomorrow will be the last day to confirm and im still blur...

Tarikh : 3 / 4 / 5 Jan 2009 ( Sabtu , Ahad & Isnin )

Tempat : Golden straight Villa P.D

Bowling : Le Paris Resort

Futsal : Kompleks Sukan P.D

BBQ : Golden Straight Villa P.D

Bayaran : RM130 / seorang

AJK-AJK YANG TERLIBAT

PENGERUSI - john_babun
NAIB PENGERUSI - paku
BENDEHARI - fikreay
AJK TEMPAT TINGGAL - hammer_bite
AJK KENDERAAN - dpablo
AJK SUKAN - axrei
AJK MAKANAN - princess_misz
AJK HADIAH - semua penyelaras adalah terlibat

FIRST DAY
10.00am / 11.00am - Ketibaan para delegasi
12.00pm - Check in
1.30pm - Makan tgh hari
4.00pm - Berkumpul,acara ramas mesra, acara grouping, acara pantai & dll.
6.30pm - Rehat
8.00pm - Futsal
10.00pm - Makan Malam / aktiviti sendiri

SECOND DAY
9.00am - Berkumpul, sarapan
11.00am - Main bowling
2.00pm - Makan tgh hari & rehat
4.00pm - Sukaneka
6.30pm - Rehat
8.00pm - BBQ dan sampingan
11.00pm - Makan dan aktiviti jimba ramba

LAST DAY
9.00am - Sarapan, amanat dr admin
12.00pm - Check out / bersurai

UTK BBQ

1. Ayam
2. sausage ayam / sausage ketam
3. udang
4. ikan
5. nasi lemak @ nasi putih (akan cuba utk di selongkar di pekan PD nnt)
7. air putih & ice (blh beli kat gerai2 atau 7e)

UTK SUKANEKA

1. 4 pak minerel kecil
2. kuih muih akan diselongkar di pekan PD

UTK LUNCH /DINNER

- Rombongan Eversite makan diluar

Flood on the Floor

2008-12-01T18:30:00.005+08:00

I'm really surprised when i heard my family was moved out from the house... it must be the worst of all.. quarter of the house capsized under the water... all the floors except the living was flooded.. ermm nothin i can do about it.. just pray everythin will be alrite.. but im so agitated to be there... im so pumpin up to back home.. huhu~~ but no one allowed me to do so.. damn, i was deserted.. at least i wanna be home and feel and share the 'wonderful' moment.. hikhik...